OK sooooooooo yall may not like this chapter but i dont even care!!! just so yall know the next 5 chapters you wont like.. but once again #nobodycaretho.... make sure you comment OR ELSE!!! that is all enjoy this chapter new chapter later today :)).. listen to in my mind heather headly?? idk if i spelled her name right.. but yeah...
i never thought id see him again let alone here with another woman. who is she? what is she doinhere with him. i need to figure this out i need to ask some questions.
“michelle?”
“who?” Nicki said turning to a startled safaree.
“mr errrr… safaree?”
“yeah. i thought you sold houses but here you are a jack of all trades.”
“yeah gotta make a living right?”
“yeah.” safaree said with a big grin on his face.”
Nicki sat looking puzzled and angry at the same time. is this nigga flirting with this bitch in my face? i mean yeah i was wrong. i mean beyond wrong but this shit takes the cake.
“and you know her from?” Nicki said staring safaree up side his head.
where he knows me from last time i checked was none of your fucking business.
“oh remember when i was looking for a house well michelle here helped me find that house.” he said with a big koolaid grin.
i did more than just that nigga we dated for months and i listened to you moan and groan about some bitch you couldn't have. in hopes that one day you would see that i could be all you would ever need.
“oh as in the girl you use to date michelle? oh hi how are you I’m Nicki.”
“hi how are you. are you his little sister.”
“oh how cute she thinks I’m your little sister. safaree ill let you answer that one.”
“no that’s my best friend i was telling you about.”
“oh the one you lived with till i showed you the house? the one you work for right?”
“yeah something like that.”
i fucking hate when niggas beat around the bush its either your fucking the bitch or not.
Nicki sat up on the table and crossed her legs. she had her arms folded across her chest. if looks could kill safaree would be one dead man at this point. once she did this i could tell they were together and i could also tell that he was in a world of trouble.
“so what are you in for ms maraj?”
“a check up and ultrasound.”
“are you expecting?”
“i don’t know i was hoping you could tell me that doc.”
“well if that’s why your here i don’t see why not.”
“thank you.” Nicki said laying back on the bed.
“what part do you want first the check up or the ultrasound?”
“the ultrasound please so he can leave. he wants to make sure i get it.”
why would he... please no. i hope this baby is not his. shit but even if it was i heard what happened in the waiting room. and i also know what kind of guy safaree is. he not havin that. ill have my spot back sooner or later.
“ok that’s fine with me. safaree I’m going to ask you to step out of the room with me. Nicki I’m going to have you undress and then put this on for me. ok?”
some way i needed to make him forget that she was here for just enough time to get him to agree on a date with me.
"so how have you been sweetheart?" i said touching on his arm which was more buff than the last time i saw him.
"ive been great beautiful. what about you?"
"ive been great missing being able to talk to you though."
he just stood there in a sort of stare. does he not miss me just the same?
"i miss you too." safaree said.
"seems like your friend is a hand full."
"you dont know the half of it but sometimes its worth it."
"so when can we.. wait are you seeing someone?"
"yeah i am.."
"well maybe we can relive some of those good times as friends one day."
"that would be great."
"ok its a date."
"i can remember my whack lines to you when we first met."
"i remember them too i thought you would never stop."
we entered the room both in laughter. i could tell she was angry and at this point i new for a fact they were together. so i did extra shit/ flipping my hair and turning on my flirty voice.
“dang how much time did a girl need to change into a robe.” she said under her breath checking her nails.
i knew i was getting to her. she knew she had competition and i continued to let her know. game is on my the best bitch win,
“what was that ms maraj?”
“nothing glad to see you two catching up is all.”
“oh yeah. sorry about that.”
“mmhmm.” Nicki said laying back on the table.
“ok so ms maraj I’m going to lift the bottom of the robe and you can cover with this. I’m going to put this gel here and this will allow me to see.”
“ok whatever.” Nicki said with attitude.
safaree and two wouldn't be professional. id also lose a client. so keep it cute was all i could tell my self.
“it looks like you are…”
“not the father.” Nicki said smiling.
i couldn't help my self. i had to laugh because in my head i was thinking that same thing. god knew everything in me did not want safaree to be the father to this child.
“ha ha a little humor i see but no you are almost three months pregnant.”
“wait impossible can you repeat that again?”
“sure can your almost three months and by the looks of things your having two.”
“wait ima need you to slow the fuck down take some of that cute out ya voice liddle lady and bring that shit all the way the fuck back. did you just tell me that its two fucking babies in there.”
i wanted to laugh so bad, she knew what was going on the whole time. she told me to take the cute out of my voice.
“no did you just say she was pregnant?”
“yes to both of the questions. so is the father on tour or at work? it would be nice to come in our next appointment with him so you can hear the babies heart beat together its a great experience.”
” well thanks for letting him know..” Nicki said reaching for her jeans and shirt.
“wait what?” michelle said looking a bit lost.
“just what i said doc. thanks for letting him know.”
“safaree your?..”
i watched out the corner of my eye seeing her smirk on her face. as she got dressed she some what laughed. getting him back would be a fight, but it was on i was willing to be apart of. i watched as she brushed past us. she was a hand full. i needed to know was she the woman he left me for. was she the one he talked about. the bitch that couldn't see that she had a great man in her face but she wanted the trash who treated her like a back up plan. the guy who told her what she wanted to hear when she wanted to hear it rather than the guy who was always honest with her.
“and i called for a second car you can go anywhere in the world other than my house.”
i watched as she made her dramatic exit but know it was my turn. i need answers and i need them now.
“your with her now safaree? so that’s why you never called me back that day? i thought we were good. that i made you happy?”
“you do… i mean did.. look Michelle is your number the same?”
“it always has been safaree.”
“ok ill call you but right now i have to go.”
“is the the ill call as in i wont or ill call as in you will really call this time.”
“the second one but i really really have to go!” safaree yelled down the hall running backwards.
he raced down the halls to her i could have sworn they would break up this day. that would make me a rebound for a while but soon id be able to have him all to my self. patients is a virtue. i made it back to the examination room we had just been in and could hear them argue outside the window.
“Nicki stop!”
Nicki reached for the door and begin to climb into the SUV.
“Nicki!” safaree said grabbing her arm pulling her back out of the SUV.”
“nigga what the fuck do you think your doing?”
she just stood giving him a cold stare as he took her hand and she snatched it away. i knew he'd call if things didn't work out with her tonight. but her promised so even if things did knowing the man he is he'd still call me.
“let me talk to you!”
“don’t fucking touch me safaree!”
“what the fuck is wrong with you.”
“what the fuck is wrong with me safaree you gotta be fucking kidding me? or were you too much in la la land with that bitch michelle to notice your fucking GIRL FRIEND!”
“what is this about Nicki? how this this all get put on me?”
“i never said it was all on you but why do you even fucking care? dont you have some one to go flirt with?”
“i wasn’t flirting Nicki who was i flirting with?”
“don’t play with me right now safaree i will slap the shit out of you!” Nicki said pointing in his face.
“don’t put your finger in my face onika.”
“nigga whatever.” Nicki said hopping in the car.
“Nicki where are you going.”
“well first I’m going to get my meds for MY babies. then ill be going to the store to buy something to cook for dinner. after that ill be going to my house where i live.” Nicki sad slamming the door.
“Nicki open the door.” safaree said banging on the window still holding on to the door knob.
her window was half down so safaree stuck his hand in the window and popped the lock.
“move!” he said to her putting his foot in the car.
she just put her glasses on and crossed her arms not moving at all giving blank stares off to who knows where. i saw him back away from the SUV and him wipe at his face. he said something to her but who knows what it was. this was it i could get him to agree to anything now. i just needed to see if the number i had worked. she put glasses on and crossed her arms not moving at all giving blank stares off to who knows where. i saw him back away from the SUV and him wipe at his face. he said something to her but who knows what it was. this was it i could get him to agree to anything now. i just needed to see if the number i had worked. so i sent a text.
can we talk when i get off later? ~michelle
yeah sweetheart whatever you would like ~safaree
your place or mine ~miichelle
mine ~safaree
or yours would work ~safaree
i knew he'd try to turn it around to mine since he stays down the street from her god forbid i came over and my car was in the drive way. that would be perfect if she had to make a trip to the store or something she would see my car and not know who it was.
your place is fine ~michelle
i didn't want him to know where i lived until i knew he would be with me.
ok thats fine michelle. what time will you be here? so i know to be home. ~safaree
6:30 gives me time to go home and change out of work clothes. ~michelle
ok sounds good. wait this is just on a friend tip right? ~safaree.
yes safaree this is just a closure type conversation. ~michelle
i had much more than that planned but first to find an outfit to make hie heart damn near stop. my closet was full of all sorts of jeans, dressed, shoes and smells to make the ugliest bitch in the world look like a million bucks i needed to get to him before he even thought about talking to her. what ever moves i wanted to make i had to make it quick i could keep on the dress i had on but no my black one like this with my pink Giuseppe heels perfect. i could let my hair flow completely down my back. i got to my house around 430 took a quick shower made a quick change and headed back out the door. i sprayed my Cloe perfume a block away from his house. i let my windows down in my Mercedes so my hair would have the sexy messy curl look. pulling up to the house i parked my car on the right side of the drive way and walked up to the door. my heart raced but this i knew was the easy part. the hard part would be him forgetting that they were ever together. him forgetting her name and what just happened. him forgetting for a second that she was his baby mama and him wanting me. this was a challenge i was willing to take.
"hey how are you?" he said opening the door.
"good no better than when i saw yo four hours ago."
"better than me i hope?"
"much better." i said in search for something to change the subject about.
"would you like anything to drink?"
"what did you have in mind?"
"well don't know if you drink but i started with ciroc and orange juice."
"yeah that would be fine."
i really wasn't a heavy drinker but i figured id drink a little and when i could feel me getting tipsy is stop.
"so.." i said trying to break the ice.
"im guessing you want to know why?"
"yeah i do."
"i wish i knew the answer to that."
"do you love her safaree?" i was kinda developing a soft spot for their relationship.
"yes more than anything in the would."
"then thats why. and i can understand that."
i pretended to care even though i could care less. the more he talked the more he drank. the more his thoughts faded from her to flirting with me. no matter how many times i told him i wanted him to stop at that glass he continued until the mini ciric bottle was empty.
"i forgot how beautiful you are. dance with me?" he said pulling me from the couch.
he moved the table out of the way and his living room became a dance floor. he pulled me close and buried his nose into my neck. his hands moved up the small of my back to my neck. he griped my hair and kissed my neck.
"safaree." i said pretending to stop him. in my mind i was screaming yes take me.
he stopped pulled away and sat on the couch and stared off into space. r kelly Begin to play on his pandora. my mind is telling em no but my body my body is telling me yes. you better sing it r kelly i said to my self this man knows he wants me." i crossed my legs sitting next to him on the couch.
"I'm sorry i don't know what came over me michelle. last thing i want you to do is be a rebound i know how that feels and.."
i cut him off that's not what i wanted to hear i wanted him to take me right here right now. i was ready to have him and by the budge in his sweats he wanted me too.
"your fine safaree. its fine."
she shifted in his seat pulling his sweats at his knee. he grabbed a hold of my hand and motioned for me to sit on his lap. i got up and stood between his parted legs. i placed my butt on the couch and draped my legs across one of his. i grabbed a hold to his neck as his hands traveled down to my plumped ass. he continued what he started on our some what dance floor as my hands traveled up his head removing his hat placing it on my head. his lips moved from my neck to my lips kissing me like no man ever has before. i broke the kiss only to reposition my self on his lap. i straddled him as his hands moved from the small of my back to my Ass. my dress rising as i straddled him revealing my panties. his hands explored my body as our kiss deepened i could feel his rock hard erection against my panties making my center throb. his hands explored my body until he suddenly stopped.
"is something wrong?"
"everything is wrong. im not suppose to be here with you doing this with you . michelle you have to go." he said getting up walking into the bathroom.
i got up and fixed my clothes. i grabbed my purse and headed for the door. driving down the street i saw her. she stood in the door way with some man. she looked like she had been crying. the man reached for her to pull her in for a hug. he entered and the door closed. all i could do was smile because i knew where safaree was on his way to and it would pay off in my favor.
Saturday, December 31, 2011
Wednesday, December 28, 2011
INTERLUDE !!!!
OK i know i was wrong to leave y'all hanging like that last chapter.. Ive heard it over and over again... I'm not going to ask for comments but when this story comes to and end because of the lack of comments i don't want to hear it.. so anywaythough anystankhoe I'm going to write until i feel like ive had enough.. and then you will never hear from me ever again.. not a threat its a promise! and then i can focus on dricki..
"the doctor will see you now."
"huh?" Nicki said removing a tear from her face.
"i said the doctor will see you now. are you ok ms. maraj?"
"yes I'm fine. safaree are you coming with me."
"oh so now you want me in the room?" he said standing fixing his jeans.
"please safaree." her eyes pleaded for him not to be so cold.
safaree waited for the two women to enter the door. he sat on the chair in the far corner by the sink and scrolled down his time line on his phone. he was trying to calm his nerves when he heard nicki call his name.
"faree."
he ignored her the first time and kept scrolling and then he heard the whisper again. he looked up from his phone to Nicki and raised his brows.
"why are you sitting so far?"
"i mean in check ups don't they check.... you know... the cuka roll?"
"yeah but your acting like you haven't seen it before."
"well its different."
"how so safaree?"
"i don't know it just is."
there was a knock on the door and entered a lady about 5'5 light brown skin. she had hair flowing down her back and curves out of this world. she had on a white jacket and a red fitted dress.
"michelle?"
"
who?" Nicki said turning to a startled safaree.
"mr errrr... safaree?"
"yeah. i thought you sold houses but here you are a jack of all trades."
"yeah gotta make a living right?"
"yeah." safaree said with a big grin on his face."
Nicki sat looking puzzled and angry at the same time. is this nigga flirting with this bitch in my face? i mean yeah i was wrong. i mean beyond wrong but this shit takes the cake.
"and you know her from?" Nicki said staring safaree up side his head.
"oh remember when i was looking for a house well michelle here helped me find that house." he said with a big koolaid grin.
"oh as in the girl you use to date michelle? oh hi how are you I'm Nicki."
"hi how are you. are you his little sister."
"oh how cute she thinks I'm your little sister. safaree ill let you answer that one."
"no that's my best friend i was telling you about."
"oh the one you lived with till i showed you the house? the one you work for right?"
"yeah something like that."
Nicki sat up on the table and crossed her legs. she had her arms folded across her chest. if looks could kill safaree would be one dead man at this point. on I'm just his best friend right? so on accident i got pregnant with his baby. smh. ok mr funny man i got you. mmhmm. Nicki unfolded her arms and put on a fake smile.
"so what are you in for ms maraj?"
"a check up and ultrasound."
"are you expecting?"
"i don't know i was hoping you could tell me that doc."
"well if that's why your here i don't see why not."
"thank you." Nicki said laying back on the bed.
"what part do you want first the check up or the ultrasound?"
"the ultrasound please so he can leave. he wants to make sure i get it."
"ok that's fine with me. safaree I'm going to ask you to step out of the room with me. Nicki I'm going to have you undress and then put this on for me. ok?"
safaree and michelle stepped out of the room. they exchanged conversation and 15min later entered back into the room. safaree laughing and michelle playing with the ends of her hair.
"dang how much time did a girl need to change into a robe." Nicki said under her breath checking her nails.
"what was that ms maraj?"
"nothing glad to see you two catching up is all."
"oh yeah. sorry about that."
"mmhmm." Nicki said laying back on the table.
"ok so ms maraj I'm going to lift the bottom of the robe and you can cover with this. I'm going to put this gel here and this will allow me to see."
"ok whatever." Nicki said with attitude.
"it looks like you are..."
"not the father." Nicki said smiling.
"ha ha a little humor i see but no you are almost three months pregnant."
"wait impossible can you repeat that again?"
"sure can your almost three months and by the looks of things your having two."
"wait ima need you to slow the fuck down take some of that cute out ya voice liddle lady and bring that shit all the way the fuck back. did you just tell me that its two fucking babies in there."
"no did you just say she was pregnant?"
"yes to both of the questions. so is the father on tour or at work? it would be nice to come in our next appointment with him so you can hear the babies heart beat together its a great experience."
" well thanks for letting him know.." Nicki said reaching for her jeans and shirt.
"wait what?" michelle said looking a bit lost.
"just what i said doc. thanks for letting him know."
"safaree your?.."
Nicki stood and looked at both safaree and the girl. she put on her shirt and shoes. swinging her coat on she opened the door.
"
and i called for a second car you can go anywhere in the world other than my house." Nicki said brushing past safaree tot he front counter.
"your with her now safaree? so that's why you never called me back that day? i thought we were good. that i made you happy?"
"you do... i mean did.. look Michelle is your number the same?"
"it always has been safaree."
"ok ill call you but right now i have to go."
"is the the ill call as in i wont or ill call as in you will really call this time."
"the second one but i really really have to go!" safaree yelled down the hall running backwards.
safaree raced down the halls to the front door. he opened it and searched the parking structure for Nicki.
"Nicki stop!"
Nicki reached for the door and begin to climb into the SUV.
"Nicki!" safaree said grabbing her arm pulling her back out of the SUV."
"nigga what the fuck do you think your doing?"
"let me talk to you!"
"don't fucking touch me safaree!"
"what the fuck is wrong with you."
safaree and Nicki stood out side the window of the room she was just in. michelle stood at the window as she watched safaree reach for nicki's hand and Nicki snatch away.
"what the fuck is wrong with me safaree you gotta be fucking kidding me? or were you too much in la la land with that bitch michelle to notice your fucking GIRL FRIEND!"
"what is this about Nicki? how this this all get put on me?"
"i never said it was all on you but why do you even fucking care? dont you have some one to go flirt with?"
"i wasn't flirting Nicki who was i flirting with?"
"don't play with me right now safaree i will slap the shit out of you!" Nicki said pointing in his face.
"don't put your finger in my face onika."
"nigga whatever." Nicki said hopping in the car.
"Nicki where are you going."
"well first I'm going to get my meds for MY babies. then ill be going to the store to buy something to cook for dinner. after that ill be going to my house where i live." Nicki sad slamming the door.
"Nicki open the door." safaree said banging on the window still holding on to the door knob.
her window was half down so safaree stuck his hand in the window and popped the lock.
"move!" he said to her putting his foot in the car.
Nicki sat still with her arms crossed. she grabbed for her purse and reached for her sun glasses to put them on.
"Nicki i said move your ass over!"
"no that right there is your car."
"do you really want to do this right now?"
Nicki just sat in silence.
"oh so you do. that's nice to know."
safaree took his foot out of the car and closed the door. tears rolled from his face as he walked to the car she had called for him.
"please just follow close behind that car sir."
"ok you got it."
"i just want to make sure she gets what she needs and home safe."
.......
Nicki's place...
"Lauren no it was like i wasn't even there."
"wait so I'm going to be an auntie?"
"yes is that all you heard out of my whole rant." Nicki said looking at the wall taking the king sized snickers down from her mouth.
"well to be honest yeah."
"what help are you? I'm bout to call the nosey one."
"who Candi? don't play hoe you don't love ha like you love me!"
"who said i love you." Nicki said taking another bite of her snickers.
"you don't have to say it I'm your best friend its something i just know."
"wait a minute i hear the door. oh shit Lauren what if those robbers came back?"
"Nicki its been months."
"yeah but safaree was always here with me so i was never scared."
"its probably just safaree."
"i told him not to come here."
"when doe he ever listen to you nick?"
"you have a point."
"i know i do and y'all need to talk anyway."
"i don't wanna talk to him."
"you guys need to fix it before the next appointment."
"fix what nothing needs to be fixed."
"just fix it Nicki!"
"yeah what ever who's side are you on anyway?"
"the babies."
"i guess!"
safaree walked into Nicki's room and sat on the bed. nicki noticed he smelled like hard liquor but she kept talking to Lauren ignoring him. he got up and went to the closet and begin to gather things. he started to put them into duffel's so he could leave. safaree scrambled through the whole closet getting things that were his. he walked to the bathroom to get his tooth brush and his other belongings.
"safaree what are you doing?"
"you want me gone I'm going to give you what you want Nicki that's fine."
"yo Lauren this nigga trippin let me call you back."
"lol she say I'm tripping when she ain't even want to tell me about MY babies! my fucking seeds. you've got to be fucking kidding me! like this has to be a fucking joke where the fuck is Aston like Ima need people to stop playing with me right now this joke has gone too fucking far." safaree said looking around the room.
"safaree!" Nicki said watching him pack.
"safaree stop!" she said as he begin to look around the room."
"Nicki no you stop! stop fucking playing with me I'm past all the fucking bullshit! this is not one of your mind games you play with that soft fuck drake this shit is real! we have kids in this now! and ill be damn if you keep either one of my seeds from me! i went with out a father and id never do that to a child i know how that shit feels. and i know damn well you did not plan on giving up my kids! and if you did abort that shit!"
Nicki just sat quiet. tears strolled down her face as she tried to collect her thoughts.
"no safaree you know id never."
"no i knew ONIKA would never. this new person i don't know her. she keeps secrets. IMPORTANT secrets. so with her i don't know what to fucking think. does that necklace mean anything to you the engravings the ring? any of it does it mean anything to you? the fact that id shed a tear over you in a second but wouldn't for another girl does that mean anything?" safaree walked over to Nicki putting one hand on the small of her back and the other on her belly. "the fact that your having my kids does that mean anything to you? he said snatching the bags off the floor.
"safaree please don't leave me."
"one question Nicki he said dropping everything at the door. do you love me?."
"yes of course i love you safaree."
"no your not understanding me onkia do you LOVE me?"
"yes safaree yes i love you."
"then what is this game. this i think i love you and i want to be with you but i just don't know game?"
"I'm not playing any game safaree i love you! and i know i want to be with you!"
"do you? because your actions today tell me different. why? why do you continue to push me away!
you take me fucking for granted! like I'm just going to take your shit and take your shit and still fucking be here. and like a fucking idiot i stay." safaree sat on the bed and put his head in his hands.
"like a fucking idiot i stay." he repeated to him self.
safaree got up and grabbed his bags he took a look back at Nicki and headed out the door.
"the doctor will see you now."
"huh?" Nicki said removing a tear from her face.
"i said the doctor will see you now. are you ok ms. maraj?"
"yes I'm fine. safaree are you coming with me."
"oh so now you want me in the room?" he said standing fixing his jeans.
"please safaree." her eyes pleaded for him not to be so cold.
safaree waited for the two women to enter the door. he sat on the chair in the far corner by the sink and scrolled down his time line on his phone. he was trying to calm his nerves when he heard nicki call his name.
"faree."
he ignored her the first time and kept scrolling and then he heard the whisper again. he looked up from his phone to Nicki and raised his brows.
"why are you sitting so far?"
"i mean in check ups don't they check.... you know... the cuka roll?"
"yeah but your acting like you haven't seen it before."
"well its different."
"how so safaree?"
"i don't know it just is."
there was a knock on the door and entered a lady about 5'5 light brown skin. she had hair flowing down her back and curves out of this world. she had on a white jacket and a red fitted dress.
"michelle?"
"
who?" Nicki said turning to a startled safaree.
"mr errrr... safaree?"
"yeah. i thought you sold houses but here you are a jack of all trades."
"yeah gotta make a living right?"
"yeah." safaree said with a big grin on his face."
Nicki sat looking puzzled and angry at the same time. is this nigga flirting with this bitch in my face? i mean yeah i was wrong. i mean beyond wrong but this shit takes the cake.
"and you know her from?" Nicki said staring safaree up side his head.
"oh remember when i was looking for a house well michelle here helped me find that house." he said with a big koolaid grin.
"oh as in the girl you use to date michelle? oh hi how are you I'm Nicki."
"hi how are you. are you his little sister."
"oh how cute she thinks I'm your little sister. safaree ill let you answer that one."
"no that's my best friend i was telling you about."
"oh the one you lived with till i showed you the house? the one you work for right?"
"yeah something like that."
Nicki sat up on the table and crossed her legs. she had her arms folded across her chest. if looks could kill safaree would be one dead man at this point. on I'm just his best friend right? so on accident i got pregnant with his baby. smh. ok mr funny man i got you. mmhmm. Nicki unfolded her arms and put on a fake smile.
"so what are you in for ms maraj?"
"a check up and ultrasound."
"are you expecting?"
"i don't know i was hoping you could tell me that doc."
"well if that's why your here i don't see why not."
"thank you." Nicki said laying back on the bed.
"what part do you want first the check up or the ultrasound?"
"the ultrasound please so he can leave. he wants to make sure i get it."
"ok that's fine with me. safaree I'm going to ask you to step out of the room with me. Nicki I'm going to have you undress and then put this on for me. ok?"
safaree and michelle stepped out of the room. they exchanged conversation and 15min later entered back into the room. safaree laughing and michelle playing with the ends of her hair.
"dang how much time did a girl need to change into a robe." Nicki said under her breath checking her nails.
"what was that ms maraj?"
"nothing glad to see you two catching up is all."
"oh yeah. sorry about that."
"mmhmm." Nicki said laying back on the table.
"ok so ms maraj I'm going to lift the bottom of the robe and you can cover with this. I'm going to put this gel here and this will allow me to see."
"ok whatever." Nicki said with attitude.
"it looks like you are..."
"not the father." Nicki said smiling.
"ha ha a little humor i see but no you are almost three months pregnant."
"wait impossible can you repeat that again?"
"sure can your almost three months and by the looks of things your having two."
"wait ima need you to slow the fuck down take some of that cute out ya voice liddle lady and bring that shit all the way the fuck back. did you just tell me that its two fucking babies in there."
"no did you just say she was pregnant?"
"yes to both of the questions. so is the father on tour or at work? it would be nice to come in our next appointment with him so you can hear the babies heart beat together its a great experience."
" well thanks for letting him know.." Nicki said reaching for her jeans and shirt.
"wait what?" michelle said looking a bit lost.
"just what i said doc. thanks for letting him know."
"safaree your?.."
Nicki stood and looked at both safaree and the girl. she put on her shirt and shoes. swinging her coat on she opened the door.
"
and i called for a second car you can go anywhere in the world other than my house." Nicki said brushing past safaree tot he front counter.
"your with her now safaree? so that's why you never called me back that day? i thought we were good. that i made you happy?"
"you do... i mean did.. look Michelle is your number the same?"
"it always has been safaree."
"ok ill call you but right now i have to go."
"is the the ill call as in i wont or ill call as in you will really call this time."
"the second one but i really really have to go!" safaree yelled down the hall running backwards.
safaree raced down the halls to the front door. he opened it and searched the parking structure for Nicki.
"Nicki stop!"
Nicki reached for the door and begin to climb into the SUV.
"Nicki!" safaree said grabbing her arm pulling her back out of the SUV."
"nigga what the fuck do you think your doing?"
"let me talk to you!"
"don't fucking touch me safaree!"
"what the fuck is wrong with you."
safaree and Nicki stood out side the window of the room she was just in. michelle stood at the window as she watched safaree reach for nicki's hand and Nicki snatch away.
"what the fuck is wrong with me safaree you gotta be fucking kidding me? or were you too much in la la land with that bitch michelle to notice your fucking GIRL FRIEND!"
"what is this about Nicki? how this this all get put on me?"
"i never said it was all on you but why do you even fucking care? dont you have some one to go flirt with?"
"i wasn't flirting Nicki who was i flirting with?"
"don't play with me right now safaree i will slap the shit out of you!" Nicki said pointing in his face.
"don't put your finger in my face onika."
"nigga whatever." Nicki said hopping in the car.
"Nicki where are you going."
"well first I'm going to get my meds for MY babies. then ill be going to the store to buy something to cook for dinner. after that ill be going to my house where i live." Nicki sad slamming the door.
"Nicki open the door." safaree said banging on the window still holding on to the door knob.
her window was half down so safaree stuck his hand in the window and popped the lock.
"move!" he said to her putting his foot in the car.
Nicki sat still with her arms crossed. she grabbed for her purse and reached for her sun glasses to put them on.
"Nicki i said move your ass over!"
"no that right there is your car."
"do you really want to do this right now?"
Nicki just sat in silence.
"oh so you do. that's nice to know."
safaree took his foot out of the car and closed the door. tears rolled from his face as he walked to the car she had called for him.
"please just follow close behind that car sir."
"ok you got it."
"i just want to make sure she gets what she needs and home safe."
.......
Nicki's place...
"Lauren no it was like i wasn't even there."
"wait so I'm going to be an auntie?"
"yes is that all you heard out of my whole rant." Nicki said looking at the wall taking the king sized snickers down from her mouth.
"well to be honest yeah."
"what help are you? I'm bout to call the nosey one."
"who Candi? don't play hoe you don't love ha like you love me!"
"who said i love you." Nicki said taking another bite of her snickers.
"you don't have to say it I'm your best friend its something i just know."
"wait a minute i hear the door. oh shit Lauren what if those robbers came back?"
"Nicki its been months."
"yeah but safaree was always here with me so i was never scared."
"its probably just safaree."
"i told him not to come here."
"when doe he ever listen to you nick?"
"you have a point."
"i know i do and y'all need to talk anyway."
"i don't wanna talk to him."
"you guys need to fix it before the next appointment."
"fix what nothing needs to be fixed."
"just fix it Nicki!"
"yeah what ever who's side are you on anyway?"
"the babies."
"i guess!"
safaree walked into Nicki's room and sat on the bed. nicki noticed he smelled like hard liquor but she kept talking to Lauren ignoring him. he got up and went to the closet and begin to gather things. he started to put them into duffel's so he could leave. safaree scrambled through the whole closet getting things that were his. he walked to the bathroom to get his tooth brush and his other belongings.
"safaree what are you doing?"
"you want me gone I'm going to give you what you want Nicki that's fine."
"yo Lauren this nigga trippin let me call you back."
"lol she say I'm tripping when she ain't even want to tell me about MY babies! my fucking seeds. you've got to be fucking kidding me! like this has to be a fucking joke where the fuck is Aston like Ima need people to stop playing with me right now this joke has gone too fucking far." safaree said looking around the room.
"safaree!" Nicki said watching him pack.
"safaree stop!" she said as he begin to look around the room."
"Nicki no you stop! stop fucking playing with me I'm past all the fucking bullshit! this is not one of your mind games you play with that soft fuck drake this shit is real! we have kids in this now! and ill be damn if you keep either one of my seeds from me! i went with out a father and id never do that to a child i know how that shit feels. and i know damn well you did not plan on giving up my kids! and if you did abort that shit!"
Nicki just sat quiet. tears strolled down her face as she tried to collect her thoughts.
"no safaree you know id never."
"no i knew ONIKA would never. this new person i don't know her. she keeps secrets. IMPORTANT secrets. so with her i don't know what to fucking think. does that necklace mean anything to you the engravings the ring? any of it does it mean anything to you? the fact that id shed a tear over you in a second but wouldn't for another girl does that mean anything?" safaree walked over to Nicki putting one hand on the small of her back and the other on her belly. "the fact that your having my kids does that mean anything to you? he said snatching the bags off the floor.
"safaree please don't leave me."
"one question Nicki he said dropping everything at the door. do you love me?."
"yes of course i love you safaree."
"no your not understanding me onkia do you LOVE me?"
"yes safaree yes i love you."
"then what is this game. this i think i love you and i want to be with you but i just don't know game?"
"I'm not playing any game safaree i love you! and i know i want to be with you!"
"do you? because your actions today tell me different. why? why do you continue to push me away!
you take me fucking for granted! like I'm just going to take your shit and take your shit and still fucking be here. and like a fucking idiot i stay." safaree sat on the bed and put his head in his hands.
"like a fucking idiot i stay." he repeated to him self.
safaree got up and grabbed his bags he took a look back at Nicki and headed out the door.
Sunday, December 25, 2011
ROMANTINES DAY (BEFORE YOU WALK OUT OF MY LIFE)
Sup y’all lol I bet y’all did not expect to get a story for me so soon right lol well I was bored and felt like posting. But first let me get something out the way… So look comments give me motivation to keep this story going. I like to her HONEST opinions no matter good or bad.. the bad ones help me grow and it wont make me hate or anything like that i just take it and use it. i know my story has flaws so please leave your comments at the end of this chapter.. not the liddle one line comments but really take the time and tell me so far in the story (those of you who have been reading since the beginning…) and tell me has it been any growth?? also those of you who don’t mind dricki i have one of those stories too yourlovedrickific.blogspot.com thank you.. and yes you can share this link and the other one with other readers… be sure to listen to Monica before you walk out of my life after this.. and comment on the birthday chapter part 2 … if you haven’t done so..
Nicki stepped out the shower looking over her body. she looked over every inch and examined her hips. she stood in the full body mirror looking her self over for a long time. reaching for her tooth brush she pressed the button to her ipod and sung to kaynes work out plan playing out the speakers of her ipod deck. she danced to the music and brushed her teeth. when she was all done she mocked as the girls told weight loss stories at the end of the song. nicki sat on the bed grabbing her oatmeal lotion from the night stand. she watched as safaree walked past in his towel to the closet. his chest glistened as the sun from the window beamed on his wet back.
“oh so that’s how you feel?”
“what?”
“no happy valentines day nothing you just gone walk by looking awl nice in your towel with your glistening abs and not say shit.”
“no.”
“no what? safaree are you still mad at me for last night?”
“yes.”
“are you just gonna give me one word answers today.”
” i dont know.”
“oh three words that’s nice.”
“what do you want me to say nicki?”
“say that you forgive me safaree.” she said rapping he hands around his waist laying her head on his chest.
“i cant do that.”
“then what are you hear for?” she said letting go of him.
“do you really wanna do this CD singing alone.”
“well i should. not like you will be talking to me anyway.”
“OK have it your way.” safaree said placing the fit he had put together back in the closet on the chase.
“faree no really you act like this was my first time getting drunk?”
“no this was your first time getting drunk saying what you said to me.”
“well what did i say? i wont know unless you tell me.”
“oh i know damn well you seen that video.”
“but faree i said i was sorry. what do i have to do to make it up to you?”
“nothing onika I’m good.”
“YOUR NOT! SO DONT SAY YOU ARE BECAUSE IF EVERY THING WAS ALL GOOD LIKE YOU SAY THEY ARE YOUD BE TALKING TO ME!”
“don’t do this right now.”
“now is as good a time as any.”
“i promise u don’t want to do this right now.”
“no we are going to do this right now safaree.”
“how the fuck am i suppose to act when you told me last night you thought you should have stayed withe drake.”
“i said that? i didn’t say that! I’ve been sooo happy with you. more then I’ve ever been with drake safaree i didn’t say that.”
“yes you did. have i ever lied to you onika?”
“no.”
“well why in the hell would i need to start doing so now.”
“safaree can you lower your voice please.”
“no you wanted to talk about it now so we will talk.”
“i said talk not yell.” she said brushing past him to the closet.
“which i why i wanted to wait until i wasn’t so angry. you know what Nicki i don’t understand you. you say your happy but why do i feel like I’m failing? and why would you say what you said last night.”
“safaree i don’t know how many times ill have to tell you. i didn’t mean what i said.”
“a drunk man tells no lies. and neither does a woman for that matter.” safaree said stepping out of the closet with sweats and a t-shirt.
safaree opened the door to the room making his way to the other bathroom. he slipped his shirt over his head and pulled his sweats over the towel. taking the towel off laying it on the sink he slipped his fitted cap onto his head. safaree reached for his keys and headed for the door.
“so your going to leave?”
safaree dropped his shoulders and took his hands off the door. he turned his head to the side looking at the wall.
“you just said you didn’t want me here.. what are you here for? remember? or do you not remember that either?”
“safaree please don’t DO THIS!”
“don’t do what nicki? I’m TIRED! I’m tired of trying.”
“what do you mean your tired of trying? what have you been trying to do?”
nicki’s words pierced at safarees heart. he was lost. all this time he was trying to prove him self to nicki. make them work. it seemed she changed from the person she was to him her birthday week and even before till now. her emotions were off. she yelled at him more. everything he did somehow made her angry.
“you know what nicki fuck it I’ve been trying not to hurt your feelings lately but this.. its getting no where.”
“don’t protect my feelings nigga i never asked you to do that.”
“since your birthday you’ve been acting weird towards me. well not your birthday a few weeks after. i thought it was your period but you never came on… wait a minute you never came on. oh shit nicki are you pregnant?”
“what safaree nigga no I’m not pregnant?” nicki said sounding unsure.
“onika don’t play with me right now if you are now is the time to say something. i mean that could explain a lot.”
“what do you mean it could explain a lot?”
“well you been really moody. you eat a hell of a lot now like no ones food is safe. your hips get more and more luscious I’ve noticed because I’m always wanting to grab a hold of them and well do a lot of things in a lot of places. your skin is glowing and i just thought it could have been the facial you got that one day. your hair is thicker and very shiny may i add and you do nothing to it to make it look that way.”
“safaree I’m a girl. we go through changes.”
“not changes like that. when was the last time you came on your period? cuz i cant remember the last time you told me no. and i also cant remember the last time I’ve haven’t worn a condom.”
“me either that’s why I’m saying i cant be.”
“just because i had on a glove don’t mean it didn’t break or didn’t have a hole or something nicki you could be and i think you should go get checked out.”
“ill go buy one and see what it says if it says no then no need for me to go to the doctors. besides i don’t really have time for all that. my schedule is too demanding this week.”
“your schedule shouldn’t come before your health baby.”
“oh so now I’m back to baby?”
“do you want me to go back to being mad at you?”
“no i just want you to forgive me I’m sorry and i cant take watching you walk out on me. not now safaree.” she said laying up against his chest. “really not ever.”
“just change what your doing nicki. i mean at least help me believe you giving us a REAL try.”
“but i am giving us real try safaree.”
“but I’m not believing it. like why must i put fourth 100% when you all you giving out is 50%. that shit don’t sit right with me and honestly it hurts.”
“i know I’m sorry. ill try. but loosing you is not an option for me.”
“And me leaving you is not and option for me either. i want us to work so bad nick your all I’ve ever wanted. all I’ve ever needed to be happy but you gotta stop pushing me away.”
“OK.”
“now get dressed so i can take you to your barbs.”
“OK.” Nicki said letting go of safaree and returning to her room to get dressed.
……
Lauren i need you to do something for me.~ Nicki
whats up?~lauren
i need you to get a pregnancy test for me.~nicki
Nicki you pregnant?~lauren
i don’t know safaree thinks i am i have been sick a lot my stomach is weak and that’s not normal for me. ~nicki
OK well when i get it do you want me to bring it to you? ~lauren
no can we do this at your house? ~nicki
of course nick just let me know when your on your way. is safaree coming too? ~lauren
no I’m going to tell him its a girls night out thing.~nicki
oh god Nicki are you going to tell him if you are? ~lauren
idk….. ~nicki
your not thinking of getting rid of it are you? ~lauren
HELL NO! that is NOT an option it just… nothing we will talk. ~nicki
OK see you later nick ~lauren
“what was that?” safaree said looking over at Nicki taking her phone along with her sharpie and tossing it in her purse.”
“nothing last minute things.” she said shooting him a smile.
“oh OK.” he said picking up all the gifts from her barbs.
“why do they get me so much?”
“i don’t know but a nigga tired of leaving with tons of shit though.”
“safaree..”
“what you don’t have to Carry these bags they mad heavy.”
“sounds like someone is a hater.”
“no i get gifts too. its just this shit. its like what do we have martin for?”
Nicki got in the car not replying to his last comment. she put on her seat belt and begin to stare out the window.
“you sure you OK baby?”
“yeah I’m fine.” she said breaking her train of thought.
“well i got you something.”
“what do you mean.”
“it is valentine’s day.”
“oh yeah that.” she said looking back out the window.
“Nicki hello? OK something is really wrong.”
“nothing is wrong.”
\“yes it it i just said i got you something and you blew me off. what tip?”
“what you get.”
“wanna open it up?”
Nicki took a look at the bag. judging by the size it was jewelry. she removed the decorative paper covering the box at the bottom of the bag and removed the box. she sat the bag on the floor and opened the box. in it was a locket.
“open it up.”
Nicki took out the huge locket she opened it and read the engraved part.
onika you are my world. with out you my heart doesn’t beat the same. no matter where we are in the world or who we are with my heart will for ever be yours. ~safaree
safaree watched as tears flowed down her face. on the other side of the locket sat a picture of them both. (the super bass picture.)
“safaree.”
“yes?”
“thank you and i love you just the same.”
“your welcome.” he said removing the tears from her face placing the locket round her neck.
Nicki turned back to the window she pressed her head against the cold glass and drifted off in thought.
“wait we going the wrong way.”
“no I’m going to Laurens.”
“oh well why didn’t you say something.”
“i forgot until you just said something.”
“well how long we staying over here.”
“well WE are not staying. IM staying.”
“oh are you mad at me?”
“no I’m not mad baby its girls night.”
“wait on valentines day?”
“yeah and so you know your gift was suppose to be unwrapped this morning.”
“oh what was it?”
“it was me until we got into our argument but when you go back to the house it may be something behind the night stand on my side of the bed.”
“oh OK i was about to say we have time for that right now looking at this traffic.”
“you got some nerve to think i would even with a driver and security in here.” she said side eyeing him.
“what?”
“nothing safaree.”
…….
“oh my god Nicki come on how long does it take for you to pee on a dam stick?”
“Lauren u and i both know i pissed on the fucking stick them moment i opened the paper to it.”
“well what’s taking you so lon—-. oh my damn Nicki what does that damn stick say.”
“from the looks of it your an auntie.”
“what wait how.”
“you see this here.” Nicki said opening the door. “this line means maybe and the second one says sike bitch you pregnant.” she said flopping down on the bed.
“well its not the end of the world Nicki.”
“i know I’m just trying to think when though. and how could have we been so careless.”
“i mean its safaree I’m sure he will be there for the baby Nicki.”
“i have no doubt in my mind that he will be Lauren but not now.”
“not now? now is as good a time as ever. you not getting any younger.”
“i know that but the tour. the barbs.”
“they will have to wait.”
“not if i can help it.”
“Nicki they will understand.”
“i know but its a huge let down. i could be like alicia. and still preform until I’m ready to pop.”
“but we both know safaree and as soon as he knows its a no go.”
“well then he wont know.”
“noooo Nicki you know I’m not good with lies. he always catches me.”
“well how bout some paid time off then.”
“oh hell no Ive been waiting on Paris for a long time.”
“well then you’ll learn to keep quite then.” Nicki said getting up grabbing her coat.
“where you going?”
“home.”
“oh use me for my bathroom and then split huh.”
“yeah but no wait.”
“what?”
“pee on this!” Nicki said throwing the second test across the room.
“pee on it for what.. oh OK i got you.”
nicki’s place….
“safaree? safaree you here?” Nicki said looking around the dark room putting her keys in the basket.
Nicki walked up the stairs with the test in her hand. she put her coat on the hanger in the closet and walked into the closet to find night clothes. she peaked her head out the closet to see if she could see safaree because she couldn’t remember if she saw him on the bed when she came in. Nicki saw his body move the blanket up and down and she returned to her quest of finding something to wear to sleep. she grabbed the shirt safaree had on that morning and put it over her head. she then took his stewie night pants and slipped them on. she walked to her side of the bed and grabbed her charger to charge her phone. her slippers slipped off her little feet as she got in the bed and slipped under the covers. after she got in safaree reached over and grabbed a hold of her waist.
“what you do over Laurens?”
“nothing a little girl talk. i thought you was sleeping.”
“you know i cant sleep when your not here i was trying to sleep.” he said kissing her neck.
“well mama’s home.” Nicki said smiling revealing her dimples.
“and that I’m glad about.”
“i got a pregnancy test.”
“wait really.” safaree said sitting up in the bed turning on his lamp.
“yes really why are you so happy?”
“i mean don’t you want to know if you are?”
“i.. yes safaree i do.”
“why don’t you sound to happy about it?”
“well i don’t know safaree what if i was.”
“it wouldn’t be like i planed us going but id be happy either way.”
“what do you mean like you planned?”
“i mean i wanted to marry you first Nicki.”
“you wanna marry me?”
“eventually when i think we are ready for it yeah.”
“so you don’t think I’m ready for it safaree?”
“that’s not what I’m saying you know that’s not what I’m saying.”
“then what are you saying?”
“OK wait are you ready for it Nicki?”
“ready for marriage?”
“i was just saying. you never asked me was i ready we never talk about that stuff safaree.” Nicki said fixing at the blanket.
“what do you mean you never let me in to were we can talk about it. it just so happens that i brought it up today.” he said fixing at a piece of hair hanging in her face.
“can we just sleep and talk about this in the morning baby I’m tired.”
“no why cant we talk about i now. its a simple question with a simple answer onika.”
“so now why am i onika you mad nigga.”
“no i just hate when you push things off. if we get off the subject you r never going to answer the question.”
“OK safaree yes I’m ready.”
“so if i pulled out a ring right now you would say yes.”
“whoa wait when did you get a ring.”
“i dont have one but I’m saying if i did and pulled out a ring would you say yes.”
“id have to think about it i mean that wold be me saying yes to being with you for the rest of my life. i don’t know if i can handle that part just yet.”
“OK Nicki I’m being serious.”
“and I’m not?”
“i hope not”
“tuh.”
“what was that?”
“what was what?”
“that little sound you just made?”
“oh nothing baby. no I’m not serious.”
“OK well then I’m happy to know that your ready.”
“mmmhmm now turn out that light and lets sleep.”
“no.”
“no what i answered the question safaree.” Nicki said sitting back up.
“aren’t you going to take the test?”
“what tes— oh the pregnancy test?”
“yes.”
“you want me to take it right now?”
“yes better now than us wait till the morning.”
“fine safaree.” Nicki said getting up to get the box.
Nicki walked towards the bathroom with safaree on her heels.
“excuse me sir.” Nicki said once she got to the bathroom door. “what are you doing?”
“watching.”
“can you watch from the bed that’s awkward.”
“OK Nicki please just hurry up.”
“OK OK..”
Nicki closed the door to the bathroom and stood by the counter. she looked at the stick that Lauren had took. in her mind she wished hers came out negative but her heart was all ready attached to the live growing inside her. she only had to keep it from safaree until she went to London. she knew her us barbs would understand. and if not she would try and figure out a way to make it up to them. Nicki waited for five minutes and then opened the door.
“so?” safaree said with a big grin.
“no safaree now can we go to bed?”
“no really? its a no?” he said smile fading off his face.
“yeah safaree its a no now can we please go to bed?”
“yeah i guess we can now.”
“are you really that sad about it?”
“yeah i am i really wanted it to be positive.”
“wait you wanted it to be positive?”
“yeah Nicki i know i want to spend the rest of my life with you. so a child… a child would have made me happy.”
“well maybe one day ill be able to give you one. now is just not the time safaree.”
“yeah.” he said turning out the light grabbing a hold to Nicki’s waist.
the next morning…..
“martin can you make me a doctors appointment?”
“yeah for what day and what time.”
“you got my schedule what ever day is open.” Nicki said looking in the cupboard for a breakfast bar.
“today is open.”
“today is fine call and see if you can get me in today.”
“what is is for?”
“i need a check up”
“don’t you got to the gyno for that?”
“not all the time just make the damn appointment boy.”
“OK OK you don’t have to be mean about it.” martin said walking into her study.
“safaree? are you awake yet?”
“well with you yelling like that who wouldn’t be?” martin said.
“shut up martin and make my damn appointment.”
“its done.”
“what time is it for? safaree!”
“damn nicki ill go wake him and its made for 12.”
“12? well what time is it now?”
“9:30” martin said walking up the stairs.
“why does it feel so late then.” Nicki said sitting in the chair.
martin walked into nicki’s room to safaree sitting on the chase in the closet.
“oh you was up all this time?”
safaree just sat on the chase with no answer staring at the walls in the closet.
“yo man you OK you look like you seen a ghost.” martin said waving his hand in front of safarees face.
“safaree. man don’t make me call Nicki in here.”
safaree just sat with a stick in his hand.
“OK you asked for it. big daw—”
“shh OK just be quiet.”
“oh. OK. but whats going on?”
“do you know how to read these things? ” safaree said holding up the pregnancy test.
“naw but because you a guy i would think that two lines means not pregnant.”
“no i ain’t take this nigga!”
“well if you ain’t pee on it who did… ewwww safaree man put that thing down. that is unsanitary!”
“shhhhh! oh my god guy why are you so loud.”
“here’s the box right here. is says two lines mean pregnant one means not.”
“OK she took both of these but one says yes and one says no i don’t get it.”
“did you see her take them both?”
“no i found this one in her jacket pocket when i was looking for clothes for today it fell out when i picked her jacket up off the floor. and the other one she took in the bathroom last night.”
“but did you watch her take it.”
“no i shouldn’t have to.”
“i don’t know you know Nicki she can be pretty sneaky when she wants to be.”
“yeah i know that’s why I’m trying to figure out what to do.” safaree said placing the stick back in nicki’s pocket.
“well what you gone do?”
“i don’t know.”
“well shes going to the doctors today.”
“she is?”
“yeah she just had me make the appointment for 12.”
“so i guess that’s my answer then but why would she lie?”
“who knows man?”
“well if she didn’t pee on this stick who did?”
“where did she go yesterday?”
“LAUREN!”
“what about Lauren?”
“Nicki said walking past safaree and martin.”
“martin likes Lauren.”
“what!” martin said turning to look at safaree.
“man don’t play cuz Nicki came in the room. you like Lauren.”
“is that true martin you like Lauren?” Nicki said looking at martin.
martin looked at safaree and they exchanged looks. martins look reading come on man please don’t make me do this, and safarees reading man come on take on for the team.
“yeah but please Nicki don’t say anything.”
“what are we in high school?”
“no i just don’t know about it yet.”
“oh OK.”
……
11:00….
“Nicki don’t you have some place to be?”
“yes.. wait how did you… MARTIN!”
“what what did i do know?”
“you told safaree?”
“was i not suppose to?”
“yeah was he not suppose to?”
safaree and martin stood looking at Nicki. safaree sat on the couch to put on his shoes.
“no.. i mean i really don’t care.”
“that yell didn’t sound like a i don’t care yell.”
“no one was yelling safaree.”
“OK then lets go.”
“wait where are you going?”
“with you to the doctors. your going because you think your pregnant right?”
“ummm. huh no I’m going because you told me my health is improtant.”
“well lets go then.”
“OK but i still don’t understand why your going safaree.” Nicki said putting on her coat.”
“because i wanna make sure my baby is OK.” safaree said kissing nicki’s fore head.
“well OK i guess.” Nicki said grabbing for the door.
the whole drive to the office was quiet. Nicki sat looking out the window thinking. she was wondering if she should tell him or pretend to find it out together.
the things i do for my barbs.. she thought to her self.
“OK safaree its something i want to tell you.”
“and whats that Nicki?” safaree said not looking at her.
“umm. nothing never mind.”
“no what did you want to tell me i swear i hate when you do that.”
“do what?”
“bring things up then say nevermind.”
“its nothing.” she said
“oh ok.”
“you’ll figure it out sooner or later.” she mumbled.
“what?”
“nothing baby.”
they pulled uo to the private doctors office and sfaree opened her door. they walked tot he door and safaree opened it for her.
“Nicki?”
“yes how are you.”
“I’m good long time no see.”
“i know I’m so busy i never have time to come in here any more”
“still with drake?”
“no. umm accually I’m with safaree now.”
“oh so you guys decided to stop playing?”
“what?”
“nothing i just knew it would be a matter of time b4 you to relised that you should be together.”
“i guess your the match maker huh?”
“you know something like that.”
“mmhmm.”
“so what are you here for ma’am.”
“umm.. she said taking a glance at safaree.”
safaree sat in the chair glancing up from the magazine he was reading to look at Nicki.
“just a check up.” she said.
“you sure?”
“yeah.”
“no shes not.” safaree said standing up.
“what you mean I’m not.”
“cuz your not.”
“well since you know everything what else am i here for?”
“this.” he said reaching in her pocket putting the test on the counter.
“safaree?” Nicki said looking at him confused.
“yeah i know about it so just do it Nicki.” safaree said with a bit of attitude.
“nicik?” the girl at the desk said.”
“you heard the man stephanie.” she said in a sad tone.
Nicki grabbed her purse and test from the counter she sat next to safaree garbbing his arm. safaree moved his arm from Nicki’s grasp and put the magazine in her lap open to the page on her and him.
“that onika would have never lied to me.”
“faree please?”
“faree please what? you should have told me in the car like you was going to in the first place.”
“faree please don’t be mad.”
“if you are pregnant Nicki and you did have Lauren pee on that stick like I’m thinking you did i hope its a good reason that you were keeping this child from me.”
Nicki slouched down in her chair tears strolled down her face but she wiped at them before they could ruin her make up.
“ms. maraj?”
“yes?”
“the doctor will see you now.”
to be continued…..
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Nicki stepped out the shower looking over her body. she looked over every inch and examined her hips. she stood in the full body mirror looking her self over for a long time. reaching for her tooth brush she pressed the button to her ipod and sung to kaynes work out plan playing out the speakers of her ipod deck. she danced to the music and brushed her teeth. when she was all done she mocked as the girls told weight loss stories at the end of the song. nicki sat on the bed grabbing her oatmeal lotion from the night stand. she watched as safaree walked past in his towel to the closet. his chest glistened as the sun from the window beamed on his wet back.
“oh so that’s how you feel?”
“what?”
“no happy valentines day nothing you just gone walk by looking awl nice in your towel with your glistening abs and not say shit.”
“no.”
“no what? safaree are you still mad at me for last night?”
“yes.”
“are you just gonna give me one word answers today.”
” i dont know.”
“oh three words that’s nice.”
“what do you want me to say nicki?”
“say that you forgive me safaree.” she said rapping he hands around his waist laying her head on his chest.
“i cant do that.”
“then what are you hear for?” she said letting go of him.
“do you really wanna do this CD singing alone.”
“well i should. not like you will be talking to me anyway.”
“OK have it your way.” safaree said placing the fit he had put together back in the closet on the chase.
“faree no really you act like this was my first time getting drunk?”
“no this was your first time getting drunk saying what you said to me.”
“well what did i say? i wont know unless you tell me.”
“oh i know damn well you seen that video.”
“but faree i said i was sorry. what do i have to do to make it up to you?”
“nothing onika I’m good.”
“YOUR NOT! SO DONT SAY YOU ARE BECAUSE IF EVERY THING WAS ALL GOOD LIKE YOU SAY THEY ARE YOUD BE TALKING TO ME!”
“don’t do this right now.”
“now is as good a time as any.”
“i promise u don’t want to do this right now.”
“no we are going to do this right now safaree.”
“how the fuck am i suppose to act when you told me last night you thought you should have stayed withe drake.”
“i said that? i didn’t say that! I’ve been sooo happy with you. more then I’ve ever been with drake safaree i didn’t say that.”
“yes you did. have i ever lied to you onika?”
“no.”
“well why in the hell would i need to start doing so now.”
“safaree can you lower your voice please.”
“no you wanted to talk about it now so we will talk.”
“i said talk not yell.” she said brushing past him to the closet.
“which i why i wanted to wait until i wasn’t so angry. you know what Nicki i don’t understand you. you say your happy but why do i feel like I’m failing? and why would you say what you said last night.”
“safaree i don’t know how many times ill have to tell you. i didn’t mean what i said.”
“a drunk man tells no lies. and neither does a woman for that matter.” safaree said stepping out of the closet with sweats and a t-shirt.
safaree opened the door to the room making his way to the other bathroom. he slipped his shirt over his head and pulled his sweats over the towel. taking the towel off laying it on the sink he slipped his fitted cap onto his head. safaree reached for his keys and headed for the door.
“so your going to leave?”
safaree dropped his shoulders and took his hands off the door. he turned his head to the side looking at the wall.
“you just said you didn’t want me here.. what are you here for? remember? or do you not remember that either?”
“safaree please don’t DO THIS!”
“don’t do what nicki? I’m TIRED! I’m tired of trying.”
“what do you mean your tired of trying? what have you been trying to do?”
nicki’s words pierced at safarees heart. he was lost. all this time he was trying to prove him self to nicki. make them work. it seemed she changed from the person she was to him her birthday week and even before till now. her emotions were off. she yelled at him more. everything he did somehow made her angry.
“you know what nicki fuck it I’ve been trying not to hurt your feelings lately but this.. its getting no where.”
“don’t protect my feelings nigga i never asked you to do that.”
“since your birthday you’ve been acting weird towards me. well not your birthday a few weeks after. i thought it was your period but you never came on… wait a minute you never came on. oh shit nicki are you pregnant?”
“what safaree nigga no I’m not pregnant?” nicki said sounding unsure.
“onika don’t play with me right now if you are now is the time to say something. i mean that could explain a lot.”
“what do you mean it could explain a lot?”
“well you been really moody. you eat a hell of a lot now like no ones food is safe. your hips get more and more luscious I’ve noticed because I’m always wanting to grab a hold of them and well do a lot of things in a lot of places. your skin is glowing and i just thought it could have been the facial you got that one day. your hair is thicker and very shiny may i add and you do nothing to it to make it look that way.”
“safaree I’m a girl. we go through changes.”
“not changes like that. when was the last time you came on your period? cuz i cant remember the last time you told me no. and i also cant remember the last time I’ve haven’t worn a condom.”
“me either that’s why I’m saying i cant be.”
“just because i had on a glove don’t mean it didn’t break or didn’t have a hole or something nicki you could be and i think you should go get checked out.”
“ill go buy one and see what it says if it says no then no need for me to go to the doctors. besides i don’t really have time for all that. my schedule is too demanding this week.”
“your schedule shouldn’t come before your health baby.”
“oh so now I’m back to baby?”
“do you want me to go back to being mad at you?”
“no i just want you to forgive me I’m sorry and i cant take watching you walk out on me. not now safaree.” she said laying up against his chest. “really not ever.”
“just change what your doing nicki. i mean at least help me believe you giving us a REAL try.”
“but i am giving us real try safaree.”
“but I’m not believing it. like why must i put fourth 100% when you all you giving out is 50%. that shit don’t sit right with me and honestly it hurts.”
“i know I’m sorry. ill try. but loosing you is not an option for me.”
“And me leaving you is not and option for me either. i want us to work so bad nick your all I’ve ever wanted. all I’ve ever needed to be happy but you gotta stop pushing me away.”
“OK.”
“now get dressed so i can take you to your barbs.”
“OK.” Nicki said letting go of safaree and returning to her room to get dressed.
……
Lauren i need you to do something for me.~ Nicki
whats up?~lauren
i need you to get a pregnancy test for me.~nicki
Nicki you pregnant?~lauren
i don’t know safaree thinks i am i have been sick a lot my stomach is weak and that’s not normal for me. ~nicki
OK well when i get it do you want me to bring it to you? ~lauren
no can we do this at your house? ~nicki
of course nick just let me know when your on your way. is safaree coming too? ~lauren
no I’m going to tell him its a girls night out thing.~nicki
oh god Nicki are you going to tell him if you are? ~lauren
idk….. ~nicki
your not thinking of getting rid of it are you? ~lauren
HELL NO! that is NOT an option it just… nothing we will talk. ~nicki
OK see you later nick ~lauren
“what was that?” safaree said looking over at Nicki taking her phone along with her sharpie and tossing it in her purse.”
“nothing last minute things.” she said shooting him a smile.
“oh OK.” he said picking up all the gifts from her barbs.
“why do they get me so much?”
“i don’t know but a nigga tired of leaving with tons of shit though.”
“safaree..”
“what you don’t have to Carry these bags they mad heavy.”
“sounds like someone is a hater.”
“no i get gifts too. its just this shit. its like what do we have martin for?”
Nicki got in the car not replying to his last comment. she put on her seat belt and begin to stare out the window.
“you sure you OK baby?”
“yeah I’m fine.” she said breaking her train of thought.
“well i got you something.”
“what do you mean.”
“it is valentine’s day.”
“oh yeah that.” she said looking back out the window.
“Nicki hello? OK something is really wrong.”
“nothing is wrong.”
\“yes it it i just said i got you something and you blew me off. what tip?”
“what you get.”
“wanna open it up?”
Nicki took a look at the bag. judging by the size it was jewelry. she removed the decorative paper covering the box at the bottom of the bag and removed the box. she sat the bag on the floor and opened the box. in it was a locket.
“open it up.”
Nicki took out the huge locket she opened it and read the engraved part.
onika you are my world. with out you my heart doesn’t beat the same. no matter where we are in the world or who we are with my heart will for ever be yours. ~safaree
safaree watched as tears flowed down her face. on the other side of the locket sat a picture of them both. (the super bass picture.)
“safaree.”
“yes?”
“thank you and i love you just the same.”
“your welcome.” he said removing the tears from her face placing the locket round her neck.
Nicki turned back to the window she pressed her head against the cold glass and drifted off in thought.
“wait we going the wrong way.”
“no I’m going to Laurens.”
“oh well why didn’t you say something.”
“i forgot until you just said something.”
“well how long we staying over here.”
“well WE are not staying. IM staying.”
“oh are you mad at me?”
“no I’m not mad baby its girls night.”
“wait on valentines day?”
“yeah and so you know your gift was suppose to be unwrapped this morning.”
“oh what was it?”
“it was me until we got into our argument but when you go back to the house it may be something behind the night stand on my side of the bed.”
“oh OK i was about to say we have time for that right now looking at this traffic.”
“you got some nerve to think i would even with a driver and security in here.” she said side eyeing him.
“what?”
“nothing safaree.”
…….
“oh my god Nicki come on how long does it take for you to pee on a dam stick?”
“Lauren u and i both know i pissed on the fucking stick them moment i opened the paper to it.”
“well what’s taking you so lon—-. oh my damn Nicki what does that damn stick say.”
“from the looks of it your an auntie.”
“what wait how.”
“you see this here.” Nicki said opening the door. “this line means maybe and the second one says sike bitch you pregnant.” she said flopping down on the bed.
“well its not the end of the world Nicki.”
“i know I’m just trying to think when though. and how could have we been so careless.”
“i mean its safaree I’m sure he will be there for the baby Nicki.”
“i have no doubt in my mind that he will be Lauren but not now.”
“not now? now is as good a time as ever. you not getting any younger.”
“i know that but the tour. the barbs.”
“they will have to wait.”
“not if i can help it.”
“Nicki they will understand.”
“i know but its a huge let down. i could be like alicia. and still preform until I’m ready to pop.”
“but we both know safaree and as soon as he knows its a no go.”
“well then he wont know.”
“noooo Nicki you know I’m not good with lies. he always catches me.”
“well how bout some paid time off then.”
“oh hell no Ive been waiting on Paris for a long time.”
“well then you’ll learn to keep quite then.” Nicki said getting up grabbing her coat.
“where you going?”
“home.”
“oh use me for my bathroom and then split huh.”
“yeah but no wait.”
“what?”
“pee on this!” Nicki said throwing the second test across the room.
“pee on it for what.. oh OK i got you.”
nicki’s place….
“safaree? safaree you here?” Nicki said looking around the dark room putting her keys in the basket.
Nicki walked up the stairs with the test in her hand. she put her coat on the hanger in the closet and walked into the closet to find night clothes. she peaked her head out the closet to see if she could see safaree because she couldn’t remember if she saw him on the bed when she came in. Nicki saw his body move the blanket up and down and she returned to her quest of finding something to wear to sleep. she grabbed the shirt safaree had on that morning and put it over her head. she then took his stewie night pants and slipped them on. she walked to her side of the bed and grabbed her charger to charge her phone. her slippers slipped off her little feet as she got in the bed and slipped under the covers. after she got in safaree reached over and grabbed a hold of her waist.
“what you do over Laurens?”
“nothing a little girl talk. i thought you was sleeping.”
“you know i cant sleep when your not here i was trying to sleep.” he said kissing her neck.
“well mama’s home.” Nicki said smiling revealing her dimples.
“and that I’m glad about.”
“i got a pregnancy test.”
“wait really.” safaree said sitting up in the bed turning on his lamp.
“yes really why are you so happy?”
“i mean don’t you want to know if you are?”
“i.. yes safaree i do.”
“why don’t you sound to happy about it?”
“well i don’t know safaree what if i was.”
“it wouldn’t be like i planed us going but id be happy either way.”
“what do you mean like you planned?”
“i mean i wanted to marry you first Nicki.”
“you wanna marry me?”
“eventually when i think we are ready for it yeah.”
“so you don’t think I’m ready for it safaree?”
“that’s not what I’m saying you know that’s not what I’m saying.”
“then what are you saying?”
“OK wait are you ready for it Nicki?”
“ready for marriage?”
“i was just saying. you never asked me was i ready we never talk about that stuff safaree.” Nicki said fixing at the blanket.
“what do you mean you never let me in to were we can talk about it. it just so happens that i brought it up today.” he said fixing at a piece of hair hanging in her face.
“can we just sleep and talk about this in the morning baby I’m tired.”
“no why cant we talk about i now. its a simple question with a simple answer onika.”
“so now why am i onika you mad nigga.”
“no i just hate when you push things off. if we get off the subject you r never going to answer the question.”
“OK safaree yes I’m ready.”
“so if i pulled out a ring right now you would say yes.”
“whoa wait when did you get a ring.”
“i dont have one but I’m saying if i did and pulled out a ring would you say yes.”
“id have to think about it i mean that wold be me saying yes to being with you for the rest of my life. i don’t know if i can handle that part just yet.”
“OK Nicki I’m being serious.”
“and I’m not?”
“i hope not”
“tuh.”
“what was that?”
“what was what?”
“that little sound you just made?”
“oh nothing baby. no I’m not serious.”
“OK well then I’m happy to know that your ready.”
“mmmhmm now turn out that light and lets sleep.”
“no.”
“no what i answered the question safaree.” Nicki said sitting back up.
“aren’t you going to take the test?”
“what tes— oh the pregnancy test?”
“yes.”
“you want me to take it right now?”
“yes better now than us wait till the morning.”
“fine safaree.” Nicki said getting up to get the box.
Nicki walked towards the bathroom with safaree on her heels.
“excuse me sir.” Nicki said once she got to the bathroom door. “what are you doing?”
“watching.”
“can you watch from the bed that’s awkward.”
“OK Nicki please just hurry up.”
“OK OK..”
Nicki closed the door to the bathroom and stood by the counter. she looked at the stick that Lauren had took. in her mind she wished hers came out negative but her heart was all ready attached to the live growing inside her. she only had to keep it from safaree until she went to London. she knew her us barbs would understand. and if not she would try and figure out a way to make it up to them. Nicki waited for five minutes and then opened the door.
“so?” safaree said with a big grin.
“no safaree now can we go to bed?”
“no really? its a no?” he said smile fading off his face.
“yeah safaree its a no now can we please go to bed?”
“yeah i guess we can now.”
“are you really that sad about it?”
“yeah i am i really wanted it to be positive.”
“wait you wanted it to be positive?”
“yeah Nicki i know i want to spend the rest of my life with you. so a child… a child would have made me happy.”
“well maybe one day ill be able to give you one. now is just not the time safaree.”
“yeah.” he said turning out the light grabbing a hold to Nicki’s waist.
the next morning…..
“martin can you make me a doctors appointment?”
“yeah for what day and what time.”
“you got my schedule what ever day is open.” Nicki said looking in the cupboard for a breakfast bar.
“today is open.”
“today is fine call and see if you can get me in today.”
“what is is for?”
“i need a check up”
“don’t you got to the gyno for that?”
“not all the time just make the damn appointment boy.”
“OK OK you don’t have to be mean about it.” martin said walking into her study.
“safaree? are you awake yet?”
“well with you yelling like that who wouldn’t be?” martin said.
“shut up martin and make my damn appointment.”
“its done.”
“what time is it for? safaree!”
“damn nicki ill go wake him and its made for 12.”
“12? well what time is it now?”
“9:30” martin said walking up the stairs.
“why does it feel so late then.” Nicki said sitting in the chair.
martin walked into nicki’s room to safaree sitting on the chase in the closet.
“oh you was up all this time?”
safaree just sat on the chase with no answer staring at the walls in the closet.
“yo man you OK you look like you seen a ghost.” martin said waving his hand in front of safarees face.
“safaree. man don’t make me call Nicki in here.”
safaree just sat with a stick in his hand.
“OK you asked for it. big daw—”
“shh OK just be quiet.”
“oh. OK. but whats going on?”
“do you know how to read these things? ” safaree said holding up the pregnancy test.
“naw but because you a guy i would think that two lines means not pregnant.”
“no i ain’t take this nigga!”
“well if you ain’t pee on it who did… ewwww safaree man put that thing down. that is unsanitary!”
“shhhhh! oh my god guy why are you so loud.”
“here’s the box right here. is says two lines mean pregnant one means not.”
“OK she took both of these but one says yes and one says no i don’t get it.”
“did you see her take them both?”
“no i found this one in her jacket pocket when i was looking for clothes for today it fell out when i picked her jacket up off the floor. and the other one she took in the bathroom last night.”
“but did you watch her take it.”
“no i shouldn’t have to.”
“i don’t know you know Nicki she can be pretty sneaky when she wants to be.”
“yeah i know that’s why I’m trying to figure out what to do.” safaree said placing the stick back in nicki’s pocket.
“well what you gone do?”
“i don’t know.”
“well shes going to the doctors today.”
“she is?”
“yeah she just had me make the appointment for 12.”
“so i guess that’s my answer then but why would she lie?”
“who knows man?”
“well if she didn’t pee on this stick who did?”
“where did she go yesterday?”
“LAUREN!”
“what about Lauren?”
“Nicki said walking past safaree and martin.”
“martin likes Lauren.”
“what!” martin said turning to look at safaree.
“man don’t play cuz Nicki came in the room. you like Lauren.”
“is that true martin you like Lauren?” Nicki said looking at martin.
martin looked at safaree and they exchanged looks. martins look reading come on man please don’t make me do this, and safarees reading man come on take on for the team.
“yeah but please Nicki don’t say anything.”
“what are we in high school?”
“no i just don’t know about it yet.”
“oh OK.”
……
11:00….
“Nicki don’t you have some place to be?”
“yes.. wait how did you… MARTIN!”
“what what did i do know?”
“you told safaree?”
“was i not suppose to?”
“yeah was he not suppose to?”
safaree and martin stood looking at Nicki. safaree sat on the couch to put on his shoes.
“no.. i mean i really don’t care.”
“that yell didn’t sound like a i don’t care yell.”
“no one was yelling safaree.”
“OK then lets go.”
“wait where are you going?”
“with you to the doctors. your going because you think your pregnant right?”
“ummm. huh no I’m going because you told me my health is improtant.”
“well lets go then.”
“OK but i still don’t understand why your going safaree.” Nicki said putting on her coat.”
“because i wanna make sure my baby is OK.” safaree said kissing nicki’s fore head.
“well OK i guess.” Nicki said grabbing for the door.
the whole drive to the office was quiet. Nicki sat looking out the window thinking. she was wondering if she should tell him or pretend to find it out together.
the things i do for my barbs.. she thought to her self.
“OK safaree its something i want to tell you.”
“and whats that Nicki?” safaree said not looking at her.
“umm. nothing never mind.”
“no what did you want to tell me i swear i hate when you do that.”
“do what?”
“bring things up then say nevermind.”
“its nothing.” she said
“oh ok.”
“you’ll figure it out sooner or later.” she mumbled.
“what?”
“nothing baby.”
they pulled uo to the private doctors office and sfaree opened her door. they walked tot he door and safaree opened it for her.
“Nicki?”
“yes how are you.”
“I’m good long time no see.”
“i know I’m so busy i never have time to come in here any more”
“still with drake?”
“no. umm accually I’m with safaree now.”
“oh so you guys decided to stop playing?”
“what?”
“nothing i just knew it would be a matter of time b4 you to relised that you should be together.”
“i guess your the match maker huh?”
“you know something like that.”
“mmhmm.”
“so what are you here for ma’am.”
“umm.. she said taking a glance at safaree.”
safaree sat in the chair glancing up from the magazine he was reading to look at Nicki.
“just a check up.” she said.
“you sure?”
“yeah.”
“no shes not.” safaree said standing up.
“what you mean I’m not.”
“cuz your not.”
“well since you know everything what else am i here for?”
“this.” he said reaching in her pocket putting the test on the counter.
“safaree?” Nicki said looking at him confused.
“yeah i know about it so just do it Nicki.” safaree said with a bit of attitude.
“nicik?” the girl at the desk said.”
“you heard the man stephanie.” she said in a sad tone.
Nicki grabbed her purse and test from the counter she sat next to safaree garbbing his arm. safaree moved his arm from Nicki’s grasp and put the magazine in her lap open to the page on her and him.
“that onika would have never lied to me.”
“faree please?”
“faree please what? you should have told me in the car like you was going to in the first place.”
“faree please don’t be mad.”
“if you are pregnant Nicki and you did have Lauren pee on that stick like I’m thinking you did i hope its a good reason that you were keeping this child from me.”
Nicki slouched down in her chair tears strolled down her face but she wiped at them before they could ruin her make up.
“ms. maraj?”
“yes?”
“the doctor will see you now.”
to be continued…..
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Thursday, December 8, 2011
Beautiful Nightmare (Birthday Chapter) part 2
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4 am…..
“OK barbs i have to go we have to be up in three hours for our spa thing and breakfast.”
“yo its really that late hb?”they said in unison.
“yes its 4 in the morning barbz.”
“ok well good night hb.” they said in unison once again.
“ok you know what barbs thats just like children of the corn creepy don’t do that no more.”
“what?? hb did you just say we sound like demon kids.?” talisa said.
“no i just said you sound creepy.” Nicki said tapping the barb on the butt walking to the door.
“why cant you just sleep in here?” ari asked looking down at her nails.
“well because barbz safree is in the room all by him self i kinda made this all about you guys.”
“oh.”
“OK well good night hb you have to run along now nice talking to ya forever and a day run along you have people to attend to see you at the ass crack of dawn in the morning.” muny said not taking a breath pushing nicki to the door.
“if i didn’t know any better id think you did not want me in here any more barb.”
“we don’t.” candi said handing the barbie her phone charger and the phone that was attached to it.
“what you me you don’t.” nicki said gasping.
“what im saying is big dawg is how you gone make us feel bad because safaree been awl by him self while you been in here. and then expect ut to want you to stay like that shit cray.” candi said.
“oh you have a point.”
“we know we do.” cashly said.
“oh do yall?”
“mmhmmm.” dani said.
"well fine.” nicki said making a pouty face.
“girl bye go back to your room and no birthday sex!!”
“waaaahhhhhhhhhh?” nicki said looking confused stopping in her tracks.
“you heard us no birthday sex.” they said n unison.
“whatever barbs. nobody is going to be sexing any one.” she said about to close the door.
“yeah yeah whatever.. what you bout to tell us now me and safaree are just best friends barbs.”
“we are just best friends.”
“i believe you hb.” jessie said.
“mmhmm sure you do.” tamar said rolling her eyes.
“thanks barb.”
“mmhmmm no problem hb.”
“well then ill see you barbs in a few hours.”
“night hb and happy birthday.” they all said closing the door.
nicki walked up to the room only to find she left her key in the barbs room. she stood outside the door waiting for safaree to come open the door. she waited as she saw the door creep open and safarees head peak from the little hole fit for his head.
“oh its just you. why you aint use the key i left for you?”
“the barbs kicked me out giving me my things so i could not grab the stuff my self. i only have what they gave me.”
safaree opened the door and let her in taking everything out her hands. he watched as the barbie climbed in the bed letting her slippers slide off her feet before she positioned her self under the covers. after pluging her phone up and putting her clothes in the dirty clothes duffel he positioned him self in bed with her. wrapping his arms around her tiny waist.
“happy birthday baby.”
“thank you safaree.”
…….
1 pm…. 12.8.11
nicki rolled over to find safarees side of the bed empty. she felt around before she opened her eyes because some times he’d move away when he would watch TV so his laughs would not wake her. when she realized he was really gone she sat up and looked round. the room was soo beautiful and on top of the cover was a card. no im not in the room any more. well where are you? she thought to her self. baby i went to go keep the barbs company while you enjoy some time to your self. oh that makes sense. oh shit but we late now smart one. we are not late so take your time. i just pushed everything back. follow the red rose pedals first you have to walk on them so pick up your feet when you walk. i heard its bad luck for a queen not to walk on rose pedals. cant remember where i heard that from but it don’t matter. i just ran all hot water before i left so it should be the way you like it by now. when your done follow the pink rose pedals to the next card so you will know how to get your gift from me.. i love you.. Happy Birthday.
nicki got up and did what she was told. she was soo excited to see what safaree had in store for her so she moved at a quick pace. on the side read another note. me and the barbs dont care how you look with out make up lashes and all that other extra stuff. so when your done in here dont waste time putting all that shit on. just follow the pink pedal road and go to the next card. she laughed and set the card down by the tub and then continued to bathe. when she finished she reached for the shower door and on the soap rack was yet another note. i bet you did not think i knew you this well. so if you must waste tons of water knowing after you go to the spa you will shower once again anyway go right ahead. please just make it quick because im bored.
“awww hell naw nigga how you gone tell me to take my time then rush me.” she said taking a quick shower before following the remainder of the red pedals that soon faded into pink.
nicki grabbed her phone to check messages and she had a few. some from her mom candi and lauren day and terrence and the last one was from safaree so she opened it. im glad that we were Friends for so long because this is soo easy. your clothes are in the new duffel you asked for on the side of your bed me and the barbs went shopping and why do you turn that music up like that when you take your bath. i just came in and left with out you knowing and the bathroom door was open.
nicki opened the duffel and another card sat on top. i bet you thought this was from the coon. or that he took us shopping with out you so you missed something. naww you missed nothing and we picked up 2 more barbs (safaree said it was ok.) De’cora and D’ara are the barbs names. but anywaydoe anystankhoe on to the important things in life YOU. today we wanted to make this day special for you so we had safaree change up the whole game plan. we want you to let loose and have fun. not worry about any thing for a day so today we will only call you constance no more hb or nicki just constance. constance barbs you couldnt think of anything better. safaree told us ud probably stop reading after constance and talk shit so the other name we had was uniqua and umm that’s just ghetto. you aint never lied barb. but in this bag is some jeans. no leggings cuz im sorry hb but if you walk out of here with leggings on people will know who you are. a snapback hat. only if you want to wear it you dont have to. no wig because you need to rock that nice wavy hair we know you have under them wigs. just take it down out that god awful bun you have it in (safree said that) and let your natural curl fall around your shoulders. we got you a holister shirt its pink and has green writing on it.. :)) from this point on you will be getting letters from us no more coon thats why the rose pedals changed.. gifts in this bag and the bag its self are from: talisa ebony muny kay tamar jessie shonda breezylee jovan ty gary dee shadelle brandi janay and candi. we love you more than you will ever know! muahhhhhh!
nicki took her time getting dressed she put on nude lipstick and a pink gloss. she removed her hair from the bun it was in and let it fall down her shoulders she grabbed the earrings the barbs had in the bag the gold hoops bamboo with constance written in the middle and put them in her ear. her necklace matched the hoops with a gold rope chain with constance written in cursive with a pink diamond heart attached to it. her shoes were chucks with crazy nicki quotes and song lyrics written all over the side. at the very bottom of the bag was another note. i did have something else in store for you. but they took over my operation. so once your dressed come save me because i bet you im being attacked…
nicki grabbed her coat and headed for the elevator.
the barbs hotel room..
“so i heard yall told the kid no birthday sex?”
“yeah we did.”
“who was she going to be sexin.?
“dont act like you dont know safaree.” cashly said sitting on the bed.
“how can i act when i really dont know.” safaree said taking a seat on the dresser.
“oh you know dont act brand new.” bella said sitting next to cashly.
“i hope yall not thinking me and nicki.”
“yeah thats exactly who they thinking.” jessie said sitting in the chair by the window. “but ive been telling them this whole trip that——.”
“they are just friends.” the whole room full of barbs said in unison.
“bull shit!” muny screamed coughing after.
“oh that’s how you feel BC -64.”
“huh what you talking bout willis?”
“knock knock knock.”
“oh my look at the time is that the door yes it is.” candi said opening the door.
“hi hb how are you your ready to goooo oh what a cowinkydink so am i.” muny said turning the barbie around.
“barbs whats going on.”
“trust me hb you dont wanna get trapped in there.” they both said together.
“whats going on wait where is everyone else.”
“they trying to get me. a little onikafaree talk is all you know how that goes.” muny said stopping them so the others could catch up.
…..
spa…..
“ok ladies and gentlemen.. wow this is a big group. well today you guys are signed up for the mud bath spas. so we will give you all a robe strip down to your bathing suits and lets get going.”
“wait we gone be sitting in mud?”d’ara said.
“clay but yes.”
“wait but will it come out of our swim suits?”
“yes it will.”
“oh ok.” they said putting on their robes.
nicki smiled watching the barbs look around in awe. it made her happy that she thought of things they never did before.
“so we have a special mud tub for parties. this is our mud pool. please take your robes of and lay them on a chair. and as you do that after if you want to find a seat in the mud pool that would be great.”
she waited for all of the barbs to find a seat and continued with directions.
“ok make sure you feel a seat under you and then will you just slide down in that seat until your necks are fully covered. there is a facial person coming around this will be the person working on you for this whole session. right now all of you have pillow behind your head please rest your heads on that pillow. no there is no talking in the mud room this is for complete relaxation. as soon as the facial is over the mask will be removed from your face and you can exit the mud bath. when you exit the mud bath to my right is the showers wash and then meet me back out here.”
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“ok are all of you relaxed? i heard a lot of snoring did you guys have a long eventful night? ok next room is the sauna now in her you can talk as much as you want this will just open your pores and your only going to spend 15 minutes in here. enjoy”
“yo why she so happy.” safaree said.
“shes suppose to be that way you big doof.”
“no she like too happy.”
“you know what safaree.”
“shut upppppp.” the barbs all said in unison.
“how did you guys know i was going to tell him to shut up?”
“because you always do.” bella said.
“no i dont.”
“yes you do. see i told you you be doing me wrong. but when i say it its just me being in my feelings but the barbs Say it and now you prob wanna feel bad for a nigga.”
“naw u good.” she said patting him on the chest.
“what tip guy.” he said scooting down the bench.
“how much longer do we have in here hb its too hot i cant breathe.” muny said.
“yeah its starting to be too much.” shonda said fanning her self.
“if you need to step out barbs you can i dont want anything happening to my barbs.”
muny and shonda stepped out of the sauna and waited the five minutes left out side.
“muny why sis Sb say that to you in the room.”
“huh.” muny said choking on the water that she was drinking.
“why did sb look at you like that.”
“well remember way back when. like around the time of the young money party.”
“yeah.”
“well he asked me to help him with a few things.”
“things like?”
“oh gosh. him and hb were trying things. and he wanted something romantic that he could do on his own.”
“oh ok you scared me for a while.”
“so i sent him my number gave him a list and walked him through a facial sorta like the ones we had today. he told me not to say anything to you guys and i told him his secret was safe with me. he knew candi queen knew because she was with me when i was helping but other than that no one else knows.”
“ohhh.”
“ohhh what?” nicki said coming out the sauna.
“nothing she was just telling me what the word oreo ment.”
“barb you dont know what oreo means?”
“no is that a problem hb. is it a problem that i dont know what oreo means.”
“no barb damn.” nicki said pulling her water twards her chest walking away.
nicki looked at the floor and saw more rose pedals on the floor. she opened the locker with her things in it and watch the rose pedals fall out of the locker and a note slide on the floor. hey hb its gift group number too. in here is a box now this box is not your ordinary box. it dosent contain jewelry or keys. not money or any thing of the sort. you will open it and see a key this key opens something back at your hotel room and trust us you will only want to open this in your hotel room. love you! chrissy rdb osk tiff mushroom lulu jordan brandon bonquisha kathy and stephanie.
“barbs why does this scare me?”
“what you scared of?” shadelle said putting a peice of gum in her mouth.
“what ever this gift is back at the room.”
“oh naw its just a little something something for you to enjoy on your own if you know what we mean.” kathy said moving her brows up and down.
“oh why do i feel that i know what yall mean oh too well.”
“i hope not that well.”
the barbs and nicki put on their clothes. and got ready to leave nicki handed the lady an envelope full of money.
“that should handle it and its a tip for all the people that helped in there to have a great day ma’am.”
……..
the mall….
“ok babrz im going to give you guys spending money this part of our trip as to be quick. you go in get you an outfit for tonight and then we go to the movies.”
“we just getting fits for tonight hb?” brandon said looking at the money in his hand.
“yes just for tonight.”
“well why so much money?” osk said looking at the money with the same face as brandon.
“you will see when you get in.”
“wait hb this is your birthday why are you doing so much for us?” jessie said.
“because your my barbs.”
“what if we tell you we dont want to.” candi said.
“then you guys will hurt my feelings.”
“but hb it just dont feel right.” muny said.
“yeah hb this feels mad weird.” dani said.
“but i just want to do something for you guys since your always doing for me. whats so wrong about that barbs.”
“THE FACT THAT ITS YOUR BIRTHDAY!”
“so. just take it and go get something nice.”
the barbs took off in the store and nicki and safaree stood by the front door.
“where do you want to go safaree?”
“im not shopping i have all my shopping done.”
“well its a Victoria secrets in here i wanna go there.”
“for what?”
“who knows mama might have something for you later daddy.” she said walking way touching his chin with her nails.
“shit! why you do things like that while we around the barbs?”
“its fun watching you squirm.”
“oh ok you better watch it for you get taking in on of these bathrooms or locker rooms and i give you that gift i wanted you to unwrap when you got out the shower this morning.”
“i hear you talking.”
“oh so you still talking shit huh?” he said grabing her hand strongly pulling her into his chest.
“safaree. dont play you not about that life.”
“im not about what life?”
“that freaky take you right here right now life.”
“you want me to show you. cuz i can show you better than i can tell you.”
“Like I said, I hear you talking.”
Safaree grabbed her by the hand then looked in each direction trying to figure out where he wanted to go. His eyes landed on Dicks sporting goods, he pulled her in that direction.
“Where are we going?” She figured it out before he told her. “Really? A sporting store Safaree?”
“What you care for, as long as you get what want?”
They slipped in the store undetected, all the workers were either busy with customer or stocking shelves. Safaree lead Nicki to the back of the store into a storage closet. He found the light switch and flipped it on. They looked around the room to find shelves full of miscellaneous things and there was also a bench pressing bench with only the bar on it. The weights were on the floor stacked on the side.
“Yeah this is real romantic Safaree.” Sarcasm dripped from her mouth.
“I never said I wanted to be romantic, I want a quickie.” He pulled he close gripping her ass with his left hand.
“I don’t do quickies.” She took his bottom lip in her mouth.
“You gone do one today, drop them pants.” he looked down at her. She went in for a kiss but he moved his face. “You heard what I said.” he nudged her away still locked in a stare with her. She ran her tongue across her teeth and grinned. She liked this side of him, forceful Safaree was definitely a turn on. She ran her hand over her hips then unbuttoned her jeans. NIcki began pulling them down.
“Wait!” She stopped. “Turn around and pull them down.” she turned on her heels then slowly pulled the painted on jeans down her legs. When she reached her ankles she looked back at Safaree giving him a smirk.
“You like the view?” He nodded. She giggled and started to take off her heels.
“No leave them on, get rid of the pants and the thong.” Safaree unbuttoned his jeans pulling them down along with his boxers freeing his manhood.
“There goes what I’ve been craving.” She reached out to feel him but he pushed her hand away.
“Bend over.” Nicki rolled her eyes and did as she was told. She placed her hands on the bar while straddling the bench. Safaree pulled her hips back to him making her do a flat back, she looked at him and watched as Safaree took his middle and index finger slipped them in his mouth then eased them into Nickis warm center.
“Mhhhmm”
Safaree knew she liked this but at this moment it wasn’t just about her it was about them. He removed his fingers from inside her then slapped her ass.
“You ready?” She nodded. His member slipped pass her center folds and inside her. Safaree held on to her hips as ha moved in and out of her. He didn’t know if it was them being in a public place but she was wetter than usual, she felt so good.
“Damn!” he sped up.
“Safaree.” She grabbed his wrist but couldn’t get any more words out. Safaree pulled the strings on her halter top and it fell forward. He lifted Nicki up and grabbed her boobs with both hands as he filled her over and over again.
“What baby?” he kissed her on her neck. “You want to say something?” Nicki shook her head yes, her eyes were closed. “Say it.”
“Harder.” he smiled against her neck.
“I got you.” he bent her back over putting his right arm under her stomach and gripping her. He pulled her to where her feet were near dangling, he worked her over.
“Safaree I’m coming. I’m going to come.” She screamed. He put his hand over her mouth.
“Shhhh. You tying to get us caught.”
“It’s just so good.” she gripped the bar tighter, Safaree knew he need to wrap this up because he knew she wouldn’t be quiet. He slowed down making his strokes long and deep.
“Damn it Safaree. Ahhhhhhhhhh.” She came all over his dick, when he felt her juices he pulled out grabbing a towel off the shelf and coming on it.
“Shit.”
Nicki had sweat on her forehead from all the movement going on in the small room. Safaree was leaned up against the wall with his eyes closed catching his breath. He heard Nickis heels moving across the floor and opened his eyes watching her grab a towel then turning on the sink that was behind a couple of boxes to wet it. She then cleaned her self up the best she could, she handed another towel to Safaree so he could do the same. They got dressed then Safaree peeped out the door to if it was clear for them to come out. He walked out the room grabbing Nickis hand. There was an old Mexican woman sitting off to the side, Nicki saw her smiling at them. Nicki smiled back trying to fix her hair, she couldn’t believe she was doing the walk of shame in a mall.
hb where are you? ~barbz
you guys we went to dicks. safaree wanted to see how much rafting stuff was. ~nicki
ok we are in the game room where we came in at. ~barbz
nicki hopped on safarees back as he shot across out of dicks. when they got to the barbs he put nicki on the floor and the barbs all gathered around.
yall see her shirt on backwards? ~barbz
yeah i thought it was just me. ~barbz
no i see it too. ~barbz
smh trying to fool us. ~barbz
ikr. ~barbz
maybe she just put it on wrong after trying on clothes? ~barbz
we dont even have to ask who said that one. ~barbz
all the barbs started laughing at once.
“whats so funny barbs?”
“oh nothing. liddle freaks.” kathy said looking up pulling on nickis collar to her hollister shirt.
nick looked down and saw the tag sticking out the front of her shirt. he took the scarf she had and wrapped it so you couldn’t see it.
oh hush barbs i was just trying on my shirt. when you guys sent me the text.
“mmmhmmm sure that’s what all da freaks say.”
……
movie theater….
“ok so the lights will be off right?”
“yes ma’am.” the movie guy said.
“and its only people that dont mind talking in this movie right?”
“yes but ma’am can i ask why?”
“its constance and me nd my barbs like to have fun.”
“oh ok.” the guy said looking at her like she was weird.”
“and we cant get put out or anything like that.”
“no ma’am the people know the rules to this one before they get in here. anything goes is what you asked for anything goes is what you get.”
“ok thanks.” she said tapping the guy on the butt.
“bittttttcccchhhh yo breath stank sit cho ass down!” candi said tossing candy at the girl standing in one of the rows.
nicki took her seat next to safaree and the other seat next to her was for her purse and the duffel full of candy she got for the barbs.
“oh barbs we will not be ratchet.”
“oh we wont nicki and i just saw you toss that nerd at that old mans head.”
“well he looked like an nerd. nerd!” she said hitting mushroom in the head with a nerd.
“hb you ever had these before?” shonda said turning around in her seat holding up her crunch bar bites.”
“no those look good gimmie some.”
“dang hb gimmie got drowned.”
“you know what i mean barb.”
just then the move voice intturupted there convo.
“that is mad rude guy you cant just inturrupt queen constance like that.”
“are you guys going to be ignorant through the whole damn movie.”
“are you going to be bald all your damn life. ignorant is my first name sir.”
“oh so your going to be an asshole?”
“asshole is my middle name.”
“ok ignorant asshole why dont i call the management and tell em.”
“go ahead fearless is my last name.”
the guy wen and got management. safaree watched as the guy turned red and went back to his seat.
“hey care bear let me see those crunch bites.” safaree stood and yelled to shonda.
“ok.”
the barbs passed down the candy and handed it to sb the watched in awe as safaree used the bald guys head as a target. the also watched as the guy got up flipped safaree the finger and then left the movie theater.
“yo how many times do you have to get yo weak baldder ass up and go to the fucking bathroom. sit cho ass down.”
“shhhhhhh.” nicki said putting candy up to her lips.
“oh so the ratchet queen wants us to be quite now?”
“yes safaree i like this movie now.”
“ok ok but good luck with telling the barbs that.”
“ok barbs next time one of you guys throw something or say something wratchet you will have to be in barbie detention sitting by me holding my hand like a baby.” nicki said taking her seat again getting back into the movie.
shadelle sat back in her chair and opened her pack of skittles with a little hole. she pulled out one skittle and tossed it at a bald man three rows infront of nicki. when she tossed the skitle her bag fell and hit nicki in the head.
“ok you know what?” nicki said standing up looking at shadelle with her death face.
“ok look wait.. i did not mean to do that.. wait.. wait i meant to hit the bald guy.”
“no i dont wanna hear it barb get down here right now.” nicki said through gritted teeth.
“ok ok. dang dont get your panties in a bunch.”
shadelle sat in the chair next to nicki and folded her arms.
“can i have my candy back?”
“no!” nicki said opening the bag up eating her skittles.
“oh no fatty!”
“what you say?” nicki said pinching her in her side.
“ouuuuuuccchhhh nic.” i aint say nothing she said snatching away folding her arms.
“aww come to mam barb.” she said holding out her arms.
nicki tuned back into the movie after shadelle took her hand.
“hey coon dare me to hit hb in the face with this?” she said holding up a dibs.
“yeah if you get her dead on the side of her face ill give you 50.”
“ok ok. i can do that.” candi said taking aim at nickis face.
the dibs flew across the row and slapped nicki in her face.
“ok who was that?” nicki stood and looked down the row at safaree withthe dibs container in his hand.
“oh no that was not me. that was candi queen.”
“what tip guy?” candi stood yelling.
“get yo butt over here.” nicki said pointing at the chair next to her. haveing shadelle go back to her seat.
“now why would you do that?”
“idk its boring?”
“mmhmm now sit yo ass down.”
“ugh at least i got 50.”
“what was that.”
“nothing is said yayyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy i get to sit next to nicki… the party pooper!”
nicki looked back at the screen to watch the ending. all the barbs watchedin awe as bella sat still on the bed. as bella opened up her eyes one of the barbs screamed.
“IMMMMMMMMMM THE SSSSSSEEEECCCCOOOONNNNDDDDD NICKKKIIIII MINNNAAAJJJJ!” bonquisha stood up and said.
nicki looked at her and gave her a death stare. and then looked back at the screen. all the barbs sat in there seats until the theater was almost empty. then they departed from the room. as soon as they got into the hall all their phones begain to go off.
@NICKIMINAJ: thank you barbs sooo much i had soo much fun until yall all went sour in the movie theater. safaree you wait till we get home! i love you guys sooo much thank you for making this the best birthday ever.
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OK u guys. mmhmmm shut up i know i know.. and jessie hush and sit in the corner thanks.. this is part tow of this chapter things wont go sour just yet so don’t be looking for the bad stuff that your going to be mad at me for later in onikafaree.. but enjoy this chapter.. a lot of barbs mentioned me asking to be in this chapter so you may see a few new names. enjoy this chapter.. love you guys.. OK and also i dont feel like doing my nomal edits on this story so deal!
4 am…..
“OK barbs i have to go we have to be up in three hours for our spa thing and breakfast.”
“yo its really that late hb?”they said in unison.
“yes its 4 in the morning barbz.”
“ok well good night hb.” they said in unison once again.
“ok you know what barbs thats just like children of the corn creepy don’t do that no more.”
“what?? hb did you just say we sound like demon kids.?” talisa said.
“no i just said you sound creepy.” Nicki said tapping the barb on the butt walking to the door.
“why cant you just sleep in here?” ari asked looking down at her nails.
“well because barbz safree is in the room all by him self i kinda made this all about you guys.”
“oh.”
“OK well good night hb you have to run along now nice talking to ya forever and a day run along you have people to attend to see you at the ass crack of dawn in the morning.” muny said not taking a breath pushing nicki to the door.
“if i didn’t know any better id think you did not want me in here any more barb.”
“we don’t.” candi said handing the barbie her phone charger and the phone that was attached to it.
“what you me you don’t.” nicki said gasping.
“what im saying is big dawg is how you gone make us feel bad because safaree been awl by him self while you been in here. and then expect ut to want you to stay like that shit cray.” candi said.
“oh you have a point.”
“we know we do.” cashly said.
“oh do yall?”
“mmhmmm.” dani said.
"well fine.” nicki said making a pouty face.
“girl bye go back to your room and no birthday sex!!”
“waaaahhhhhhhhhh?” nicki said looking confused stopping in her tracks.
“you heard us no birthday sex.” they said n unison.
“whatever barbs. nobody is going to be sexing any one.” she said about to close the door.
“yeah yeah whatever.. what you bout to tell us now me and safaree are just best friends barbs.”
“we are just best friends.”
“i believe you hb.” jessie said.
“mmhmm sure you do.” tamar said rolling her eyes.
“thanks barb.”
“mmhmmm no problem hb.”
“well then ill see you barbs in a few hours.”
“night hb and happy birthday.” they all said closing the door.
nicki walked up to the room only to find she left her key in the barbs room. she stood outside the door waiting for safaree to come open the door. she waited as she saw the door creep open and safarees head peak from the little hole fit for his head.
“oh its just you. why you aint use the key i left for you?”
“the barbs kicked me out giving me my things so i could not grab the stuff my self. i only have what they gave me.”
safaree opened the door and let her in taking everything out her hands. he watched as the barbie climbed in the bed letting her slippers slide off her feet before she positioned her self under the covers. after pluging her phone up and putting her clothes in the dirty clothes duffel he positioned him self in bed with her. wrapping his arms around her tiny waist.
“happy birthday baby.”
“thank you safaree.”
…….
1 pm…. 12.8.11
nicki rolled over to find safarees side of the bed empty. she felt around before she opened her eyes because some times he’d move away when he would watch TV so his laughs would not wake her. when she realized he was really gone she sat up and looked round. the room was soo beautiful and on top of the cover was a card. no im not in the room any more. well where are you? she thought to her self. baby i went to go keep the barbs company while you enjoy some time to your self. oh that makes sense. oh shit but we late now smart one. we are not late so take your time. i just pushed everything back. follow the red rose pedals first you have to walk on them so pick up your feet when you walk. i heard its bad luck for a queen not to walk on rose pedals. cant remember where i heard that from but it don’t matter. i just ran all hot water before i left so it should be the way you like it by now. when your done follow the pink rose pedals to the next card so you will know how to get your gift from me.. i love you.. Happy Birthday.
nicki got up and did what she was told. she was soo excited to see what safaree had in store for her so she moved at a quick pace. on the side read another note. me and the barbs dont care how you look with out make up lashes and all that other extra stuff. so when your done in here dont waste time putting all that shit on. just follow the pink pedal road and go to the next card. she laughed and set the card down by the tub and then continued to bathe. when she finished she reached for the shower door and on the soap rack was yet another note. i bet you did not think i knew you this well. so if you must waste tons of water knowing after you go to the spa you will shower once again anyway go right ahead. please just make it quick because im bored.
“awww hell naw nigga how you gone tell me to take my time then rush me.” she said taking a quick shower before following the remainder of the red pedals that soon faded into pink.
nicki grabbed her phone to check messages and she had a few. some from her mom candi and lauren day and terrence and the last one was from safaree so she opened it. im glad that we were Friends for so long because this is soo easy. your clothes are in the new duffel you asked for on the side of your bed me and the barbs went shopping and why do you turn that music up like that when you take your bath. i just came in and left with out you knowing and the bathroom door was open.
nicki opened the duffel and another card sat on top. i bet you thought this was from the coon. or that he took us shopping with out you so you missed something. naww you missed nothing and we picked up 2 more barbs (safaree said it was ok.) De’cora and D’ara are the barbs names. but anywaydoe anystankhoe on to the important things in life YOU. today we wanted to make this day special for you so we had safaree change up the whole game plan. we want you to let loose and have fun. not worry about any thing for a day so today we will only call you constance no more hb or nicki just constance. constance barbs you couldnt think of anything better. safaree told us ud probably stop reading after constance and talk shit so the other name we had was uniqua and umm that’s just ghetto. you aint never lied barb. but in this bag is some jeans. no leggings cuz im sorry hb but if you walk out of here with leggings on people will know who you are. a snapback hat. only if you want to wear it you dont have to. no wig because you need to rock that nice wavy hair we know you have under them wigs. just take it down out that god awful bun you have it in (safree said that) and let your natural curl fall around your shoulders. we got you a holister shirt its pink and has green writing on it.. :)) from this point on you will be getting letters from us no more coon thats why the rose pedals changed.. gifts in this bag and the bag its self are from: talisa ebony muny kay tamar jessie shonda breezylee jovan ty gary dee shadelle brandi janay and candi. we love you more than you will ever know! muahhhhhh!
nicki took her time getting dressed she put on nude lipstick and a pink gloss. she removed her hair from the bun it was in and let it fall down her shoulders she grabbed the earrings the barbs had in the bag the gold hoops bamboo with constance written in the middle and put them in her ear. her necklace matched the hoops with a gold rope chain with constance written in cursive with a pink diamond heart attached to it. her shoes were chucks with crazy nicki quotes and song lyrics written all over the side. at the very bottom of the bag was another note. i did have something else in store for you. but they took over my operation. so once your dressed come save me because i bet you im being attacked…
nicki grabbed her coat and headed for the elevator.
the barbs hotel room..
“so i heard yall told the kid no birthday sex?”
“yeah we did.”
“who was she going to be sexin.?
“dont act like you dont know safaree.” cashly said sitting on the bed.
“how can i act when i really dont know.” safaree said taking a seat on the dresser.
“oh you know dont act brand new.” bella said sitting next to cashly.
“i hope yall not thinking me and nicki.”
“yeah thats exactly who they thinking.” jessie said sitting in the chair by the window. “but ive been telling them this whole trip that——.”
“they are just friends.” the whole room full of barbs said in unison.
“bull shit!” muny screamed coughing after.
“oh that’s how you feel BC -64.”
“huh what you talking bout willis?”
“knock knock knock.”
“oh my look at the time is that the door yes it is.” candi said opening the door.
“hi hb how are you your ready to goooo oh what a cowinkydink so am i.” muny said turning the barbie around.
“barbs whats going on.”
“trust me hb you dont wanna get trapped in there.” they both said together.
“whats going on wait where is everyone else.”
“they trying to get me. a little onikafaree talk is all you know how that goes.” muny said stopping them so the others could catch up.
…..
spa…..
“ok ladies and gentlemen.. wow this is a big group. well today you guys are signed up for the mud bath spas. so we will give you all a robe strip down to your bathing suits and lets get going.”
“wait we gone be sitting in mud?”d’ara said.
“clay but yes.”
“wait but will it come out of our swim suits?”
“yes it will.”
“oh ok.” they said putting on their robes.
nicki smiled watching the barbs look around in awe. it made her happy that she thought of things they never did before.
“so we have a special mud tub for parties. this is our mud pool. please take your robes of and lay them on a chair. and as you do that after if you want to find a seat in the mud pool that would be great.”
she waited for all of the barbs to find a seat and continued with directions.
“ok make sure you feel a seat under you and then will you just slide down in that seat until your necks are fully covered. there is a facial person coming around this will be the person working on you for this whole session. right now all of you have pillow behind your head please rest your heads on that pillow. no there is no talking in the mud room this is for complete relaxation. as soon as the facial is over the mask will be removed from your face and you can exit the mud bath. when you exit the mud bath to my right is the showers wash and then meet me back out here.”
—-
“ok are all of you relaxed? i heard a lot of snoring did you guys have a long eventful night? ok next room is the sauna now in her you can talk as much as you want this will just open your pores and your only going to spend 15 minutes in here. enjoy”
“yo why she so happy.” safaree said.
“shes suppose to be that way you big doof.”
“no she like too happy.”
“you know what safaree.”
“shut upppppp.” the barbs all said in unison.
“how did you guys know i was going to tell him to shut up?”
“because you always do.” bella said.
“no i dont.”
“yes you do. see i told you you be doing me wrong. but when i say it its just me being in my feelings but the barbs Say it and now you prob wanna feel bad for a nigga.”
“naw u good.” she said patting him on the chest.
“what tip guy.” he said scooting down the bench.
“how much longer do we have in here hb its too hot i cant breathe.” muny said.
“yeah its starting to be too much.” shonda said fanning her self.
“if you need to step out barbs you can i dont want anything happening to my barbs.”
muny and shonda stepped out of the sauna and waited the five minutes left out side.
“muny why sis Sb say that to you in the room.”
“huh.” muny said choking on the water that she was drinking.
“why did sb look at you like that.”
“well remember way back when. like around the time of the young money party.”
“yeah.”
“well he asked me to help him with a few things.”
“things like?”
“oh gosh. him and hb were trying things. and he wanted something romantic that he could do on his own.”
“oh ok you scared me for a while.”
“so i sent him my number gave him a list and walked him through a facial sorta like the ones we had today. he told me not to say anything to you guys and i told him his secret was safe with me. he knew candi queen knew because she was with me when i was helping but other than that no one else knows.”
“ohhh.”
“ohhh what?” nicki said coming out the sauna.
“nothing she was just telling me what the word oreo ment.”
“barb you dont know what oreo means?”
“no is that a problem hb. is it a problem that i dont know what oreo means.”
“no barb damn.” nicki said pulling her water twards her chest walking away.
nicki looked at the floor and saw more rose pedals on the floor. she opened the locker with her things in it and watch the rose pedals fall out of the locker and a note slide on the floor. hey hb its gift group number too. in here is a box now this box is not your ordinary box. it dosent contain jewelry or keys. not money or any thing of the sort. you will open it and see a key this key opens something back at your hotel room and trust us you will only want to open this in your hotel room. love you! chrissy rdb osk tiff mushroom lulu jordan brandon bonquisha kathy and stephanie.
“barbs why does this scare me?”
“what you scared of?” shadelle said putting a peice of gum in her mouth.
“what ever this gift is back at the room.”
“oh naw its just a little something something for you to enjoy on your own if you know what we mean.” kathy said moving her brows up and down.
“oh why do i feel that i know what yall mean oh too well.”
“i hope not that well.”
the barbs and nicki put on their clothes. and got ready to leave nicki handed the lady an envelope full of money.
“that should handle it and its a tip for all the people that helped in there to have a great day ma’am.”
……..
the mall….
“ok babrz im going to give you guys spending money this part of our trip as to be quick. you go in get you an outfit for tonight and then we go to the movies.”
“we just getting fits for tonight hb?” brandon said looking at the money in his hand.
“yes just for tonight.”
“well why so much money?” osk said looking at the money with the same face as brandon.
“you will see when you get in.”
“wait hb this is your birthday why are you doing so much for us?” jessie said.
“because your my barbs.”
“what if we tell you we dont want to.” candi said.
“then you guys will hurt my feelings.”
“but hb it just dont feel right.” muny said.
“yeah hb this feels mad weird.” dani said.
“but i just want to do something for you guys since your always doing for me. whats so wrong about that barbs.”
“THE FACT THAT ITS YOUR BIRTHDAY!”
“so. just take it and go get something nice.”
the barbs took off in the store and nicki and safaree stood by the front door.
“where do you want to go safaree?”
“im not shopping i have all my shopping done.”
“well its a Victoria secrets in here i wanna go there.”
“for what?”
“who knows mama might have something for you later daddy.” she said walking way touching his chin with her nails.
“shit! why you do things like that while we around the barbs?”
“its fun watching you squirm.”
“oh ok you better watch it for you get taking in on of these bathrooms or locker rooms and i give you that gift i wanted you to unwrap when you got out the shower this morning.”
“i hear you talking.”
“oh so you still talking shit huh?” he said grabing her hand strongly pulling her into his chest.
“safaree. dont play you not about that life.”
“im not about what life?”
“that freaky take you right here right now life.”
“you want me to show you. cuz i can show you better than i can tell you.”
“Like I said, I hear you talking.”
Safaree grabbed her by the hand then looked in each direction trying to figure out where he wanted to go. His eyes landed on Dicks sporting goods, he pulled her in that direction.
“Where are we going?” She figured it out before he told her. “Really? A sporting store Safaree?”
“What you care for, as long as you get what want?”
They slipped in the store undetected, all the workers were either busy with customer or stocking shelves. Safaree lead Nicki to the back of the store into a storage closet. He found the light switch and flipped it on. They looked around the room to find shelves full of miscellaneous things and there was also a bench pressing bench with only the bar on it. The weights were on the floor stacked on the side.
“Yeah this is real romantic Safaree.” Sarcasm dripped from her mouth.
“I never said I wanted to be romantic, I want a quickie.” He pulled he close gripping her ass with his left hand.
“I don’t do quickies.” She took his bottom lip in her mouth.
“You gone do one today, drop them pants.” he looked down at her. She went in for a kiss but he moved his face. “You heard what I said.” he nudged her away still locked in a stare with her. She ran her tongue across her teeth and grinned. She liked this side of him, forceful Safaree was definitely a turn on. She ran her hand over her hips then unbuttoned her jeans. NIcki began pulling them down.
“Wait!” She stopped. “Turn around and pull them down.” she turned on her heels then slowly pulled the painted on jeans down her legs. When she reached her ankles she looked back at Safaree giving him a smirk.
“You like the view?” He nodded. She giggled and started to take off her heels.
“No leave them on, get rid of the pants and the thong.” Safaree unbuttoned his jeans pulling them down along with his boxers freeing his manhood.
“There goes what I’ve been craving.” She reached out to feel him but he pushed her hand away.
“Bend over.” Nicki rolled her eyes and did as she was told. She placed her hands on the bar while straddling the bench. Safaree pulled her hips back to him making her do a flat back, she looked at him and watched as Safaree took his middle and index finger slipped them in his mouth then eased them into Nickis warm center.
“Mhhhmm”
Safaree knew she liked this but at this moment it wasn’t just about her it was about them. He removed his fingers from inside her then slapped her ass.
“You ready?” She nodded. His member slipped pass her center folds and inside her. Safaree held on to her hips as ha moved in and out of her. He didn’t know if it was them being in a public place but she was wetter than usual, she felt so good.
“Damn!” he sped up.
“Safaree.” She grabbed his wrist but couldn’t get any more words out. Safaree pulled the strings on her halter top and it fell forward. He lifted Nicki up and grabbed her boobs with both hands as he filled her over and over again.
“What baby?” he kissed her on her neck. “You want to say something?” Nicki shook her head yes, her eyes were closed. “Say it.”
“Harder.” he smiled against her neck.
“I got you.” he bent her back over putting his right arm under her stomach and gripping her. He pulled her to where her feet were near dangling, he worked her over.
“Safaree I’m coming. I’m going to come.” She screamed. He put his hand over her mouth.
“Shhhh. You tying to get us caught.”
“It’s just so good.” she gripped the bar tighter, Safaree knew he need to wrap this up because he knew she wouldn’t be quiet. He slowed down making his strokes long and deep.
“Damn it Safaree. Ahhhhhhhhhh.” She came all over his dick, when he felt her juices he pulled out grabbing a towel off the shelf and coming on it.
“Shit.”
Nicki had sweat on her forehead from all the movement going on in the small room. Safaree was leaned up against the wall with his eyes closed catching his breath. He heard Nickis heels moving across the floor and opened his eyes watching her grab a towel then turning on the sink that was behind a couple of boxes to wet it. She then cleaned her self up the best she could, she handed another towel to Safaree so he could do the same. They got dressed then Safaree peeped out the door to if it was clear for them to come out. He walked out the room grabbing Nickis hand. There was an old Mexican woman sitting off to the side, Nicki saw her smiling at them. Nicki smiled back trying to fix her hair, she couldn’t believe she was doing the walk of shame in a mall.
hb where are you? ~barbz
you guys we went to dicks. safaree wanted to see how much rafting stuff was. ~nicki
ok we are in the game room where we came in at. ~barbz
nicki hopped on safarees back as he shot across out of dicks. when they got to the barbs he put nicki on the floor and the barbs all gathered around.
yall see her shirt on backwards? ~barbz
yeah i thought it was just me. ~barbz
no i see it too. ~barbz
smh trying to fool us. ~barbz
ikr. ~barbz
maybe she just put it on wrong after trying on clothes? ~barbz
we dont even have to ask who said that one. ~barbz
all the barbs started laughing at once.
“whats so funny barbs?”
“oh nothing. liddle freaks.” kathy said looking up pulling on nickis collar to her hollister shirt.
nick looked down and saw the tag sticking out the front of her shirt. he took the scarf she had and wrapped it so you couldn’t see it.
oh hush barbs i was just trying on my shirt. when you guys sent me the text.
“mmmhmmm sure that’s what all da freaks say.”
……
movie theater….
“ok so the lights will be off right?”
“yes ma’am.” the movie guy said.
“and its only people that dont mind talking in this movie right?”
“yes but ma’am can i ask why?”
“its constance and me nd my barbs like to have fun.”
“oh ok.” the guy said looking at her like she was weird.”
“and we cant get put out or anything like that.”
“no ma’am the people know the rules to this one before they get in here. anything goes is what you asked for anything goes is what you get.”
“ok thanks.” she said tapping the guy on the butt.
“bittttttcccchhhh yo breath stank sit cho ass down!” candi said tossing candy at the girl standing in one of the rows.
nicki took her seat next to safaree and the other seat next to her was for her purse and the duffel full of candy she got for the barbs.
“oh barbs we will not be ratchet.”
“oh we wont nicki and i just saw you toss that nerd at that old mans head.”
“well he looked like an nerd. nerd!” she said hitting mushroom in the head with a nerd.
“hb you ever had these before?” shonda said turning around in her seat holding up her crunch bar bites.”
“no those look good gimmie some.”
“dang hb gimmie got drowned.”
“you know what i mean barb.”
just then the move voice intturupted there convo.
“that is mad rude guy you cant just inturrupt queen constance like that.”
“are you guys going to be ignorant through the whole damn movie.”
“are you going to be bald all your damn life. ignorant is my first name sir.”
“oh so your going to be an asshole?”
“asshole is my middle name.”
“ok ignorant asshole why dont i call the management and tell em.”
“go ahead fearless is my last name.”
the guy wen and got management. safaree watched as the guy turned red and went back to his seat.
“hey care bear let me see those crunch bites.” safaree stood and yelled to shonda.
“ok.”
the barbs passed down the candy and handed it to sb the watched in awe as safaree used the bald guys head as a target. the also watched as the guy got up flipped safaree the finger and then left the movie theater.
“yo how many times do you have to get yo weak baldder ass up and go to the fucking bathroom. sit cho ass down.”
“shhhhhhh.” nicki said putting candy up to her lips.
“oh so the ratchet queen wants us to be quite now?”
“yes safaree i like this movie now.”
“ok ok but good luck with telling the barbs that.”
“ok barbs next time one of you guys throw something or say something wratchet you will have to be in barbie detention sitting by me holding my hand like a baby.” nicki said taking her seat again getting back into the movie.
shadelle sat back in her chair and opened her pack of skittles with a little hole. she pulled out one skittle and tossed it at a bald man three rows infront of nicki. when she tossed the skitle her bag fell and hit nicki in the head.
“ok you know what?” nicki said standing up looking at shadelle with her death face.
“ok look wait.. i did not mean to do that.. wait.. wait i meant to hit the bald guy.”
“no i dont wanna hear it barb get down here right now.” nicki said through gritted teeth.
“ok ok. dang dont get your panties in a bunch.”
shadelle sat in the chair next to nicki and folded her arms.
“can i have my candy back?”
“no!” nicki said opening the bag up eating her skittles.
“oh no fatty!”
“what you say?” nicki said pinching her in her side.
“ouuuuuuccchhhh nic.” i aint say nothing she said snatching away folding her arms.
“aww come to mam barb.” she said holding out her arms.
nicki tuned back into the movie after shadelle took her hand.
“hey coon dare me to hit hb in the face with this?” she said holding up a dibs.
“yeah if you get her dead on the side of her face ill give you 50.”
“ok ok. i can do that.” candi said taking aim at nickis face.
the dibs flew across the row and slapped nicki in her face.
“ok who was that?” nicki stood and looked down the row at safaree withthe dibs container in his hand.
“oh no that was not me. that was candi queen.”
“what tip guy?” candi stood yelling.
“get yo butt over here.” nicki said pointing at the chair next to her. haveing shadelle go back to her seat.
“now why would you do that?”
“idk its boring?”
“mmhmm now sit yo ass down.”
“ugh at least i got 50.”
“what was that.”
“nothing is said yayyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy i get to sit next to nicki… the party pooper!”
nicki looked back at the screen to watch the ending. all the barbs watchedin awe as bella sat still on the bed. as bella opened up her eyes one of the barbs screamed.
“IMMMMMMMMMM THE SSSSSSEEEECCCCOOOONNNNDDDDD NICKKKIIIII MINNNAAAJJJJ!” bonquisha stood up and said.
nicki looked at her and gave her a death stare. and then looked back at the screen. all the barbs sat in there seats until the theater was almost empty. then they departed from the room. as soon as they got into the hall all their phones begain to go off.
@NICKIMINAJ: thank you barbs sooo much i had soo much fun until yall all went sour in the movie theater. safaree you wait till we get home! i love you guys sooo much thank you for making this the best birthday ever.
Thursday, December 1, 2011
BEAUTIFUL NIGHTMARE (BIRTHDAY CHAPTER PART1)
i know its been a while Onikafaree readers and I’m sorry but between that Dricki Fic that took me 3 weeks to write (I was stuck) and school and everything else I mean whats a girl to do?? Lol but I’m back and this chapter will not make some of you happy… HI HB :)).. Ok but let me just say this is all fiction.. And ummm I don’t wanna put any thoughts in yall heads.. You know like bad ones.. But its about to get real! Enjoy. <3
“They ready for you.” Martin said texting back someone in his phone.
“What do you mean they ready for me? I’m not dressed. Are you playing martin because i don’t have time for your shit today?” Nicki said sitting in the chair while Terrence put the finishing touches on her wig.
“Yes why would I play I learned my lesson the first time Nic?” Martin said looking up at her leaning on the wall.
“Shit!”
Nicki got up out of the chair she was sitting in and ran into her changing booth she slipped on her jeans and corset. She grabbed the Chole perfume of the vanity and sprayed one last time. Terrence fussed at little pieces of her hair with portable flatirons.
“OK you know what Terrence? Am I good?”
“Yeah I just gotta—-“
“If I’m good then just let me go not enough time for you to be perfecting the little things.”
“OK OK just this one piece and you can go.”
“Ms. Minaj 5 minutes till curtains.”
“How in the hell am I suppose to go half way across this stadium in fiv——”
Safaree bent down to lift Nicki up. She grabbed a tight hold to his neck as they shot down the hall. They reached the stairs and Nicki could see the countdown on the side of the stage. Safaree placed her on the floor and gave her a kiss.
“Ima be right here till my cue. Make me and your barbs proud.” He said fixing an out of place hair.
Nicki smiled and took her place on the mount to the stage. She watched as the fog formed a could. She grabbed the mic and walked through the thick smoke.
“Told y’all on Drakes shit told y’all to fixate bitches on my old shit buy my old mix tap—-“
Nicki stood still watching people run. Her eyes darted from person to person. Her heart started to race and she could hear her heart beat as if she was listening to it through a stethoscope. she stood completely still watching the crowd get smaller and smaller until she heard a familiar scream.
“No! No! No! Nicki don’t do this to me! Baby please open your eyes! Don’t leave me stay with me baby talk to me! I cant live with out you! Hold on!”
“Safaree I’m right here I’m fine.” Nicki said turning to look at Safaree.
Nicki dropped her mic as she looked at her self laying lifeless on Safarees lap. She watched the paramedics take her body away and Safaree run after them. She continued to follow as she saw then life her into the back of the ambulance.
“No what the hell is going on I’m breathing I’m fucking breathing on my own. Safaree! Safareee!”
“Nicki sweetie.. Nicki! Wake up!”
Nicki shot up sitting up Straight. She took a big gasp of air and tears flooded from her eyes.
“Baby it was a dream. A bad dream that’s all your fine.” Safaree said pulling her head into his chest.
“Safaree.” She cried out.
“I know Nic is OK. Your fine.”
Safaree sat in their king sized bed rocking the Barbie back and forth until she drifted back off to sleep. He stayed up most of the night keeping an eye on her until he drifted back to sleep him self.
……
8am…. 12.6.11
Nicki opened her eyes looking at the wall. She slowly took her head off Safarees chest propping her chin on one of her hands. She took the other hand and begin to draw her name in cursive over Safarees heart.
“You should neatly write your name there so I can get it tatted.”
“How long have you been up?”
“Five minutes into you doing it.”
“Why you ain’t say nothing weirdo?”
“I’m weird and your the one writing your name on my chest with your finger for thirty plus minutes.”
“I just—- Safaree.” She said dropping her shoulders turning away.
“Don’t do that. Stop it with that face. Don’t be such a powder puff. Ha ha powder puff. Remember when you made up that stupid Nictonary term for me? That’s what you being right now.” He said pulling her back into him.
“No I’m not.”
“Yeah you are. And what was that dream last night?”
“Can we not talk about it?”
“Not talking about it is NOT and option.”
“But Safaree. I’m just not ready to talk about it.” She said sitting up in the bed grabbing her phone.
“When will you be ready to talk about it? Its not another Drake dream is it?”
“Safaree really don’t start.” She said setting the phone on the nights stand headed for the bathroom.
“What do you mean don’t start?”
“Because how could it possibly be another dream about Drake when I woke up crying and screaming your name?”
“Well I wouldn’t know what it was about. You wont tell me remember. So you really cant say anything about me thinking the worst.”
“You know what shut up Safaree.”
“Why do I always have to shut up.”
“Because your talking reckless.”
“I’m talking reckless? I’m talking reckless? Really?”
“Yes how could me having a dream about Drake be the worst?”
“For me the worst thing my lady could ever dream about is another man.” He said pulling her in to him.
“Well since you put it that way maybe it could be. But no it wasn’t about Drake.”
She said patting his chest turning to reach fro her tooth brush.
“Then tell me Nicki.” Safaree said grabbing for his tooth brush.
“No. Now Safaree please shut up about the damn thing.” Nicki said tooth brush sticking half way out her mouth.
“Just tell me and we would not even have to have the conversation any more.”
Nicki rinsed her mouth with mouth wash and hopped onto the counter. Safaree follow suit placing him self between her legs rubbing the side of her thighs. Nicki scooted until she was on the very edge of the counter and begin to play with the strings on Safarees sweat pants.
“It was the venue I’m suppose to be preforming at for my birthday. Every thing was fine. Normal you know. Then I don’t know what happened. People started running. Like running and screaming everywhere. I guess I kinda went blank cus all I could hear was my heart beat for a while. Then… Then.. I heard you call my name..”
Nicki continued to look down as tears fell and hit her bare legs she wiped at her nose and squinted staring off into space.
“You kept saying no. You screamed it like 4 times but the sound.. The sound in your voice broke me from my trance. You sounded defeated. Weak you did not sound strong. Like I’ve known you for a while but I’ve never heard you sound weak.”
Nicki and Safaree sat in silence for a while. Nicki sat batting her big eyelashes trying to get her self together to tell him the rest of the dream.
“When I turned to tell you I was fine… That’s when I saw….”
“When you saw what? Onika talk to me.”
“When I saw my body on the floor.. Life less… Limp.. I could see me breathing but all I could hear was your screams. The paramedics took me away with the breathing thing on my face which is when I woke up to you really screaming my name.”
“Wow.” He said in shock at what he just heard.
“Wow is right.” She said removing the remainder of the tears from her now puffy face.
……
Nicki ran in the room and jumped onto the bed.
“Safaree I just had the best idea.”
“What is that?” Safaree said not taking his eyes off the show he was watching.
“What if instead of the venue I spent my birthday with some of the barbs.”
“What? The venue paid already Nicki.”
“I mean so ill give the money back.”
“It don’t work like that Nicki are you doing this because of the dream?”
“No I mean yes.. I mean.. It scared me Faree.”
“Why the Barbs though Nic?”
“What if I took them somewhere you know as sort of a thank you.”
“I mean if that’s what you want to do then ill see what I can do to make it happen.”
“OK. I think I want to go to the movies.”
“The movies Nic?” He said giving her the -_- face.
“Yeah the movies. And don’t give me that face you doof!”
“What movie would you guys even go see?”
“That one with the vampire and that sexy wolf boy.”
“Twilight?”
“Yeah I see the Barbs talking about it all the time.”
“Most of them have seen that movie.”
“But they haven’t seen it with me.”
“Whats the difference? So now there is a midget?”
”No!” she said hitting him with a pillow.
“Well what then.”
“Safaree if your going to be a Debbie downer ill just have Martin do it for me.”
“I’m just trying to figure out what the difference is. Who all do you want to come to this thing Nic?” Safaree said rubbing his temples.”
“I don’t know yet I thought you would be able to help me out.”
“Well lets look.” He said grabbing the mac book.
“OK. So off the top I know Chrissy, Dani, Bella, Cashley, Ebby, Muny, Shonda, Trebb, Jessie, Bonquesisha, Rdb, Osk, the twinters (Talisa and Kay), Kathy, Brandon, Lulu, Jordan , Tiff, Mushroom, Breezylee, and that cute short girl that’s always with him. Safaree do you remember her name? No wait Stephanie that’s her name.”
“That’s 22 people Nic you want more than that?”
“Yes that’s not enough!!”
“OK what about Jovan , Ty, and Gary. Candi, Dee, and Shadelle. Brandi, Janay, and Shay. Kee, Gabby, Maria, Billy, Boothie, Mj, Chanel , Shawnna, Nelly, Margie , Alicia , Shanequa, Driana, Ashlee, Bransunn.
“That’s good now what do we do.”
“I mean we pick a place.”
“Oh that’s easy here in Cali.”
“OK and how will they all get here.”
“We will buy them tickets what do you mean?”
“And how will we tell them and ask their parents?”
“Twitter. Duh Safaree.”
“But we don’t know all of their twitter names.”
“Well call someone who does.”
“Do you have Chrissy’s number.”
“Yeah its in my phone under Chrissy.”
Nicki got off the bed and went into her study. She begin to write down what all she wanted to do with the barbs and figuring out how much the whole thing would cost her. She wasn’t one to care about money but managing her account her self was something she always did.
…..
12.7…. the airport
Nicki bit at her bottom lip pacing the floor. Her body guard watched as she repeated what she had been doing for the last half hour. She walked up to the arrival board looked for the private jets arrival. Walked back standing next to Joe chewed at her bottom lip. Checked tweets and sat in the chair. It was six in the afternoon but Nicki was running round like it was ten am. Joe chuckled a little when she saw how worried she looked sitting in the chair.
“The hell you laughing at”
“You ma’am.” He said looking at the arrival chart.
“What you laughing at me for?”
“Because why are you so jitter like?”
“Well because some of these barbs Ive never met before and Joe I don’t think you get it but soon you will. I don’t have kids yet. But the Barbs the Barbs are my babies. So I’m worried they should have been here.” She said looking back down at her watch.
“Ahhhhh HB!” The barbs screamed in unison.
“I didn’t want to tell you but they herd everything you said. They got here when I started laughing at you.”
“Joe!” She said hitting him in the chest.
“HBBBBBB!” One of the barbs screamed.
“Ohhhhh HB gurl you look skinty.” Trebble Barbie said taking a look at the Barbie.
“Girl shutttt up.” The Barbs said in unison.
“Oh hunti y’all will not do me!” Trebble said flipping her hair.
The barbs followed Nicki to the party bus and took seats. Nicki stood and walked down the isle grabbing on to the pole in the middle of the bus.
“OK Barbs let me tell you what we will be doing.”
“If you keep hanging on that pole like that I know what I will be doing later on.” Chrissy said moving his eye brows up and down.
“Now look here bro I love you but you will not freak talk with my HB while im sitting here.” Muny said to Chrissy
“Girl please that’s my wife.”
“Boy boom that’s my HB.” Muny said flipping her hair.
“OK Barbz play nice.” Nicki said looking down at the paper.
“OK so HB come on tell us what we doin.” Dani said looking at Nicki.
“OK OK let me read. So today I was thinking we could go to the hotel. Maybe I can get to know the barbs that Ive never talked to before. And give you guys nick names. Then I was thinking we could go to the pool and get Safaree all wet pauz.”
“Now HB who you kidding you know you cant swim.” Shonda said looking down at her nails.
“You’d be shocked.” Bella said.
“She probably be doggy paddling.” Shadelle said laughing giving Muny a high five.
“Oh ima need y’all to find a stadium and sit.”
“But these bus seats are just fine HB why would we need a stadium?” The girls said in unison.
Nicki laughed and continued.
“So the first day which is today will be just me spending time with you talking to you guys answering questions and the whole bit. Kay barbz?” She said looking up for approval.
“That’s fine HB.”
“And the second day which is my birthday.. I’m going to meet you guys here we will go to breakfast and then after we will go shopping. More time to spend with you guys plus you guys will go to the spa get all cute and the go back to your rooms to get dressed for the movies.”
“The movies Onika? Ebony said giving Nicki the side eye.
“Yes Ibb is something wrong with the movies?”
“No nothings wrong with it its just that I thought you would have a party.”
“Oh no this is all about spending time with my barbs. I cant do that if I have a party.”
“Yes you can.” They all said in unison.
“I cant so the movies it is.”
“Umm Onika?” Talisa said to her.
“Yes barb Nicki said looking up at her.”
“How u gone spend time with us in the movies we cant talk in there.”
“You’ll see barb… You’ll see.”
…..
OK so I did not wanna hurt you guys feelings this time but next time oh next time I wont have any type of mercy.. But it will be a part two to beautiful nightmare and umm maybe it was all a dream maybe it wasn’t… Idk.. I guess only time will tell.. Its alot of people in this damn story ill try to let as many of you be great as possible.. Anywaydoe hope you liked this chapter.. To me it was long idk if it is though maybe it just took too long for me to write it.. But yeah..
“They ready for you.” Martin said texting back someone in his phone.
“What do you mean they ready for me? I’m not dressed. Are you playing martin because i don’t have time for your shit today?” Nicki said sitting in the chair while Terrence put the finishing touches on her wig.
“Yes why would I play I learned my lesson the first time Nic?” Martin said looking up at her leaning on the wall.
“Shit!”
Nicki got up out of the chair she was sitting in and ran into her changing booth she slipped on her jeans and corset. She grabbed the Chole perfume of the vanity and sprayed one last time. Terrence fussed at little pieces of her hair with portable flatirons.
“OK you know what Terrence? Am I good?”
“Yeah I just gotta—-“
“If I’m good then just let me go not enough time for you to be perfecting the little things.”
“OK OK just this one piece and you can go.”
“Ms. Minaj 5 minutes till curtains.”
“How in the hell am I suppose to go half way across this stadium in fiv——”
Safaree bent down to lift Nicki up. She grabbed a tight hold to his neck as they shot down the hall. They reached the stairs and Nicki could see the countdown on the side of the stage. Safaree placed her on the floor and gave her a kiss.
“Ima be right here till my cue. Make me and your barbs proud.” He said fixing an out of place hair.
Nicki smiled and took her place on the mount to the stage. She watched as the fog formed a could. She grabbed the mic and walked through the thick smoke.
“Told y’all on Drakes shit told y’all to fixate bitches on my old shit buy my old mix tap—-“
Nicki stood still watching people run. Her eyes darted from person to person. Her heart started to race and she could hear her heart beat as if she was listening to it through a stethoscope. she stood completely still watching the crowd get smaller and smaller until she heard a familiar scream.
“No! No! No! Nicki don’t do this to me! Baby please open your eyes! Don’t leave me stay with me baby talk to me! I cant live with out you! Hold on!”
“Safaree I’m right here I’m fine.” Nicki said turning to look at Safaree.
Nicki dropped her mic as she looked at her self laying lifeless on Safarees lap. She watched the paramedics take her body away and Safaree run after them. She continued to follow as she saw then life her into the back of the ambulance.
“No what the hell is going on I’m breathing I’m fucking breathing on my own. Safaree! Safareee!”
“Nicki sweetie.. Nicki! Wake up!”
Nicki shot up sitting up Straight. She took a big gasp of air and tears flooded from her eyes.
“Baby it was a dream. A bad dream that’s all your fine.” Safaree said pulling her head into his chest.
“Safaree.” She cried out.
“I know Nic is OK. Your fine.”
Safaree sat in their king sized bed rocking the Barbie back and forth until she drifted back off to sleep. He stayed up most of the night keeping an eye on her until he drifted back to sleep him self.
……
8am…. 12.6.11
Nicki opened her eyes looking at the wall. She slowly took her head off Safarees chest propping her chin on one of her hands. She took the other hand and begin to draw her name in cursive over Safarees heart.
“You should neatly write your name there so I can get it tatted.”
“How long have you been up?”
“Five minutes into you doing it.”
“Why you ain’t say nothing weirdo?”
“I’m weird and your the one writing your name on my chest with your finger for thirty plus minutes.”
“I just—- Safaree.” She said dropping her shoulders turning away.
“Don’t do that. Stop it with that face. Don’t be such a powder puff. Ha ha powder puff. Remember when you made up that stupid Nictonary term for me? That’s what you being right now.” He said pulling her back into him.
“No I’m not.”
“Yeah you are. And what was that dream last night?”
“Can we not talk about it?”
“Not talking about it is NOT and option.”
“But Safaree. I’m just not ready to talk about it.” She said sitting up in the bed grabbing her phone.
“When will you be ready to talk about it? Its not another Drake dream is it?”
“Safaree really don’t start.” She said setting the phone on the nights stand headed for the bathroom.
“What do you mean don’t start?”
“Because how could it possibly be another dream about Drake when I woke up crying and screaming your name?”
“Well I wouldn’t know what it was about. You wont tell me remember. So you really cant say anything about me thinking the worst.”
“You know what shut up Safaree.”
“Why do I always have to shut up.”
“Because your talking reckless.”
“I’m talking reckless? I’m talking reckless? Really?”
“Yes how could me having a dream about Drake be the worst?”
“For me the worst thing my lady could ever dream about is another man.” He said pulling her in to him.
“Well since you put it that way maybe it could be. But no it wasn’t about Drake.”
She said patting his chest turning to reach fro her tooth brush.
“Then tell me Nicki.” Safaree said grabbing for his tooth brush.
“No. Now Safaree please shut up about the damn thing.” Nicki said tooth brush sticking half way out her mouth.
“Just tell me and we would not even have to have the conversation any more.”
Nicki rinsed her mouth with mouth wash and hopped onto the counter. Safaree follow suit placing him self between her legs rubbing the side of her thighs. Nicki scooted until she was on the very edge of the counter and begin to play with the strings on Safarees sweat pants.
“It was the venue I’m suppose to be preforming at for my birthday. Every thing was fine. Normal you know. Then I don’t know what happened. People started running. Like running and screaming everywhere. I guess I kinda went blank cus all I could hear was my heart beat for a while. Then… Then.. I heard you call my name..”
Nicki continued to look down as tears fell and hit her bare legs she wiped at her nose and squinted staring off into space.
“You kept saying no. You screamed it like 4 times but the sound.. The sound in your voice broke me from my trance. You sounded defeated. Weak you did not sound strong. Like I’ve known you for a while but I’ve never heard you sound weak.”
Nicki and Safaree sat in silence for a while. Nicki sat batting her big eyelashes trying to get her self together to tell him the rest of the dream.
“When I turned to tell you I was fine… That’s when I saw….”
“When you saw what? Onika talk to me.”
“When I saw my body on the floor.. Life less… Limp.. I could see me breathing but all I could hear was your screams. The paramedics took me away with the breathing thing on my face which is when I woke up to you really screaming my name.”
“Wow.” He said in shock at what he just heard.
“Wow is right.” She said removing the remainder of the tears from her now puffy face.
……
Nicki ran in the room and jumped onto the bed.
“Safaree I just had the best idea.”
“What is that?” Safaree said not taking his eyes off the show he was watching.
“What if instead of the venue I spent my birthday with some of the barbs.”
“What? The venue paid already Nicki.”
“I mean so ill give the money back.”
“It don’t work like that Nicki are you doing this because of the dream?”
“No I mean yes.. I mean.. It scared me Faree.”
“Why the Barbs though Nic?”
“What if I took them somewhere you know as sort of a thank you.”
“I mean if that’s what you want to do then ill see what I can do to make it happen.”
“OK. I think I want to go to the movies.”
“The movies Nic?” He said giving her the -_- face.
“Yeah the movies. And don’t give me that face you doof!”
“What movie would you guys even go see?”
“That one with the vampire and that sexy wolf boy.”
“Twilight?”
“Yeah I see the Barbs talking about it all the time.”
“Most of them have seen that movie.”
“But they haven’t seen it with me.”
“Whats the difference? So now there is a midget?”
”No!” she said hitting him with a pillow.
“Well what then.”
“Safaree if your going to be a Debbie downer ill just have Martin do it for me.”
“I’m just trying to figure out what the difference is. Who all do you want to come to this thing Nic?” Safaree said rubbing his temples.”
“I don’t know yet I thought you would be able to help me out.”
“Well lets look.” He said grabbing the mac book.
“OK. So off the top I know Chrissy, Dani, Bella, Cashley, Ebby, Muny, Shonda, Trebb, Jessie, Bonquesisha, Rdb, Osk, the twinters (Talisa and Kay), Kathy, Brandon, Lulu, Jordan , Tiff, Mushroom, Breezylee, and that cute short girl that’s always with him. Safaree do you remember her name? No wait Stephanie that’s her name.”
“That’s 22 people Nic you want more than that?”
“Yes that’s not enough!!”
“OK what about Jovan , Ty, and Gary. Candi, Dee, and Shadelle. Brandi, Janay, and Shay. Kee, Gabby, Maria, Billy, Boothie, Mj, Chanel , Shawnna, Nelly, Margie , Alicia , Shanequa, Driana, Ashlee, Bransunn.
“That’s good now what do we do.”
“I mean we pick a place.”
“Oh that’s easy here in Cali.”
“OK and how will they all get here.”
“We will buy them tickets what do you mean?”
“And how will we tell them and ask their parents?”
“Twitter. Duh Safaree.”
“But we don’t know all of their twitter names.”
“Well call someone who does.”
“Do you have Chrissy’s number.”
“Yeah its in my phone under Chrissy.”
Nicki got off the bed and went into her study. She begin to write down what all she wanted to do with the barbs and figuring out how much the whole thing would cost her. She wasn’t one to care about money but managing her account her self was something she always did.
…..
12.7…. the airport
Nicki bit at her bottom lip pacing the floor. Her body guard watched as she repeated what she had been doing for the last half hour. She walked up to the arrival board looked for the private jets arrival. Walked back standing next to Joe chewed at her bottom lip. Checked tweets and sat in the chair. It was six in the afternoon but Nicki was running round like it was ten am. Joe chuckled a little when she saw how worried she looked sitting in the chair.
“The hell you laughing at”
“You ma’am.” He said looking at the arrival chart.
“What you laughing at me for?”
“Because why are you so jitter like?”
“Well because some of these barbs Ive never met before and Joe I don’t think you get it but soon you will. I don’t have kids yet. But the Barbs the Barbs are my babies. So I’m worried they should have been here.” She said looking back down at her watch.
“Ahhhhh HB!” The barbs screamed in unison.
“I didn’t want to tell you but they herd everything you said. They got here when I started laughing at you.”
“Joe!” She said hitting him in the chest.
“HBBBBBB!” One of the barbs screamed.
“Ohhhhh HB gurl you look skinty.” Trebble Barbie said taking a look at the Barbie.
“Girl shutttt up.” The Barbs said in unison.
“Oh hunti y’all will not do me!” Trebble said flipping her hair.
The barbs followed Nicki to the party bus and took seats. Nicki stood and walked down the isle grabbing on to the pole in the middle of the bus.
“OK Barbs let me tell you what we will be doing.”
“If you keep hanging on that pole like that I know what I will be doing later on.” Chrissy said moving his eye brows up and down.
“Now look here bro I love you but you will not freak talk with my HB while im sitting here.” Muny said to Chrissy
“Girl please that’s my wife.”
“Boy boom that’s my HB.” Muny said flipping her hair.
“OK Barbz play nice.” Nicki said looking down at the paper.
“OK so HB come on tell us what we doin.” Dani said looking at Nicki.
“OK OK let me read. So today I was thinking we could go to the hotel. Maybe I can get to know the barbs that Ive never talked to before. And give you guys nick names. Then I was thinking we could go to the pool and get Safaree all wet pauz.”
“Now HB who you kidding you know you cant swim.” Shonda said looking down at her nails.
“You’d be shocked.” Bella said.
“She probably be doggy paddling.” Shadelle said laughing giving Muny a high five.
“Oh ima need y’all to find a stadium and sit.”
“But these bus seats are just fine HB why would we need a stadium?” The girls said in unison.
Nicki laughed and continued.
“So the first day which is today will be just me spending time with you talking to you guys answering questions and the whole bit. Kay barbz?” She said looking up for approval.
“That’s fine HB.”
“And the second day which is my birthday.. I’m going to meet you guys here we will go to breakfast and then after we will go shopping. More time to spend with you guys plus you guys will go to the spa get all cute and the go back to your rooms to get dressed for the movies.”
“The movies Onika? Ebony said giving Nicki the side eye.
“Yes Ibb is something wrong with the movies?”
“No nothings wrong with it its just that I thought you would have a party.”
“Oh no this is all about spending time with my barbs. I cant do that if I have a party.”
“Yes you can.” They all said in unison.
“I cant so the movies it is.”
“Umm Onika?” Talisa said to her.
“Yes barb Nicki said looking up at her.”
“How u gone spend time with us in the movies we cant talk in there.”
“You’ll see barb… You’ll see.”
…..
OK so I did not wanna hurt you guys feelings this time but next time oh next time I wont have any type of mercy.. But it will be a part two to beautiful nightmare and umm maybe it was all a dream maybe it wasn’t… Idk.. I guess only time will tell.. Its alot of people in this damn story ill try to let as many of you be great as possible.. Anywaydoe hope you liked this chapter.. To me it was long idk if it is though maybe it just took too long for me to write it.. But yeah..
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