OK so you guys are weird.. lol well some of you.. but anystankhoe thanks to the 6 people *last time i checked* who commented i will choose my fave and send you an for your eyes only or something of that nature.. but on to the situation at hand.. i promised @minajmahbodyy if she posted a chapter id do the same.. so yeah here's your chapter don't know why i bother with telling y'all to comment y'all never do (some of you) but please COMMENT thank you..
safaree sat on the chair with the legs up he was curled in a blanket with his chin on caiahs head. safaree still had the game they played in his hand and caiah had the cover half wan on the floor.
"oh my lambchop." Nicki said getting off the bed going over to caiah shaking him.
"caiah?"
"huh?"
"caiah?"
"mommy?"
"no its Nicki."
"huh what are you...?"
" damn caiah shhhh just get up come lay up here."
"no but our hurt and we know how i sleep Nicki."
"you will be fine just get up there i cant watch you sleep like that."
"well what about sb?"
"what about him hes fine. come on lambchop i don't want you laying here."
"really Nicki I'm fine."
Nicki gave caiah a blank stare and watched as he got into the bed. she moved the covers and got into the bed too after kissing safaree on the head.
"Nicki?"
"yes caiah?"
"is she going to come back?"
"is who going to come back?"
"they may treat me like I'm stupid and don't know but i know every thing."
"you know everything like what?"
"i know that you and safaree not doing too good. and that his ex girlfriend is doing this stuff to you. i know that mommy is scared because you continue to see her as a doctor and so is Candi Lauren daddy and safaree. i know that everything that is happening is not good for you or the babies. and that I'm scared because loosing you is something i could never think about. and that even though this is my first time being around you that i love my nice and nephew so much and they not even here yet."
"hmmm is that right lambchop? let me say that I'm not going to continue to see her as a doctor. and yeah me and safaree not getting along but when you love someone you work through those problems. I'm working on everything caiah and I'm trying to calm down for the twins and everyone. this is hard though lambchop the hardest thing your big sister has ever had to do but i promise you I'm trying."
"i know you are. you changed. i think you have become a way better person than you all ready were. even though i don't no how much more better it could get." caiah said laying his head on the pillow behind Nicki's arm.
"i love you lambchop."
"i love you Nick."
"hey caiah?"
"yeah?"
"can i tell you something?"
"sure shoot."
"you have to promise not to think I'm crazy and not to tell anyone."
"i promise."
"i saw them."
"saw who?"
"the babies but not as newborns."
"huh?"
"i saw them as toddlers."
"i don't get what your saying."
"i know but in time you will."
"Zion the boy he came to me the ride to the hospital in the ambulance and told me god told him to tell me some things. and the girl came to me moments before Michelle came in here."
"how did they look."
"beautiful macaiah the boy had long braids and hes a thumb sucker big beautiful eyes. the girl had the same big beautiful eyes and curly locks."
"they sound beautiful."
"they are." Nicki said drifting off to sleep
"night Nick."
"night lamb... chop," Nicki said drifting off into a sleep.
.......
morning...
"look at macaiah." Candi said to ms carol.
"i know i don't know why she spoils him so."
"wait she told him to get up there?"
"mmhmm last night."
"y'all can leave my baby alone." Nicki said waking up.
"hes not a baby any more onika."
"wrong ma hes my baby. and it was not right for him to have to sleep in that chair looking like that bafoon does." Nicki said pointing at safaree.
"why didn't you tell safaree to get in the bed with you?"
"because lambchop needed it more." Nicki said smiling getting off the bed.
Nicki grabbed the bag full of clothes safaree had laying next to the bed she grabbed a outfit and some underclothes and set them on the window sill.
"onika what are you doing."
"she told me last night i may be able to go home. i cant sleep in here the way I'm suppose to I'm ready to go home and be in my bed. i miss my baby. speaking of her if your here where is Minnie?" Nicki said looking at Candi.
"at Laurens."
"Lauren don't like my dog. i swear if my baby dies." Nicki said shaking her head getting back in the bed.
"shes not going to die. call her and check on her i bet shes fine."
"no Lauren better not kill my dog!" Nicki said picking up the remote to the TV.
"ms. maraj?"
"yes that would be me."
"ha ha who is this liddle one?"
"that's my brother."
"is it OK if he stays while i check you out?"
"yes its fine does that mean all the others have to leave?"
"yes it does."
"OK y'all heard the lady." Nicki said looking around the room.
"I'm not leaving." safaree said sitting up in the chair.
the nurse turned to look at Nicki and Nicki looked at safaree.
"don't look at me like that I'm not going." he said crossing his legs.
"OK well hes fine too."
"OK ms. maraj I'm just going to have you answer a few questions."
"OK."
"on a scale of 1-10 the pain your experience is a?"
"its not so much of a pain. its sore."
"OK that's a good sign."
"have you felt the babies move yet."
"no am i suppose to?"
"your about four months so you should sometime soon."
"oh well no not yet."
"they may not be ready just yet."
"i wish they were." Nicki said rubbing her baby bump.
"well when they do decide it will be like nothing you ever dreamed of. now I'm just going to check a few other things and when I'm done ill get your papers so you can go home."
"OK."
"feel free to shower just make sure you keep that bandage dry. if you need me between the time i get your papers all set and now feel free to call."
"OK thank you!" Nicki said getting out of the bed going to the shower.
.........
in the lobby...
"Robbert do you have kyles number?"
"no why do you need to talk to him."
"I'm going to see if i can get him to fin this woman. i don't like that she messing with my child. ii want her put away."
"look carol maybe this is something you don't need to be getting involved with."
"what do you mean our child's life is at stake. not only our child but our grandchildren and your telling me i don't need to be involved."
"i wasn't saying it like that I'm just saying what if she comes after you?"
"then she comes Robbert! Ive lived a full life and if its my time to go then ill go but my baby has yet to live."
"carol listen to what your saying."
"i know what I'm saying Robbert."
"i don't think you do. the police is looking for her."
"and so will the FBI Robbert now please stop talking to me." ms carol said brushing past Robbert.
"whats going on?" safaree said looking at the faces of ms carol and Robbert.
"nothing." ms carol said short of words.
"so who is this guy you know?"
"its jelanis new girlfriends dad."
"oh word?"
"yes he works for the FBI and i just figured i could run him the picture and a name and he could put her away."
"maybe you should let me talk to him."
"perfect safaree could talk to him so you wouldn't have to." Robbert said walking over to ms carol.
"you just don't want me talking to him in thoughts that the child will come looking for me."
"he has a point mama maraj."
"i know he does but i rather her come for me than her."
"i rather her come for me than the both of you mama." safaree said walking over to ms carol touching her face.
"OK but when you call please tell him you know me. tell him everything safaree leave nothing out! i want this girl put away."
"yes ma'am."
ok yall i have to do some things maybe ill post again later but lol that enough to keep yall for a while.. right...? if not oh well lol dont forget to comment no song for this one but i will have one next chapter.. i think.. lol
Monday, January 30, 2012
Sunday, January 29, 2012
HEAVEN (INTERLUDE)
ok you guys you will be happy to know i have no more tests to study for in school other than my state boards which allow me to get my license but because of the simple fact that i cant take that until i move to Atlanta you guys get more chapters. :)) lol and as long as i don't develop writers block.. check out this new story http://t.co/DZTPAEN its good. and follow @minajmahbodyy the writer of it... also be sure to check out my other faves BOUND TO YOU @itsmarthabitch.. and trebblebarbieworld.blogspot.com @trebblebarbie... if your into dricki check out NICKI LOVE STORY @pastryomgminaj and LOVE LIKE THIS @koykoybaby.. enjoy don't know how long it will be but be sure to COMMENT OR ELSE!!! thank you to all 42 of my readers!! :)) if you want me to mention you when i post please be sure to comment and leave your @ name thank you!!
"mommy!"
"Zion?"
"no mommy."
"nevaeh?"
"yes mommy." nevaeh said appearing over Nicki's bed.
"oh my god. My baby girl your so beautiful. wait where is Zion? is he gone? are both of you OK? please tell me mommy didn't lose you both!" Nicki said sitting up in the bed frantic.
"mommy breathe." the little girl said in giggles. "your crazy mommy."
"you know what baby mommy was thinking the same thing." Nicki said laying back.
"your funny mommy Zion didn't tell me that."\
"but baby where is Zion? is he OK?"
"hes fine mommy god just sent me here to tell you that bad lady is coming."
"what bad lady?"
"the bad lady who did this to you ."
nevaeh said with tears strolling down her face.
"Nicki reached for the child and ran her fingers through her curls. she took her thumbs and wiped at the tears falling from her baby doll eyes.
"mommy is OK baby. don't cry. pleas don't cry you will make mommy sad."
"i don't wanna make you sad mommy but , but he told me to tell you that she has bad plans." the liddle girl said pulling at a curl in her hair.
"bad plans like what?"
"he said to tell you not to over react not to panic."
"why would i over react?"
"shes coming mommy." nevaeh said as she faded.
"what? no baby where are you going?"
"i have to go now mommy. shes coming. don't panic and we will be fine."
"nevaeh wait!" Nicki said reaching for the girl as she faded.
"i love you mommy!"
"i love you to baby. and ill try. i promise ill try."
Nicki lay in the hospital bed still unconscious. on the other side of the door Michelle peeped into the window at Nicki. she was fully dressed in her white jacket hair flowing down her back. she had on the familiar blue scrubs the guards saw the other doctors wearing with a clip board in her hand. she flashed her badge to the guard and entered the room.
"stupid bitch!" she said setting the clip board down on the table to the bed.
"you thought you could take him from me? that you was soooo big and bad because you had your little
"captain save a hoe" friend with you? when i see her ass its over for her too." Michelle said pulling out the gun from under her scrubs adding the silencer.
Nicki's eyes popped open and she lay in the bed looking at Michelle. she tryed to muster up screams but nothing would come out.
"oh your awake now huh? good. i thought i wouldn't get to see you beg for your life. i mean you being sleep i would have not heard you scream but this way is better for me." Michelle said walking to the other side of the bed.
"i don't see what he sees in you." Michelle said running the gun from her Temple to her side.
she place the gun at her chin and began walking around the bed again.
she place the gun at her chin and began walking around the bed again.
"well maybe i do she said taking her hand touching Nicki's upper thigh."
Nicki's eyes got big and she moved her leg until Michelle forced it back down.
"taste like mango's huh? maybe if you were nice to me i would have shared. me you and him we could have hod tons of fun. a woman pleases another woman better than any man could ever think of doing."
Nicki moved her legs again as Michelle's gun trailed up her gown and she walked around the bed again.
"hmm we could have had plenty of minaj's."
"Bi-Bi-BITCH!" Nicki screamed.
"shhhh i don't wanna kill you just yer play nice."
"FU-FU-FUCK YOU!" Nicki spat trying to talk clear.
"you still talk shit when you in your situation? when will you learn that you don't scare me" Michelle said grabbing both sides of Nicki's face kissing her lips.
Nicki bit her bottom lip and Michelle jerked back.
"bitch!" Michelle screamed holding her mouth pointing the gun at Nicki and stepping back.
"doctor?" one of the nurses said stepping into the room.
"yeah?" Michelle said shoving the gun into her white jacket.
"is everything ok?"
"yes everything is fine but I'm afraid i have to run to the bathroom can you finish checking her for me?"
"yes i can finish up." the nurse said in a British accent.
Michelle shoved the board into the nurses chest heading for the door. she ran down the hall putting her hair into a messy bun tossing the white coat and badge into a hamper along the way gun now under her scrubs. she ran to her car and sat breathing hard checking her face in the mirror.
"FUCK!" she screamed hitting the steering wheel."
Nicki's room.
"where is my boy friend!" Nicki spat.
"i don't know ma'am but this is not good for your blood pressure or the babies for that matter I'm going to have to ask you to calm down."
Nicki's room.
"where is my boy friend!" Nicki spat.
"i don't know ma'am but this is not good for your blood pressure or the babies for that matter I'm going to have to ask you to calm down."
"fuck that find that bitch that was just in here!"
"ma'am whats wrong?"
"that bitch is the reason I'm in here find her now!"
"she couldn't have been the one to do this ma'am that's a doctor."
"how the fuck would you know who did this to me? that's right you don't now get me my boyfriend in here NOW!"
"ma'am your guards were outside the door the whole time you have to go though 21 questions to even be able to get in here."
"i don't give a fuck if the fucking FBI stood outside that door! look you either get me safaree samules in here right now or ill call someone who will." Nicki said picking up the call nurse box.
"ill have another nurse try to locate him for you did you try calling him?"
"no if i was able to talk a while ago maybe i would have. all this shit attached to my fucking body maybe i would have called for some type of help!" Nicki said pulling at all the ivs and tubes hooked up to her.
"ma'am you have to understand this is necessary for the babies and your health." the nurse said hooking them back up.
Nicki calmed for a moment and then began yelling again.
"don't fucking touch me! I'm fucking fine! stop touching me!"
"i have to make sure your ok."
"where the fuck was you when i needed you! i don't need you know that bitch gone can you just goo find safaree! damn!"
"the nurse ran out of the room to look for safaree. "mr. samules?"
"yes whats wrong?" safaree said looking scared with the rest of the family behind him.
"are you Nicki minaj's boyfriend?"
"yes i am whats wrong is it the babies? is she ok?"
"she woke up screaming for you. she accused one of the doctors of filling her up and trying to kill her."
"wait what? who was it?"
"i don't know she been calling me all types of names. i wasn't able to find all that out."
safaree raced down the hall Candi following after looking at the guards standing at the door.
"i was a doctor."
"did you check the fucking badge? was it a bitch?"
"yeah her picture matched the badge."
"did she look like her?" safaree said taking out a picture of Michelle."
"yeah that's her!"
"both of y'all get the fuck out my face and when we get back to the states be ready to look for new jobs."
"what the fuck man?"
"don't what the fuck man me! you got kids nigga?"
"yeah."
"you got a wife?
"yeah."
"that's my future wife in there and my two kids are in her belly. the fuck would yo do if she was your wife! if it was her life on the line?"
"ok i get you man!"
Candi in the room with Nicki....
"Nicki what happened?"
"bitch came in here talking shit she had a gun pointing it at my head and putting it up my gown." Nicki stopped and looked towards the door at safaree.
"baby what happened."
"fuck you don't baby me where the fuck were you safaree!"
"wait what did i do?"
"you weren't here when the bitch was getting her feels on when i couldn't do any thing."
"i had to go get your mother and family from the airport. I'm sorry i put guards out side the door thinking they would do they job Nicki I'm so sorry."
"you damn right your sorry."
"Nicki?" safaree said in a hopeless tone.
"safaree." Nicki said rolling her eyes then giving him a blank stare.
"Nicki don't be that way hes trying soo hard." Candi said.
"who's side are you on Candice?"
"Nicki I'm not choosing sides I'm just saying hes trying he cant be every where at once."
"whatever!" Nicki said crossing her arms.
"onika maraj! apologize to that man right now!"
"ma? how long have you been i that corner?"
"long enough to know your being stubborn and completely out of line right now!"
"I'm sorry safaree."
"its OK your right i should have been here." he said sitting down in the chair rubbing his hands down his face."
"no! you were right where you were suppose to be baby. onika needs to know she wrong." mrs.carol said rubbing safarees back."
"OK ma! i said i was sorry!"
"who are you raising your voice at young lady?"
"no one mama."
"that's what i thought now safaree do you have a picture of this woman?"
"yes ma'am."
"give it to me. i have some friends that can get this girl and put her away for the things she has done."
>>> Nevaeh >> http://twitter.com/PinkMunyBarbie/status/157243961273090050/photo/1
the song by jamie fox heaven >> http://youtu.be/lJi7pGFtIpQ
OK y'all lol i know y'all bout to be in my mentions cuz i ended it like this but let me tell you #nobodycaretho hahahahahaha #anystankhoe i finish with school in 4 days so ill try to post every day k.. notice i said try... -__- make sure you check out all the stories at the top of the page and be sure to share the link i don't mind :)) COMMENT PLEASE!
Friday, January 13, 2012
lets make a deal...
ok so this is what i will do.. so i was seeing how i like some peoples comments on here right and what i want you guys to do is leave more of them.. i have 36 readers on both stories.. mmhmmm i see yall.. but only 10 of you comment on a norm. here is what will happen. i always write. weather you guys know it or not i do.. i always have some type of chapter or interlude to post. (well now yall know) but anystankhoe. every time i post the person who leaves the comment i feel i like most will get an exclusive read on the next chapter. meaning those days where I'm like yeah its in my drafts but i don't feel like correcting it right now. ill send it corrected and all to you. or you can choose to have me write a chapter with what you want to see in it.. deal? it wont be apart of the story but it will be something for you to read until my next post on the story... just trying to find a way to get more feed back on this story.. it helps me soo much and i would love to post for you guys everyday.. but in order for that to happen i need one thing MORE COMMENTS.. let me know how you guys feel about that.. on and another thing if you would like me to tweet you when i post so your not late on reading or commenting tweet me @pinkmunybarbie or comment at the bottom with your twitter name.. thank you punkins love you all!
Tuesday, January 10, 2012
TO ZION
OK so this is whats going to happen you all can tweet and thank @itsmarthabitch because if it wasn't for her you wouldn't be getting shit.. k OK great. next order of biz... the song of the chapter is important if you never listen to the songs i post on here you will today or ill never post another stinking chapter as long as i live!!! To Zion Lauren hill listen to it love it! oh and by the way this is my last post until feb 9th school comes first.and i also wont be on the tl much.. ill try to post when i can but for now.. yeah...
"oh shit Michelle." safaree said under his breath.
"what was that sir?"
"nothing."
"if you know who did its its important that you tell us."
"no I'm not sure if it was her."
"do you have her name?"
"only her first name."
"you don't know her last name?"
"i know it i just cant think of it right now."
"do they have the blood and stuff ready because if she keeps loosing blood like this she will lose the babies."
"i cant loose them safaree make them drive faster! why aren't you trying to help me!"Nicki screamed punching safaree in the arm.
"mommy he cant hear you."
"what?"
"i said he cant hear you." a little boy with braids big eyes with his thumb in his mouth said.
"who are you lambchop."
"zion."
"who?"
"zion." the little boy said touching Nicki's belly.
"oh my god my baby." Nicki said reaching for the child's face.
"mommy you have to get back in there."
"huh?"
"your out here you have to get back in here." zion said standing above Nicki's head.
"but what are you doing out here?"
"he sent me to tell you to get back in there so we wont die."
"who is he baby?"
"you know." zion said turning his head to the side. "HIM." zion said pointing at the sky.
"god baby?" Nicki said looking up with a smile.
"yes. but if you don't go back soon we will die. you will live but we will die." zion began to fade.
"zion how do i go back?"
"just go back mommy. if you don't we will die."
Nicki looked at her self. she lay on top of her lifeless body until they became one. the ambulance stopped and nurses and doctors rushed to Nicki.
"how long has she been loosing blood like this?"
"well we stopped most of it but the whole ride form the venue."
"get her in the or now!"
safaree ran after her holding her hand the whole way.
"sir is their any one you need to call."
"no i have to be with her."
"we cant have you in the or is there anyone you need to call?"
"yes."
"go call them calm down we will do our best."
"your best wont keep me calm lady do what ever you have to fucking do to have her and my kids."
"OK but we cant do that with you in the room." the lady said touching safarees hand so he could let Nicki's go.
"sir we cant do that with you in the room."
safaree let go of Nicki's hand and watched as she disappeared behind the door. he fell to his knees defeated and began to cry in his hands.
"daddy." safaree heard a voice call. "daddy go to the church on the third level of the hospital i have to talk to you."
safaree looked around lost. he didn't know where the voice was coming from but it was like he heard it before.
"daddy its me zion." safaree looked around. "its me zion daddy go."
safaree got up and did as instructed. he ran to the elevator and pressed the button about five times until it finally made his floor.he hoped on and pressed the door close button five times until the elevator began to beep and the doors made there way closed. once he hit the third floor he raced in the direction of the church.
"daddy."
"yes zion. you know daddy needs you and your sister to be strong in there." safaree said looking around for the little boy.
he looked towards the front of the church and could see a little boy playing on the floor with a toy truck.
"i know we will be OK as long as mommy does what shes told of him."
"who is he zion?"
"HIM daddy."
"you mean god?"
"yes."
"how do you know?"
"he told me."
"you know him?"
"of course i do daddy i have to say somewhere before i get to mommy. we all do." the little boy said laughing.
"so your all going to be OK?"
"as long as mommy listens to him." zion said as he began to fade away.
"wait where are you going."
"back to mommy daddy you have calls to make."
"i love you zion."
"i love you daddy."
........
"hello?"
"safaree is everything OK?"
"no everything is not OK ms carol how much money do you and robert have?"
"why whats going on?"
"i cant get to you guys but i need you here do you guys have enough money to catch a flight to the UK?"
"i think so."
"OK let me get in touch with candi first maybe i can get her get all of you tickets."
"what will we do about kiah?"
"bring him too."
"whats going on safaree?"
"its been an accident."
"what happened where is onika?"
"shes in the or but shes going to be fine i just want you all here when she wakes up."
"OK we are on our way. i wanna hear a full story when i get there."
"yes ma'am I'm going to call you right back after i hear form candice OK."
"OK safaree please work quick i want to get to my daughter as soon as possible."
safaree hung up the phone and dialed candi.
"safaree what the hell is going on the barbs are going crazy! its tears all over the place on this time line and they drilling me with all sorts of questions i don't have the answers to."
"candi calm down you know all of Nicki's information right?"
"yeah why whats going on safaree please tell me shes OK."
"what have you seen on the time line?"
"one of the uk barbs said she got shot in the chest during a show."
"she was right but i need you to be calm because i need you to get robbert kiah and ms carol here."
"OK safaree is she going to be OK?"
"shes in the or now but a little birdy told me she wold be OK."
"a liddle birdie safaree this is not a joke."
"yeah a little some one told me she would be fine. you wont believe it if i told you but please."
"i know safaree I'm on it."
"when you guys land here call me i should be right out side waiting for you."
"OK."
whit that safaree ended the call with candi and returned to the first floor.
"safaree?"
"yes ms carol candi will be to pick you guys up soon you will take the private jet to me and ill bring you to Nicki from there."
"they have pictures safaree can you tell them not to post them."
"who has pictures."
"everyone who was at the concert."
"OK ill handle it."
@SCAFFBEEZY: please barbs if you have video or pictures of tonight's show do not post them.
.......
the next morning...
safaree woke up in the waiting room he found the nearest doctor possible.
"excuse me?"the doctor continued to talk to the receptionist.
"EXCUSE ME!"
"yes sir Can help you?"
"is there anything on onika."
"umm the lady with the twins?"
"yes that's her."
"well we had a bit of complications."
"what what do you mean."
"her body started rejecting the blood we gave her last night."
"wait what? is she going to be OK?"
"yes right now they are trying the blood again. in most cases people take the blood the second time. others don't but we wont know until we try again."
"OK thank you." safaree said with a look of defeat.
"sir you should go home shower. I'm sure by the time you get back she will be as good as new." the doctor said walking of in a strong British accent."oh sir do you know if she hit her head?"
"i caught her."
"OK just asking?"
"is something wrong?" safaree said grabbing a hold to the doctor.
"no. and can you let me go sir. i just wanted to be sure that." the doctor stopped and looked at his pager."I'm sorry sir I'm needed in or but she will be fine."
safaree sat and could see the blood all over his white shirt. the stains on his jeans. he decided to take the doctors advise and go change and get real rest. he called for a car and made sure to leave a guard for when Nicki got put in a room. safaree got out of the shower. he took one of the bags and empty it he got underwear a bra and some clothes and shoes for Nicki. he also put a few things in there for him. safaree hopped in the bed and drifted to a sleep.
"safaree!"
"huh?"
"safaree!"
"huh what?"
"ms carol called shes wondering where you are."
"oh shit! thanks Terrence."
"your welcome the car is out waiting for you."
"OK can you go back and sit with Nicki till i get there."
"that's where I'm headed man."
"OK thanks."
safaree got in the truck and headed for the air port.
"hello ms carol?"
"yes safaree."
"how long have you guys been waiting for me."
"only 15min now they told me you decided to go to the hotel to get rest after not sleeping much that night so i figured id let you sleep."
"no I'm fine but I'm on my way now."
"oh you didn't have to we called a cab."
"well don't get in it I'm right down the street."
"OK we will be right here."
"is candi with you?"
"yes."
"can i speak with her?"
"yes."
"hello?"
"yeah did you bring everything i asked you to bring?"
"yes her robe this god awful shirt and her over night bag that's always packed in the closet."
"OK thank you." safaree said pulling up to the air port. "you guys can come out now."
"OK is this you in this White truck?"
"yeah." with that the phone convo ended.
"OK safaree what happened?"ms carol said getting into the SUV.
"last night we were at the venue. she got on stage like normal she got into that song like one bar and all i heard was screams. i ran to her because i saw she was about to fall and i didn't want her to fall on the babies and i also didn't want her to hit her head."
"where did she get shot are the babies OK is she OK whats going on?"
"shes fine the babies are OK. shes OK. she got shot in her shoulder the left one. she lost alot of blood but shes going to be fine."
"when can we see her?"
"when i left this morning they was still trying to get her body to stop rejecting the blood so i guess
"when ever that process is done. you know how doctors are they don't tell you much."
the SUV pulled up to the hospital and a lady walked up to safaree.
"excuse me sir are you here for onika maraj?"
"yes whats wrong."
"shes been hysterical since he woke up. shes looking for you."
zion: http://twitter.com/PINKMunyBARBIE/status/143606511246114816/photo/1
"oh shit Michelle." safaree said under his breath.
"what was that sir?"
"nothing."
"if you know who did its its important that you tell us."
"no I'm not sure if it was her."
"do you have her name?"
"only her first name."
"you don't know her last name?"
"i know it i just cant think of it right now."
"do they have the blood and stuff ready because if she keeps loosing blood like this she will lose the babies."
"i cant loose them safaree make them drive faster! why aren't you trying to help me!"Nicki screamed punching safaree in the arm.
"mommy he cant hear you."
"what?"
"i said he cant hear you." a little boy with braids big eyes with his thumb in his mouth said.
"who are you lambchop."
"zion."
"who?"
"zion." the little boy said touching Nicki's belly.
"oh my god my baby." Nicki said reaching for the child's face.
"mommy you have to get back in there."
"huh?"
"your out here you have to get back in here." zion said standing above Nicki's head.
"but what are you doing out here?"
"he sent me to tell you to get back in there so we wont die."
"who is he baby?"
"you know." zion said turning his head to the side. "HIM." zion said pointing at the sky.
"god baby?" Nicki said looking up with a smile.
"yes. but if you don't go back soon we will die. you will live but we will die." zion began to fade.
"zion how do i go back?"
"just go back mommy. if you don't we will die."
Nicki looked at her self. she lay on top of her lifeless body until they became one. the ambulance stopped and nurses and doctors rushed to Nicki.
"how long has she been loosing blood like this?"
"well we stopped most of it but the whole ride form the venue."
"get her in the or now!"
safaree ran after her holding her hand the whole way.
"sir is their any one you need to call."
"no i have to be with her."
"we cant have you in the or is there anyone you need to call?"
"yes."
"go call them calm down we will do our best."
"your best wont keep me calm lady do what ever you have to fucking do to have her and my kids."
"OK but we cant do that with you in the room." the lady said touching safarees hand so he could let Nicki's go.
"sir we cant do that with you in the room."
safaree let go of Nicki's hand and watched as she disappeared behind the door. he fell to his knees defeated and began to cry in his hands.
"daddy." safaree heard a voice call. "daddy go to the church on the third level of the hospital i have to talk to you."
safaree looked around lost. he didn't know where the voice was coming from but it was like he heard it before.
"daddy its me zion." safaree looked around. "its me zion daddy go."
safaree got up and did as instructed. he ran to the elevator and pressed the button about five times until it finally made his floor.he hoped on and pressed the door close button five times until the elevator began to beep and the doors made there way closed. once he hit the third floor he raced in the direction of the church.
"daddy."
"yes zion. you know daddy needs you and your sister to be strong in there." safaree said looking around for the little boy.
he looked towards the front of the church and could see a little boy playing on the floor with a toy truck.
"i know we will be OK as long as mommy does what shes told of him."
"who is he zion?"
"HIM daddy."
"you mean god?"
"yes."
"how do you know?"
"he told me."
"you know him?"
"of course i do daddy i have to say somewhere before i get to mommy. we all do." the little boy said laughing.
"so your all going to be OK?"
"as long as mommy listens to him." zion said as he began to fade away.
"wait where are you going."
"back to mommy daddy you have calls to make."
"i love you zion."
"i love you daddy."
........
"hello?"
"safaree is everything OK?"
"no everything is not OK ms carol how much money do you and robert have?"
"why whats going on?"
"i cant get to you guys but i need you here do you guys have enough money to catch a flight to the UK?"
"i think so."
"OK let me get in touch with candi first maybe i can get her get all of you tickets."
"what will we do about kiah?"
"bring him too."
"whats going on safaree?"
"its been an accident."
"what happened where is onika?"
"shes in the or but shes going to be fine i just want you all here when she wakes up."
"OK we are on our way. i wanna hear a full story when i get there."
"yes ma'am I'm going to call you right back after i hear form candice OK."
"OK safaree please work quick i want to get to my daughter as soon as possible."
safaree hung up the phone and dialed candi.
"safaree what the hell is going on the barbs are going crazy! its tears all over the place on this time line and they drilling me with all sorts of questions i don't have the answers to."
"candi calm down you know all of Nicki's information right?"
"yeah why whats going on safaree please tell me shes OK."
"what have you seen on the time line?"
"one of the uk barbs said she got shot in the chest during a show."
"she was right but i need you to be calm because i need you to get robbert kiah and ms carol here."
"OK safaree is she going to be OK?"
"shes in the or now but a little birdy told me she wold be OK."
"a liddle birdie safaree this is not a joke."
"yeah a little some one told me she would be fine. you wont believe it if i told you but please."
"i know safaree I'm on it."
"when you guys land here call me i should be right out side waiting for you."
"OK."
whit that safaree ended the call with candi and returned to the first floor.
"safaree?"
"yes ms carol candi will be to pick you guys up soon you will take the private jet to me and ill bring you to Nicki from there."
"they have pictures safaree can you tell them not to post them."
"who has pictures."
"everyone who was at the concert."
"OK ill handle it."
@SCAFFBEEZY: please barbs if you have video or pictures of tonight's show do not post them.
.......
the next morning...
safaree woke up in the waiting room he found the nearest doctor possible.
"excuse me?"the doctor continued to talk to the receptionist.
"EXCUSE ME!"
"yes sir Can help you?"
"is there anything on onika."
"umm the lady with the twins?"
"yes that's her."
"well we had a bit of complications."
"what what do you mean."
"her body started rejecting the blood we gave her last night."
"wait what? is she going to be OK?"
"yes right now they are trying the blood again. in most cases people take the blood the second time. others don't but we wont know until we try again."
"OK thank you." safaree said with a look of defeat.
"sir you should go home shower. I'm sure by the time you get back she will be as good as new." the doctor said walking of in a strong British accent."oh sir do you know if she hit her head?"
"i caught her."
"OK just asking?"
"is something wrong?" safaree said grabbing a hold to the doctor.
"no. and can you let me go sir. i just wanted to be sure that." the doctor stopped and looked at his pager."I'm sorry sir I'm needed in or but she will be fine."
safaree sat and could see the blood all over his white shirt. the stains on his jeans. he decided to take the doctors advise and go change and get real rest. he called for a car and made sure to leave a guard for when Nicki got put in a room. safaree got out of the shower. he took one of the bags and empty it he got underwear a bra and some clothes and shoes for Nicki. he also put a few things in there for him. safaree hopped in the bed and drifted to a sleep.
"safaree!"
"huh?"
"safaree!"
"huh what?"
"ms carol called shes wondering where you are."
"oh shit! thanks Terrence."
"your welcome the car is out waiting for you."
"OK can you go back and sit with Nicki till i get there."
"that's where I'm headed man."
"OK thanks."
safaree got in the truck and headed for the air port.
"hello ms carol?"
"yes safaree."
"how long have you guys been waiting for me."
"only 15min now they told me you decided to go to the hotel to get rest after not sleeping much that night so i figured id let you sleep."
"no I'm fine but I'm on my way now."
"oh you didn't have to we called a cab."
"well don't get in it I'm right down the street."
"OK we will be right here."
"is candi with you?"
"yes."
"can i speak with her?"
"yes."
"hello?"
"yeah did you bring everything i asked you to bring?"
"yes her robe this god awful shirt and her over night bag that's always packed in the closet."
"OK thank you." safaree said pulling up to the air port. "you guys can come out now."
"OK is this you in this White truck?"
"yeah." with that the phone convo ended.
"OK safaree what happened?"ms carol said getting into the SUV.
"last night we were at the venue. she got on stage like normal she got into that song like one bar and all i heard was screams. i ran to her because i saw she was about to fall and i didn't want her to fall on the babies and i also didn't want her to hit her head."
"where did she get shot are the babies OK is she OK whats going on?"
"shes fine the babies are OK. shes OK. she got shot in her shoulder the left one. she lost alot of blood but shes going to be fine."
"when can we see her?"
"when i left this morning they was still trying to get her body to stop rejecting the blood so i guess
"when ever that process is done. you know how doctors are they don't tell you much."
the SUV pulled up to the hospital and a lady walked up to safaree.
"excuse me sir are you here for onika maraj?"
"yes whats wrong."
"shes been hysterical since he woke up. shes looking for you."
zion: http://twitter.com/PINKMunyBARBIE/status/143606511246114816/photo/1
ok i know yall not happy with me but at least yall know hbs ok right... sorry like its my last month of school.. please be sure to listen to this song i love it soo much.. and i promise ill be back asap love you guys!! COMMENT OR ELSE!! and thats a pic of zion as they saw him aint he crute :))..
Sunday, January 8, 2012
LOVE AFTER WAR
OK hey you guys this is the chapter I've been trying to get you all ready for.. I'm sorry in advance and its just fiction... not much to say but i hope you guys don't wanna kill me too much after you read this chapter. i may post again tomorrow but idk. love ya punkins happy reading.. well u know what i mean...
"Nicki are you going to talk to me."
"its nothing for me to say safaree."
"you haven't said a thing since we pulled off from the doctors office."
"what the hell do you want me to say safaree." Nicki screamed putting her keys in the bowl."
minnie ran around the corner barking and ms carol came out of the guest room.
"onika what did i tell you about that mouth of yours!"
"ma not now please."
"excuse me?"
"i said not now." Nicki said storming up the stairs safaree close behind.
"some one please inform me of this attitude my daughter has before i forget shes 27."
"the doctor got smart with her today."
"oh well you make the bed you lay in it after."
"i told her to find a new doctor." Lauren said sitting on the kitchen counter.
"your butt goes in the chair and not on that good counter Lauren." ms carol said hitting her legs with the towel.
Nicki's room...
"so we back to this Nicki?"
"back to what safaree can you just leave me alone please."
"no when you leave things with you alone you get pushed out the picture."
Nicki walked in her closet putting her shoes back on the shelf. she then hopped off the stepping stool and grabbed her two suitcases.
"what are you packing for?"
"did you forget about the UK or am i the only one that gives a hell about the barbs?"
"Nicki slow down she said you have high blood pressure can you just sit for a minute ill pack your bag for you."
"i can do shit on my own why do people treat me like just because I'm pregnant I'm not fully capable of doing things for my self?"
"because some things... Nicki JUST SIT THE FUCK DOWN FOR A MINUTE! damn!"
"don't yell at me safaree." Nicki said taking a seat.
"maybe if you listen with out me yelling at you i wouldn't have to."
Nicki lay back on the bed rubbing her belly. it had tightened since that doctor and her mess which caused Nicki alot of pain and gained her a new waddle. Nicki was unaware of the faces she was making so she was shocked when safaree began to rub her belly with her.
"are you OK Nicki."
"its a pain like my belly it tight. it hurts bad."
"I'm going to run you a hot bath. we can let it cool down a bit while i talk to you and rub this Ben gay on your tummy."
"no that stuff stinks safaree."
"so it will help the babies calm down just a little bit."
"how do you know this?"
"because when shanequa was pregnant she would have me do this for her." he said walking off to the bathroom running the hot water.
"Nicki i don't know how we got her but just like you want everything back to normal i want everything back to normal. nothing mean more to me than being able to hold you at night being able to talk to the babies and being at every appointment no matter what you may think so things like what happened today will never happen again. but i also think you should find another doctor."
“no safaree.”
“why not?”
“because.” she said putting her head down.
“wait come again?”
“no i don't want to find another doctor safaree.”
“what do you mean u don't want to find another doctor? Lauren told me what she said to you Nicki she threatened your life! our kids life!”
"her threats don't mean shit to me safaree." Nicki said getting up standing in front of safaree so he could unzip her dress for her.
"well they mean something to me and if you wont call around for a new one i will." safaree said pulling the dress down so she could step out of it.
safaree watched as Nicki entered the closet searching for her robe. he spotted it before she did and went to retrieve it for her.
"here baby."
"how did you know that's what i was looking for."
"because as much as i know you miss me i know it ain't a chance in hell that id be so lucky to see u walk around like that while your mother is here."
"well thank you." Nicki said smiling but making her smile disappear quicker than it had made its appearance on her face.
“why are you eating this shit!” safaree said looking at the half eaten king size snickers on her night stand.
“the babies wanted it.”
“we will not start that.”
“come on safaree when was the last time you saw me eat like this.”
“atlanta honestly.”
“ok then.” she said snatching the half eaten snickers out of his hands.
“well i forgive you.”
“for what nigga you have no choice and just cuz you forgive me don't mean ill do the same.”
“wait what the fuck did you even get mad at me for i still don't know what i did.”
“hahaha safaree I'm so cute with my Carmel skin I'm taller than Nicki my ass is bigger and ill flip my hair a million times and laugh at your stupid ass jokes loud so you can think I'm cute. oh and Nicki just so you know yo man gave me the pipe I'm sprung and i THINK hes mine."
“oh your mad cuz she wants the goods?”
“ding ding ding ding ding so bob tell em what hes won. aaaaaaaaaa slap Nicki. and no nigga I'm mad because she got the goods and decided for her self that she had bragging rights.” she said slapping him in the back of his head.
“ouch but you know it would be the same if i was around drake so we wont even take it there Nicki.”
“and you think we should tell?”
“tell what?”
“about us you doof.”
“really?”
“yes i mean I'm going to have to soon what will i tell them about the babies?”
“i don't know tell them the stork gave them to you.”
“a stork safaree sit.”
“what are we going to name the babies Nicki?”
“well i don't know safaree we just found out what we are having.”
“i have a name in mind for a girl.”
"well what about the boy safaree?"
“i know what i want to name him too.”
“what? safaree has baby names?”
“yeah lol i wanna have some say in names.”
“ok lets hear what ya got?”
“zion for the little man. or alijah.”
“woah safaree that's not half bad i like zion but alijah not sitting right with me. what you got for the lady bug?” Nicki said rubbing her belly.
“Nevaeh is pretty.. and imani is also.”
“i know too many people named imani from queens i don't like that one but nevaeh is pretty!”
“ha you didn't know i got skills like that huh?”
"no i didn't but i like those names."
"what names?" ms carol said knocking on the half opened door.
"zion the boy and nevaeh for a girl."
"those are pretty who came up with that?"
"safaree."
"wait all by his self?"
"yes ma all by him self."
"wow well I'm guessing you got a boy and a girl in there since you guys are set on names."
"yes ma'am daddy's girl."
"and mamas boy." Nicki and safaree said exchanging looks.
ms carol smiled and began to leave the room she stopped at the door before closing it and just looked.
"what ma?"
"you two should get married your so good together."
"ma we are far from marriage."
"what?" safaree said looking at Nicki."
"i mean.. we are still fixing things. we need time safaree."
"well you guys work on that and by the way onika my plane leaves tomorrow at 6 who taking em to the airport?"
"umm well our plane leaves at 6 to ma so we will ride together."
"and where are you going."
"i have shows in the UK before i get to the point where doing anything is beyond the question. my barbs need me ma."
"and so does your real children onika. so when this is done. practice sitting still."
"OK ma. good night."
"good night onika. good night safaree."
"night mama carol."
safaree waited until the door was closed and then he led Nicki to the tub. he put a few aroma therapy oil drops in the water and helped Nicki over the bar.
"you good."
"yes thank you safaree."
"so how it this being pregnant thing going for you?"
"huh?"
"i don't knwo does it make you feel different?"
"different how safaree?"
"i don't know Nicki i just wanna know how you feel."
"well I'm horny all most all the time. its like my hormones are on steroids. i cant help when i snap I've been going off on everybody poor martin."
"he deserves it and like is it OK for you to .... you know while the babies are in there?"
"i don't know that would be something you could go look up while i sit in here and try to relax."
"OK well when your ready to get out just yell."
"safaree wait can you light my candles and turn the light off?"
"yes nick."
"oh and can you.."
"bring in your ipod and the ipod deck yes. any thing else."
"will you grab the rest of that snickers of the table?"
"no."
"i tried."
"yeah you did."
"but I'm hungry."
"aren't you always ill go out and pic up something."
"thanks faree."
safarees phone buzzed laying on the bathroom counter. Nicki looked at it then at the clock that read 2am.
"who in the hell?" she thought to her self but she just brushed it off.
safaree came back putting everything up and reached for the lights. he heard his phone buzz again and reached for it on the counter.
"if your going for food how will you know if i need you?"
"you wont need me till the water gets cold so I'm going to go now and then check on that other thing for you."
"what other thing safaree?"
"you know."
"the sex thing?"
"yeah that."
"why you just don't say that then?"
"its just weird with your mom being here."
Nicki just looked up at safaree and laughed and continued to her bath.
"and Nicki don't go to sleep in that water!"
"OK i wont!"
"i mean it."
"ill try safaree but its working i feel so much better."
"ill try to find you a heating pad or blanket."
"thank you i prefer the blanket."
"i bet you do." safaree said closing the door opening the text."
hey can we talk? ~Michelle
no I'm busy.~safaree
are you with her?~Michelle
last time i checked that was none of your business.~safaree
you know what we can talk meet me at my place in a few. ~safaree
i thought you'd see it my way. ~Michelle
what... you know what what ever just meet me. ~safaree
safaree thought of what he could have sent to his house so he could pack and get clothes for tomorrow.
"we haven't had Chinese food in a while. did i give her back her phone?"
I'm getting Chinese food what do you want?~safaree
ummm what i want your not going to let me get~Nicki
general chicken?~safaree
yes please hot.~Nicki
no hot mild and what else?~safaree
pepper steak or if your getting it ill just pick off of yours.~Nicki
no you wont ill get you your own. and the veggies and rice?~safaree
you know it thank you. oh and some apple juice or orange juice please.~Nicki
they don't have apple juice or orange juice Nicki~ safaree
please faree?~Nicki
fine nick ill just have to make a trip to the store.~ safaree
hurry waters getting cold~Nicki
put more hot water in don't get out of that tub on your own Nicki~safaree
when its cold I'm getting out safaree.~Nicki
......
safarees house.....
safaree got out the car and ran in the house. he was in such a hurry he didn't notice Michelle's car outside let alone her sitting on the couch in the living room.
"this is where it all happened." she said feeling on the leather couch.
safaree snapped his head around and put his keys in the bowl.
"how the hell you get in here."
"i figured you never changed the locks and when i sold you the house you were too busy trying to get my number that i forgot to give you the spare i made. came in handy right?"
"yeah what ever. I'm going to need that back when you leave today."
"why who says we wont be together."
"i do that who."
"hello yes can i get two pepper steaks a general chicken dinner mild and can you make one of the pepper steaks a dinner to?"
"do you want egg rolls sir?"
"yes please and duck sauce."
"for pick up or delivery?"
"delivery."
"12557 Greens Barry Lane?"
"yes."
"OK 15 minutes."
"thank you." safaree said hanging up the phone.
safaree turned and bumped into Michelle.
"whoa." he said putting out his hands.
"whats wrong baby." she said touching from his collar to the front of his pants.
"your too close that's what and don't touch me there."
"you didn't have a problem with it a few weeks ago."
"i was also drunk."
"a drunk man---"
"tells no lies?" safaree finished pulling her hands off of him again. "but in my right mind which i am in right now he can control him self and he is also aware of what hes has and wants." he said moving from her reach going into his room retrieving his bags for his closet.
"safaree you know you want to be with me."
"no and you see that's what i need you to fully under stand for me Michelle. i don't want you i wanna be happy with Nicki."
"so that's who the ring is for?"
"what-- you've been through my things? how long have you been here? and if you must know yes. its for her."
"she cant give you what i can give you safaree."
"and whats that?"
"she cant give you a happy home. stress free. she cant be with you like i can."
"your talking crazy. we spend all our time together i only called you here to tell you that what ever you THOUGHT we had we don't and i would like it if you left us alone."
"you don't mean that safaree."
"i mean every bit of it and we found her a new doctor so no need for you to be expecting anymore visits from us." safaree said putting the last of his clothes in bags.
"where are you going."
"again that none of your business." safaree said taking the bags putting them by the front door.
he grabbed another duffel from the front closet and took off to his bathroom. he swiped at everything on the left side of the counter putting it all in his bag. he then took the ring off the dresser and put it in his bag too.
"so your going to propose to her?"
"that's the plan as soon as i get you out of out hair."
"and you thought that would be done tonight."
"no i know it will be done tonight." safaree said going to put his bags in the car.
safaree walked past the delivery guy and told him to just step in the house.
"OK how much was the damage."
"51.50 sir"
"oh this shit better be good 51.50"
"enjoy sir."
"thank you."he said turning to Michelle.
"can you go now?"
"no we are not don't talking." Michelle said crossing her arms.
"yes we are you lose Nicki wins the end of the fucking story. i dontwant you."
"you will regret this safaree."
"no I'm sure i wont."
"yes you will."
"the only thing ill ever regret is almost cheating on my girlfriend/best friend and mother of my children with you."
"you don't mean that safaree."
"yes i do."
"you don't your just talking out of anger."
"i do and you can hold on to that key ill have the locks changed no telling how many of those you have. and i have to go. my baby is waiting for me to help her out of the tub. and my babies are hungry. let your self out. oh and don't forget to lock the door with that key of yours."
"safaree!"
"Michelle it was nice talking to you but i have to go." he said closing the door tho his apple red Bentley.
........
Nicki's place.....
"sooo it is safe for her to have sex while shes pregnant with the babies. wow amazing." he said getting off the bed closing the mack book.
"Nicki! i told you not to go to sleep in that tub."
"i know but i put more hot water in and.. well went to sleep."
"come on lets get out."
"truth be told safaree the water felt so good i didn't even wash so help me out and into the shower."
"OK the bath was just for you to relax."
"oh well why didn't you say that."
"because i know you even if you did wash you would have wanted to take a shower."
"yeah your right. where is the food?"
"on the night stand."
"did you get my juice?"
"apple and orange baby."
"OK ill be out in a few."
safaree looked around the room for her Shea butter. he lit candles in the room and moved the knob on the light switch for it to be dim. he heard the shower cut off and shortly after was greeted by a set of hands.
"damn safaree i really do put on alot of perfume." Nicki said sitting on the bed.
"why you say that because i still smell it on you from this morning."
"really that's--- umm that's weird." in his mind safaree was thanking god that Nicki and Mechelle wore the same perfume.
"yeah." Nicki said picking up the Shea butter.
"no let me. lay back."
safaree traveled up Nicki's legs from her feet to her thick thighs rubbing the Shea butter in. he stopped at her thighs watching her face as moans escaped her mouth.
"baby shhh."
"but safaree i told you my hormones are on crack and that feels soo good."
"if you continue to moan loud like that i wont be able to help you with those hormones of yours. your mother is in the other room this is weird as it is."
"OK OK ill try."
safaree got on his knees and sat Nicki on the edge of the bed. her silk robe draped her shoulders as he kissed and lotion every inch of her body. she grabbed for his head once he reached her Brest and her robe fell draping the small of her back.
"oh god safaree." she said running her nails down the back of his head.
safaree stood pushing Nicki fully onto the bed laying her back. he removed her robe and slowly made his way back down her body to her center kissing ever step of the way. safaree kissed her bud as he teased her with his tongue.
"safaree pleas don't tease me."
"you want it?"
"yes."
"how bad."
"BAD!"
safarees tongue danced across Nicki's center making her wetter than he has ever seen her before.
"safaree I'm about to."
"no your not don't lie."
"i am safaree I'm coming!"
"really Nicki i barley even started."
"what its not me everything is like enhanced faree."
"so is that it?"
"no don't stop keep going."
"but you just--"
"trust me its more where that came from."
safaree kissed his way up to her neck and worked there. he slowly moved from her neck to her lips while she rubbed and caressed the back of his head. he let his pants fall to the floor and his erection you could clearly see through his black boxers.
"he wants me?" Nicki said in a low tone.
"more than you will ever know."
"well give him what he wants."
"I'm scared i don't wanna hurt you or them."
"what did it say about it when you looked it up?"
"that its fine."
"well what are you waiting for safaree?"
"i don't know."
"do you need help finding it out?" Nicki said pulling his penis out of his boxers.
"no." he said entering her slowly.
"if its uncomfortable let me know."
"right now the only thing uncomfortable about it is your squishing my belly."
"oh shit Nicki safaree said rolling on his side."
"safaree ha ha its fine. this is new to us its going to take some time to get use to."
"OK well put you leg over the top of mine and turn on your side."
"i love it when you take charge its sexy."
"yeah yeah little less chatter more u know."
"so I'm talking too much faree?"
"no but hes going to sleep on you."
"i dare him to that's nothing i cant fix."
"I'm sure of it but i don't want you doing that so put your leg up here."
Nicki put her leg on top of safaree and safaree pulled her closer to him. he entered her slowly and berried his face in her neck.
"oh shit safaree."
"huh what did i do?" he said stopping his stroke.
"nothing baby keep going."
safaree moved a little bit faster as Nicki grew tighter.
damn her walls keep pulling like this and ima make her mad. safaree thought to him self.
"Nicki baby if your doing that please stop or i promise your going to be mad."
"doing what?"
"is it just me or is it tight in here?"
Nicki tossed her head back in laughter
"that's not me safaree ill tell you about that later." she said through laughs.
"OK."
"safaree baby stroke faster please."
"if i do i promise your going to be mad at me."
"i wont I'm there too just do it."
safaree turned Nicki the other way he pulled her leg back a bit and entered her again.
"wait pull out and do that a few more times." safaree did and then entered her on the last one and began again.
"god safaree why weren't like this the first damn time everything in this position feels so damn good."
safaree held her waist while moving just the way he knew she wanted him to. he kissed at the back of her neck moving her hair out of his face.
"safaree I'm bout to."
"i know i know me to."
"my god!"
"ahhhh shit Nicki."
they both said as they both reached their climax.
"i don't think I've ever called on god over a climax."Nicki said rolling on her back."
"and i don't think I've ever heard you do so either." safaree said wrapping his arms around her.
"wheres my food?"
"right there on the night stand."
"and my juice?"
"in the mini fridge."
"can you go warm the food back up please?"
"yes." safaree said putting on his night pants hanging in Nicki's closet taking the food to warm it up.
safaree left the room heading down stairs. he reached the hall to the kitchen and minnie came running out barking.
"its just me its just me its just me ankle biter!"
minnie looked at safaree and followed him into the kitchen.
"why did she get you?"
"safaree are you OK?" Nicki yelled down to safaree.
"yes but can you call off you vicious attack dog please."
"minnie! come to mama."
minnie raced up the stairs to Nicki as safaree put in the second plate.
Nicki sat on the bed with minnie opening her mack book. she began reading the page safaree left open. safaree phone buzzed until it hit the floor. Nicki picked up the phone and opened the text message.
she cant give you what i can. remember that when your fucking her. ~Michelle
Nicki decided to fuck with her and pretend she was safaree.
she just gave me everything you wish you could~safaree
really well i guess your really happy with her huh?~Michelle
yes i am.~safaree
i bet you thought i wasn't listening to what you said at your house a few hours ago? ~safaree
what did i say?~Michelle
at this point Michelle knew it was Nicki replying so she decided to mess with Nicki back.
that you just needed time to get rid of her and then you would be mines again.~Michelle
you are a delusional bitch safaree was right! we are happy over here and your little schemes to fuck us up are going to fail stupid bitch! by the way this is Nicki if you were to stupid to figure it out. all them brains and no smarts doc.~safaree
fuck you! i swear one day ill catch you alone. no friends no safaree. that day he will become mine. because i swear bitch I'm going to kill you!~Michelle
you are crazy. well have fun with that. it seems you forgot who i am. but all is fair in love & war. gotta go my man is bring me up food. muah! bitch! ~safaree.
Nicki deleted all the text messages she sent to Michelle out of the phone. and returned it to its place. she picked up minnie and lay her on her stomach as she waited for safaree to come backup with food.
........
Uk...... first night show..... (aka the death of pinkmunybarbie)
@NICKIMINAJ: OK barbz who's here? getting ready back stage a few minutes until i go on where y'all at?
@NICKIMINAJ RT @nesszolanski : we here HB like where you at though?
@NICKIMINAJ RT @coupleboobs: you know I'm here cant wait to see you hb like djfkjhdosahiofcndsjbnfvhesdfuhsajdkashd
@NICKIMINAJ RT @londonkendoll: omggg hb i cant Wait to freaking see you!!
@NICKIMINAJ: barbz hope to sell every last one of you after the show muah muah mauhhhhh!
“They ready for you.” Martin said texting back someone in his phone.
“What do you mean they ready for me? I’m not dressed. Are you playing martin because i don’t have time for your shit today?” Nicki said sitting in the chair while Terrence put the finishing touches on her wig.
“Yes why would I play I learned my lesson the first time Nic?” Martin said looking up at her leaning on the wall.
“Shit!”
Nicki got up out of the chair she was sitting in and ran into her changing booth she slipped on her jeans and corset. She grabbed the Chole perfume of the vanity and sprayed one last time. Terrence fussed at little pieces of her hair with portable flatirons.
“OK you know what Terrence? Am I good?”
“Yeah I just gotta—-“
“If I’m good then just let me go not enough time for you to be perfecting the little things.”
“OK OK just this one piece and you can go.”
“Ms. Minaj 5 minutes till curtains.”
“How in the hell am I suppose to go half way across this stadium in fiv——”
Safaree bent down to lift Nicki up. She grabbed a tight hold to his neck as they shot down the hall. They reached the stairs and Nicki could see the countdown on the side of the stage. Safaree placed her on the floor and gave her a kiss.
“Ima be right here till my cue. Make me and your barbs proud.” He said fixing an out of place hair.
Nicki smiled and took her place on the mount to the stage. She watched as the fog formed a could. She grabbed the mic and walked through the thick smoke.
“Told y’all on Drakes shit told y’all to fixate bitches on my old shit buy my old mix tap—-“
Nicki stood still watching people run. Her eyes darted from person to person. Her heart started to race and she could hear her heart beat as if she was listening to it through a stethoscope. she stood completely still watching the crowd get smaller and smaller until she heard a familiar scream.
“No! No! No! Nicki don’t do this to me! Baby please open your eyes! Don’t leave me stay with me baby talk to me! I cant live with out you! Hold on! please for the babies Nicki.”
“Safaree I’m right here I’m fine.” Nicki said turning to look at Safaree.
Nicki dropped her mic as she looked at her self laying lifeless on Safarees lap. She watched the paramedics take her body away and Safaree run after them. She continued to follow as she saw then lay her into the back of the ambulance. safaree jumped into the back of the truck looking at Nicki.
"safaree do something why are you just sitting there don't let me die!"
tears strolled down safarees face.
"is she going to be OK.?"
"yes is she pregnant?"
"yes with twins."
"i not going to promise about the babies but shes going to be OK."
"how did this happen sir."
"i don't know she was on the stage and the next thing i know i was running to catch her."
"does she have any you know?"
"any one wanting to kill her? no i don't think so."
"just then safaree paused."
............
bum bum bummmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm roflllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllll *evil laugh!* like im really on the floor fucking dead! but anywaydoe anystank hoe thats that.. till next time be sure to listen to robin thique love after war... ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha! duces!
"Nicki are you going to talk to me."
"its nothing for me to say safaree."
"you haven't said a thing since we pulled off from the doctors office."
"what the hell do you want me to say safaree." Nicki screamed putting her keys in the bowl."
minnie ran around the corner barking and ms carol came out of the guest room.
"onika what did i tell you about that mouth of yours!"
"ma not now please."
"excuse me?"
"i said not now." Nicki said storming up the stairs safaree close behind.
"some one please inform me of this attitude my daughter has before i forget shes 27."
"the doctor got smart with her today."
"oh well you make the bed you lay in it after."
"i told her to find a new doctor." Lauren said sitting on the kitchen counter.
"your butt goes in the chair and not on that good counter Lauren." ms carol said hitting her legs with the towel.
Nicki's room...
"so we back to this Nicki?"
"back to what safaree can you just leave me alone please."
"no when you leave things with you alone you get pushed out the picture."
Nicki walked in her closet putting her shoes back on the shelf. she then hopped off the stepping stool and grabbed her two suitcases.
"what are you packing for?"
"did you forget about the UK or am i the only one that gives a hell about the barbs?"
"Nicki slow down she said you have high blood pressure can you just sit for a minute ill pack your bag for you."
"i can do shit on my own why do people treat me like just because I'm pregnant I'm not fully capable of doing things for my self?"
"because some things... Nicki JUST SIT THE FUCK DOWN FOR A MINUTE! damn!"
"don't yell at me safaree." Nicki said taking a seat.
"maybe if you listen with out me yelling at you i wouldn't have to."
Nicki lay back on the bed rubbing her belly. it had tightened since that doctor and her mess which caused Nicki alot of pain and gained her a new waddle. Nicki was unaware of the faces she was making so she was shocked when safaree began to rub her belly with her.
"are you OK Nicki."
"its a pain like my belly it tight. it hurts bad."
"I'm going to run you a hot bath. we can let it cool down a bit while i talk to you and rub this Ben gay on your tummy."
"no that stuff stinks safaree."
"so it will help the babies calm down just a little bit."
"how do you know this?"
"because when shanequa was pregnant she would have me do this for her." he said walking off to the bathroom running the hot water.
"Nicki i don't know how we got her but just like you want everything back to normal i want everything back to normal. nothing mean more to me than being able to hold you at night being able to talk to the babies and being at every appointment no matter what you may think so things like what happened today will never happen again. but i also think you should find another doctor."
“no safaree.”
“why not?”
“because.” she said putting her head down.
“wait come again?”
“no i don't want to find another doctor safaree.”
“what do you mean u don't want to find another doctor? Lauren told me what she said to you Nicki she threatened your life! our kids life!”
"her threats don't mean shit to me safaree." Nicki said getting up standing in front of safaree so he could unzip her dress for her.
"well they mean something to me and if you wont call around for a new one i will." safaree said pulling the dress down so she could step out of it.
safaree watched as Nicki entered the closet searching for her robe. he spotted it before she did and went to retrieve it for her.
"here baby."
"how did you know that's what i was looking for."
"because as much as i know you miss me i know it ain't a chance in hell that id be so lucky to see u walk around like that while your mother is here."
"well thank you." Nicki said smiling but making her smile disappear quicker than it had made its appearance on her face.
“why are you eating this shit!” safaree said looking at the half eaten king size snickers on her night stand.
“the babies wanted it.”
“we will not start that.”
“come on safaree when was the last time you saw me eat like this.”
“atlanta honestly.”
“ok then.” she said snatching the half eaten snickers out of his hands.
“well i forgive you.”
“for what nigga you have no choice and just cuz you forgive me don't mean ill do the same.”
“wait what the fuck did you even get mad at me for i still don't know what i did.”
“hahaha safaree I'm so cute with my Carmel skin I'm taller than Nicki my ass is bigger and ill flip my hair a million times and laugh at your stupid ass jokes loud so you can think I'm cute. oh and Nicki just so you know yo man gave me the pipe I'm sprung and i THINK hes mine."
“oh your mad cuz she wants the goods?”
“ding ding ding ding ding so bob tell em what hes won. aaaaaaaaaa slap Nicki. and no nigga I'm mad because she got the goods and decided for her self that she had bragging rights.” she said slapping him in the back of his head.
“ouch but you know it would be the same if i was around drake so we wont even take it there Nicki.”
“and you think we should tell?”
“tell what?”
“about us you doof.”
“really?”
“yes i mean I'm going to have to soon what will i tell them about the babies?”
“i don't know tell them the stork gave them to you.”
“a stork safaree sit.”
“what are we going to name the babies Nicki?”
“well i don't know safaree we just found out what we are having.”
“i have a name in mind for a girl.”
"well what about the boy safaree?"
“i know what i want to name him too.”
“what? safaree has baby names?”
“yeah lol i wanna have some say in names.”
“ok lets hear what ya got?”
“zion for the little man. or alijah.”
“woah safaree that's not half bad i like zion but alijah not sitting right with me. what you got for the lady bug?” Nicki said rubbing her belly.
“Nevaeh is pretty.. and imani is also.”
“i know too many people named imani from queens i don't like that one but nevaeh is pretty!”
“ha you didn't know i got skills like that huh?”
"no i didn't but i like those names."
"what names?" ms carol said knocking on the half opened door.
"zion the boy and nevaeh for a girl."
"those are pretty who came up with that?"
"safaree."
"wait all by his self?"
"yes ma all by him self."
"wow well I'm guessing you got a boy and a girl in there since you guys are set on names."
"yes ma'am daddy's girl."
"and mamas boy." Nicki and safaree said exchanging looks.
ms carol smiled and began to leave the room she stopped at the door before closing it and just looked.
"what ma?"
"you two should get married your so good together."
"ma we are far from marriage."
"what?" safaree said looking at Nicki."
"i mean.. we are still fixing things. we need time safaree."
"well you guys work on that and by the way onika my plane leaves tomorrow at 6 who taking em to the airport?"
"umm well our plane leaves at 6 to ma so we will ride together."
"and where are you going."
"i have shows in the UK before i get to the point where doing anything is beyond the question. my barbs need me ma."
"and so does your real children onika. so when this is done. practice sitting still."
"OK ma. good night."
"good night onika. good night safaree."
"night mama carol."
safaree waited until the door was closed and then he led Nicki to the tub. he put a few aroma therapy oil drops in the water and helped Nicki over the bar.
"you good."
"yes thank you safaree."
"so how it this being pregnant thing going for you?"
"huh?"
"i don't knwo does it make you feel different?"
"different how safaree?"
"i don't know Nicki i just wanna know how you feel."
"well I'm horny all most all the time. its like my hormones are on steroids. i cant help when i snap I've been going off on everybody poor martin."
"he deserves it and like is it OK for you to .... you know while the babies are in there?"
"i don't know that would be something you could go look up while i sit in here and try to relax."
"OK well when your ready to get out just yell."
"safaree wait can you light my candles and turn the light off?"
"yes nick."
"oh and can you.."
"bring in your ipod and the ipod deck yes. any thing else."
"will you grab the rest of that snickers of the table?"
"no."
"i tried."
"yeah you did."
"but I'm hungry."
"aren't you always ill go out and pic up something."
"thanks faree."
safarees phone buzzed laying on the bathroom counter. Nicki looked at it then at the clock that read 2am.
"who in the hell?" she thought to her self but she just brushed it off.
safaree came back putting everything up and reached for the lights. he heard his phone buzz again and reached for it on the counter.
"if your going for food how will you know if i need you?"
"you wont need me till the water gets cold so I'm going to go now and then check on that other thing for you."
"what other thing safaree?"
"you know."
"the sex thing?"
"yeah that."
"why you just don't say that then?"
"its just weird with your mom being here."
Nicki just looked up at safaree and laughed and continued to her bath.
"and Nicki don't go to sleep in that water!"
"OK i wont!"
"i mean it."
"ill try safaree but its working i feel so much better."
"ill try to find you a heating pad or blanket."
"thank you i prefer the blanket."
"i bet you do." safaree said closing the door opening the text."
hey can we talk? ~Michelle
no I'm busy.~safaree
are you with her?~Michelle
last time i checked that was none of your business.~safaree
you know what we can talk meet me at my place in a few. ~safaree
i thought you'd see it my way. ~Michelle
what... you know what what ever just meet me. ~safaree
safaree thought of what he could have sent to his house so he could pack and get clothes for tomorrow.
"we haven't had Chinese food in a while. did i give her back her phone?"
I'm getting Chinese food what do you want?~safaree
ummm what i want your not going to let me get~Nicki
general chicken?~safaree
yes please hot.~Nicki
no hot mild and what else?~safaree
pepper steak or if your getting it ill just pick off of yours.~Nicki
no you wont ill get you your own. and the veggies and rice?~safaree
you know it thank you. oh and some apple juice or orange juice please.~Nicki
they don't have apple juice or orange juice Nicki~ safaree
please faree?~Nicki
fine nick ill just have to make a trip to the store.~ safaree
hurry waters getting cold~Nicki
put more hot water in don't get out of that tub on your own Nicki~safaree
when its cold I'm getting out safaree.~Nicki
......
safarees house.....
safaree got out the car and ran in the house. he was in such a hurry he didn't notice Michelle's car outside let alone her sitting on the couch in the living room.
"this is where it all happened." she said feeling on the leather couch.
safaree snapped his head around and put his keys in the bowl.
"how the hell you get in here."
"i figured you never changed the locks and when i sold you the house you were too busy trying to get my number that i forgot to give you the spare i made. came in handy right?"
"yeah what ever. I'm going to need that back when you leave today."
"why who says we wont be together."
"i do that who."
"hello yes can i get two pepper steaks a general chicken dinner mild and can you make one of the pepper steaks a dinner to?"
"do you want egg rolls sir?"
"yes please and duck sauce."
"for pick up or delivery?"
"delivery."
"12557 Greens Barry Lane?"
"yes."
"OK 15 minutes."
"thank you." safaree said hanging up the phone.
safaree turned and bumped into Michelle.
"whoa." he said putting out his hands.
"whats wrong baby." she said touching from his collar to the front of his pants.
"your too close that's what and don't touch me there."
"you didn't have a problem with it a few weeks ago."
"i was also drunk."
"a drunk man---"
"tells no lies?" safaree finished pulling her hands off of him again. "but in my right mind which i am in right now he can control him self and he is also aware of what hes has and wants." he said moving from her reach going into his room retrieving his bags for his closet.
"safaree you know you want to be with me."
"no and you see that's what i need you to fully under stand for me Michelle. i don't want you i wanna be happy with Nicki."
"so that's who the ring is for?"
"what-- you've been through my things? how long have you been here? and if you must know yes. its for her."
"she cant give you what i can give you safaree."
"and whats that?"
"she cant give you a happy home. stress free. she cant be with you like i can."
"your talking crazy. we spend all our time together i only called you here to tell you that what ever you THOUGHT we had we don't and i would like it if you left us alone."
"you don't mean that safaree."
"i mean every bit of it and we found her a new doctor so no need for you to be expecting anymore visits from us." safaree said putting the last of his clothes in bags.
"where are you going."
"again that none of your business." safaree said taking the bags putting them by the front door.
he grabbed another duffel from the front closet and took off to his bathroom. he swiped at everything on the left side of the counter putting it all in his bag. he then took the ring off the dresser and put it in his bag too.
"so your going to propose to her?"
"that's the plan as soon as i get you out of out hair."
"and you thought that would be done tonight."
"no i know it will be done tonight." safaree said going to put his bags in the car.
safaree walked past the delivery guy and told him to just step in the house.
"OK how much was the damage."
"51.50 sir"
"oh this shit better be good 51.50"
"enjoy sir."
"thank you."he said turning to Michelle.
"can you go now?"
"no we are not don't talking." Michelle said crossing her arms.
"yes we are you lose Nicki wins the end of the fucking story. i dontwant you."
"you will regret this safaree."
"no I'm sure i wont."
"yes you will."
"the only thing ill ever regret is almost cheating on my girlfriend/best friend and mother of my children with you."
"you don't mean that safaree."
"yes i do."
"you don't your just talking out of anger."
"i do and you can hold on to that key ill have the locks changed no telling how many of those you have. and i have to go. my baby is waiting for me to help her out of the tub. and my babies are hungry. let your self out. oh and don't forget to lock the door with that key of yours."
"safaree!"
"Michelle it was nice talking to you but i have to go." he said closing the door tho his apple red Bentley.
........
Nicki's place.....
"sooo it is safe for her to have sex while shes pregnant with the babies. wow amazing." he said getting off the bed closing the mack book.
"Nicki! i told you not to go to sleep in that tub."
"i know but i put more hot water in and.. well went to sleep."
"come on lets get out."
"truth be told safaree the water felt so good i didn't even wash so help me out and into the shower."
"OK the bath was just for you to relax."
"oh well why didn't you say that."
"because i know you even if you did wash you would have wanted to take a shower."
"yeah your right. where is the food?"
"on the night stand."
"did you get my juice?"
"apple and orange baby."
"OK ill be out in a few."
safaree looked around the room for her Shea butter. he lit candles in the room and moved the knob on the light switch for it to be dim. he heard the shower cut off and shortly after was greeted by a set of hands.
"damn safaree i really do put on alot of perfume." Nicki said sitting on the bed.
"why you say that because i still smell it on you from this morning."
"really that's--- umm that's weird." in his mind safaree was thanking god that Nicki and Mechelle wore the same perfume.
"yeah." Nicki said picking up the Shea butter.
"no let me. lay back."
safaree traveled up Nicki's legs from her feet to her thick thighs rubbing the Shea butter in. he stopped at her thighs watching her face as moans escaped her mouth.
"baby shhh."
"but safaree i told you my hormones are on crack and that feels soo good."
"if you continue to moan loud like that i wont be able to help you with those hormones of yours. your mother is in the other room this is weird as it is."
"OK OK ill try."
safaree got on his knees and sat Nicki on the edge of the bed. her silk robe draped her shoulders as he kissed and lotion every inch of her body. she grabbed for his head once he reached her Brest and her robe fell draping the small of her back.
"oh god safaree." she said running her nails down the back of his head.
safaree stood pushing Nicki fully onto the bed laying her back. he removed her robe and slowly made his way back down her body to her center kissing ever step of the way. safaree kissed her bud as he teased her with his tongue.
"safaree pleas don't tease me."
"you want it?"
"yes."
"how bad."
"BAD!"
safarees tongue danced across Nicki's center making her wetter than he has ever seen her before.
"safaree I'm about to."
"no your not don't lie."
"i am safaree I'm coming!"
"really Nicki i barley even started."
"what its not me everything is like enhanced faree."
"so is that it?"
"no don't stop keep going."
"but you just--"
"trust me its more where that came from."
safaree kissed his way up to her neck and worked there. he slowly moved from her neck to her lips while she rubbed and caressed the back of his head. he let his pants fall to the floor and his erection you could clearly see through his black boxers.
"he wants me?" Nicki said in a low tone.
"more than you will ever know."
"well give him what he wants."
"I'm scared i don't wanna hurt you or them."
"what did it say about it when you looked it up?"
"that its fine."
"well what are you waiting for safaree?"
"i don't know."
"do you need help finding it out?" Nicki said pulling his penis out of his boxers.
"no." he said entering her slowly.
"if its uncomfortable let me know."
"right now the only thing uncomfortable about it is your squishing my belly."
"oh shit Nicki safaree said rolling on his side."
"safaree ha ha its fine. this is new to us its going to take some time to get use to."
"OK well put you leg over the top of mine and turn on your side."
"i love it when you take charge its sexy."
"yeah yeah little less chatter more u know."
"so I'm talking too much faree?"
"no but hes going to sleep on you."
"i dare him to that's nothing i cant fix."
"I'm sure of it but i don't want you doing that so put your leg up here."
Nicki put her leg on top of safaree and safaree pulled her closer to him. he entered her slowly and berried his face in her neck.
"oh shit safaree."
"huh what did i do?" he said stopping his stroke.
"nothing baby keep going."
safaree moved a little bit faster as Nicki grew tighter.
damn her walls keep pulling like this and ima make her mad. safaree thought to him self.
"Nicki baby if your doing that please stop or i promise your going to be mad."
"doing what?"
"is it just me or is it tight in here?"
Nicki tossed her head back in laughter
"that's not me safaree ill tell you about that later." she said through laughs.
"OK."
"safaree baby stroke faster please."
"if i do i promise your going to be mad at me."
"i wont I'm there too just do it."
safaree turned Nicki the other way he pulled her leg back a bit and entered her again.
"wait pull out and do that a few more times." safaree did and then entered her on the last one and began again.
"god safaree why weren't like this the first damn time everything in this position feels so damn good."
safaree held her waist while moving just the way he knew she wanted him to. he kissed at the back of her neck moving her hair out of his face.
"safaree I'm bout to."
"i know i know me to."
"my god!"
"ahhhh shit Nicki."
they both said as they both reached their climax.
"i don't think I've ever called on god over a climax."Nicki said rolling on her back."
"and i don't think I've ever heard you do so either." safaree said wrapping his arms around her.
"wheres my food?"
"right there on the night stand."
"and my juice?"
"in the mini fridge."
"can you go warm the food back up please?"
"yes." safaree said putting on his night pants hanging in Nicki's closet taking the food to warm it up.
safaree left the room heading down stairs. he reached the hall to the kitchen and minnie came running out barking.
"its just me its just me its just me ankle biter!"
minnie looked at safaree and followed him into the kitchen.
"why did she get you?"
"safaree are you OK?" Nicki yelled down to safaree.
"yes but can you call off you vicious attack dog please."
"minnie! come to mama."
minnie raced up the stairs to Nicki as safaree put in the second plate.
Nicki sat on the bed with minnie opening her mack book. she began reading the page safaree left open. safaree phone buzzed until it hit the floor. Nicki picked up the phone and opened the text message.
she cant give you what i can. remember that when your fucking her. ~Michelle
Nicki decided to fuck with her and pretend she was safaree.
she just gave me everything you wish you could~safaree
really well i guess your really happy with her huh?~Michelle
yes i am.~safaree
i bet you thought i wasn't listening to what you said at your house a few hours ago? ~safaree
what did i say?~Michelle
at this point Michelle knew it was Nicki replying so she decided to mess with Nicki back.
that you just needed time to get rid of her and then you would be mines again.~Michelle
you are a delusional bitch safaree was right! we are happy over here and your little schemes to fuck us up are going to fail stupid bitch! by the way this is Nicki if you were to stupid to figure it out. all them brains and no smarts doc.~safaree
fuck you! i swear one day ill catch you alone. no friends no safaree. that day he will become mine. because i swear bitch I'm going to kill you!~Michelle
you are crazy. well have fun with that. it seems you forgot who i am. but all is fair in love & war. gotta go my man is bring me up food. muah! bitch! ~safaree.
Nicki deleted all the text messages she sent to Michelle out of the phone. and returned it to its place. she picked up minnie and lay her on her stomach as she waited for safaree to come backup with food.
........
Uk...... first night show..... (aka the death of pinkmunybarbie)
@NICKIMINAJ: OK barbz who's here? getting ready back stage a few minutes until i go on where y'all at?
@NICKIMINAJ RT @nesszolanski : we here HB like where you at though?
@NICKIMINAJ RT @coupleboobs: you know I'm here cant wait to see you hb like djfkjhdosahiofcndsjbnfvhesdfuhsajdkashd
@NICKIMINAJ RT @londonkendoll: omggg hb i cant Wait to freaking see you!!
@NICKIMINAJ: barbz hope to sell every last one of you after the show muah muah mauhhhhh!
“They ready for you.” Martin said texting back someone in his phone.
“What do you mean they ready for me? I’m not dressed. Are you playing martin because i don’t have time for your shit today?” Nicki said sitting in the chair while Terrence put the finishing touches on her wig.
“Yes why would I play I learned my lesson the first time Nic?” Martin said looking up at her leaning on the wall.
“Shit!”
Nicki got up out of the chair she was sitting in and ran into her changing booth she slipped on her jeans and corset. She grabbed the Chole perfume of the vanity and sprayed one last time. Terrence fussed at little pieces of her hair with portable flatirons.
“OK you know what Terrence? Am I good?”
“Yeah I just gotta—-“
“If I’m good then just let me go not enough time for you to be perfecting the little things.”
“OK OK just this one piece and you can go.”
“Ms. Minaj 5 minutes till curtains.”
“How in the hell am I suppose to go half way across this stadium in fiv——”
Safaree bent down to lift Nicki up. She grabbed a tight hold to his neck as they shot down the hall. They reached the stairs and Nicki could see the countdown on the side of the stage. Safaree placed her on the floor and gave her a kiss.
“Ima be right here till my cue. Make me and your barbs proud.” He said fixing an out of place hair.
Nicki smiled and took her place on the mount to the stage. She watched as the fog formed a could. She grabbed the mic and walked through the thick smoke.
“Told y’all on Drakes shit told y’all to fixate bitches on my old shit buy my old mix tap—-“
Nicki stood still watching people run. Her eyes darted from person to person. Her heart started to race and she could hear her heart beat as if she was listening to it through a stethoscope. she stood completely still watching the crowd get smaller and smaller until she heard a familiar scream.
“No! No! No! Nicki don’t do this to me! Baby please open your eyes! Don’t leave me stay with me baby talk to me! I cant live with out you! Hold on! please for the babies Nicki.”
“Safaree I’m right here I’m fine.” Nicki said turning to look at Safaree.
Nicki dropped her mic as she looked at her self laying lifeless on Safarees lap. She watched the paramedics take her body away and Safaree run after them. She continued to follow as she saw then lay her into the back of the ambulance. safaree jumped into the back of the truck looking at Nicki.
"safaree do something why are you just sitting there don't let me die!"
tears strolled down safarees face.
"is she going to be OK.?"
"yes is she pregnant?"
"yes with twins."
"i not going to promise about the babies but shes going to be OK."
"how did this happen sir."
"i don't know she was on the stage and the next thing i know i was running to catch her."
"does she have any you know?"
"any one wanting to kill her? no i don't think so."
"just then safaree paused."
............
bum bum bummmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm roflllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllll *evil laugh!* like im really on the floor fucking dead! but anywaydoe anystank hoe thats that.. till next time be sure to listen to robin thique love after war... ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha! duces!
Saturday, January 7, 2012
BLAME IT ON ME
haha you guys get it now... softlykebutta look here stop trying to figure me out!! lol codepink_ your a bit coo coo rofllll but i love ya! but anystankhoe thanks for the comments guys... see what you get when you comment.. me wanting to write is what you get. OK this is chapter 2 of everything going bad... please note this is awl fiction k. OK great! don't be awl up in hbs mentions talking bout this damn story... COMMENT OR ELSE!!! listen to blame it on me by christette michelle.
"safaree please listen."
ms maraj woke from her sleep with her daughter still laying as they were when they talked that night. she glanced down at Nicki tears rolling down her face.
"safaree I'm sorry please just don't leave."
ms carol pushed Nicki's hair from her face and kissed her fore head.
"baby. onika baby wake up."
"huh ma?"
"wake up baby your dreaming."
"huh?"
"your talking in your sleep."
"oh I'm sorry did i wake you?"
"yes but are you sure your OK?"
"yes ma I'm OK where is minnie?"
"i think she went to her bed last night something we should have did."
"what time is it ma?"
"its 4am."
"OK I'm going to go up to bed and you do that to."
"i will baby. do you want anything from the kitchen?"
"no I'm OK I'm just going to go check on minnie and then go up to bed."
"OK onika good night baby."
"night ma."
Nicki walked down the hall into minnies room and and searched for the little dog. she took a look into the little hut and saw minnie sleeping on the bed. Nicki checked the room for the ramp and wondered how the small dog got up there. she saw nothing and continued to her bed room.
"hmm seems like i underestimated her." Nicki said walking up the stairs to her bed room.
ms carol entered the kitchen. she took out the kettle and put it on the stove. going in the cabinets she removed two cups she pulled the small cell phone Nicki forced her to get out of her pocket and searched for safarees number.
"hello?" safaree whispered into the phone half sleep.
"safaree?"
"mama carol?"
"yes dear did i wake you?"
"yes but that's fine are the babies OK?"
"yes they are fine."
"is Nicki OK?"
"well that's what i called to talk to you about."
"OK."
"onika told me whats going on between you two."
"mama carol if your--"
"don't interrupt me boy I'm not onika."
"yes ma'am."
"now i know things take time to heal but please i want you guys to fix this before my gran babies get here. you guys have to think about them now its not just you two. I'm aware that she may have slept with drake and I'm fully aware of your actions too. I've watched you two grow. i know deep down you love each other. its time for you both to grow up. now I've talked to onika and you know how stubborn that child is so i expect you to find a way to talk to her. her tossing and turning in bed cant be right for those little ones so you two fix this now!"
"yes ma'am."
"OK safaree I'm counting on you."
"i understand ma'am"
"sleep well now."
"you too."
the kettle Begin to make noise and ms carol put water into both cups. she grabbed for the tea and made her way upstairs.
"onika here drink this."
"ma i don't want any tea. wait does it have honey?"
"not nearly as much honey as you put in it but yes it does."
"well no i don't want it I'm fine."
"onika drink this tea so you and my grand babies can sleep! it wasn't a question."
"OK OK ma."
"good night."
"good night ma see you in the morning."
.....
two days before the doctors appointment...
"ma Candice is on her way but I'm about to run to the store."
"cant martin do that for you?"
"ma i fully capable to do it my self plus nine times out of ten i send martin to the store to get something and he forgets." Nicki said grabbing her purse pulling her shirt down over her belly.
"OK. and we are going to have to go to the store and get you bigger shirts."
"ma I'm fine."
"and so am i which is why when you come back me you and Candice will go to the mall to get you maternal clothes."
"yeah OK ma." Nicki said closing the door."
Nicki got in her car and made her way to walmart. she parked in the back and put on her hat and glasses. she made sure to go in her real hair and to wear a shirt with sleeves so you couldn't see her tattoo.
"welcome to walmart ms."
"hi." Nicki said passing the guy.
Nicki headed to the food section with her buggy. she picked up onions , green pepper garlic bread pasta and spaghetti sauce. she then headed for the movie section and began to brows through the movies.
@NICKIMINAJ: barbs I'm in walmart movie section which movie should i get?
she tweeted not watching where she was going pushing her cart into safaree.
"wut tip......guy..... Nicki?"
"safaree?"
"what are you doing here?" they both said at the same time.
"well I'm looking for a movie for me Candi and my mom to watch what are you doing here?"
"looking for a movie for me to watch."
"oh."
"spaghetti?"
"what?"
"your cart are you making spaghetti tonight?"
"yeah."
"why you just ain't have martin go to the store for you."
"i swear you and my mom have private convos or something. because he always forgets to get something i need."
"oh he does do that."
"yeah he does."
"Nicki said moving the cart around safaree."
"i miss you Nick."
"huh?"
"i said i miss you."
Nicki turned to look at safaree holding tears back behind her glasses.
"well its nothing we can do about that now is it."
"yes it is. stop being stubborn Nicki."
"what do you mean I'm not being stubborn I'm being real."
"you know you miss me as much as i miss you. your probably holding tears back behind them damn glasses." he said pointing at her white shades.
"I'm not!"
"you are but that doesn't make a difference. i wanna be there for you every step of the way through this pregnancy Nicki. those are my kids too."
"you know what safaree i have company at home i really gotta go."
"Nicki wait!"
"what safaree?"
"why are you being so cold towards me. we booth were wrong. i forgive you. why cant you forgive me. i see you never take that locket off. so in your heart you still must feel something for me."
"safaree just don't. not here not now."
"well where and when Nicki? its never going to be the right time for you."
"your right."
"you know what your mom was right."
"what?"
"she was right your so stubborn!"
"when did she tell you this."
"she called me the other night and practically handed me my ass and told me to fix things with you. but its impossible. i knew it when she asked me to. i had been thinking it on my own. should have just went with my first mind and left it alone. have a great day Nicki. and make sure your telling my kids daddy loves them."
safaree continued down the movie aisle as Nicki went to the other side of the aisle to pick up the first two movies she had. she pushed her buggy around the store once more getting a few things for minnie. and got in the check out line. her phone buzzed.
@SCAFFBEEZY: just made a complete jack ass out of my self in a public store.
@CANDI_2: RT @SCAFFBEEZY just made a complete jack ass out of my self in a public store<< that store wouldn't by any chance be walmart would it
@SCAFFBEEZY: RT @CANDI_2 ding ding ding
@CANDI_2: awwww :*( i wish they would get it together.
Nicki got in the car and just sat there for a while. she picked up her phone and sent a text to safaree.
come over and have dinner. ~Nicki
for what to look like a fool again once today was enough Nicki no thank you. ~safaree
no i promise. I'm sorry your right i do miss you. plus i know my spaghetti is your favorite. ~Nicki
wrong your mothers spaghetti is my favorite. and OK Nick ill be over a little bit later. ~safaree
OK good see you then. and that's a good thing too cuz i got this scary movie lawd knows i don't need to be watching it. ~Nicki
if i have a say in it you wont be watching it.~safaree
you don't so get that out your mind now. ~Nicki
Nicki pulled off and started her way home. she got in the drive way and closed the door. Candi looked out the window and ran out to help her with bags.
"really Nick martin could have went to the store."
"all y'all telling me the same damn thing but martin would have forgotten something i really needed."
"oh yeah he does do that."
"yeah he does."
"what happened with you and safaree."
"what do you mean?"
"i saw his tweet Nicki and i know you saw me tweet him."
"nothing."
"how would he have made a fool out of him self then. and is any of this stuff going up?"
"no none of it goes up just set it on the counter."
"oh so that's the only question you heard?"
"minnie hey mamas baby!"
"Nicki!"
"whaaaaaat!"
"answer the other question!"
"what was it again?"
"how did safaree make a fool out of him self?"
"oh he told me he missed me in front of a bunch of people but i did not say it back."
"that's all Nick?"
"no we exchange words."
"y'all had a argument in the store?"
"do you like my dog?"
"no! now answer the question!"
"ugh no! and why not?"
"i was just playing shes cute. but why do i have to pull teeth for information?"
"you don't i just don't wanna talk about it."
"why not you two need to fix things."
"and we will."
"that's hard to believe when Nicki."
as soon as Candi finished her sentence the door bell rang."
"right now open the door for safaree please."
"that nigga got a key why he not using it?"
"i don't know good question." Nicki said going to open the door for safaree dog in hand.
"baby why you just ain't use your key?"
safaree stood with a blank face in the door looking around he thought it was a trick. that it was all a joke. just a few minutes ago she wanted nothing to do with him. now hes back to being baby.
"are you just going to stand in the door with it wide open or are you going to come in i would love to put this dog down and start cooking."
"oh I'm sorry where is your mother?"
"oh shes in the back in Nicki's study." Candi said sitting on the counter.
"OK I'm going to go say hi and give her these." he said holding up some red roses.
"who are the pink ones for?" Nicki said putting the sauce in a pot on the stove.
"you beautiful."
"eww i said fix it not make me vomit Candi said hopping down off the counter."
"making you vomit is what we do best." safaree said bumping into Candi."
safaree walked down the hall to Nicki's study and minnie ran out barking and growling at him."
"minnie!" ms carol yelled.
"minnie its OK come back and sit down."
safaree just stood looking at the little dog.
"safaree don't do that." Nicki said walking past safaree hitting him.
"what i do to the mutt?"
"shes not and don't stare at her like that it makes it worse."
"hey no one told the little ankle biter to move in."
"i did now here." she said handing him the small dog.
"here what?"
"bond."
"bond my a... ugh my butt." he said giving mama maraj a smile.
"you better watch that mouth of your chile."
"yes ma'am. these are for you." he said giving ms carol a hug and the roses he got for her.
"so beautiful safaree. thank you."
.......
4 months.... (doctors visit)
Lauren looked under the mat for the spare key to open Nicki's door. once she got it open she could see every one sprawled out over the living room floor. Nicki laying on safaree stomach minnie taking over safarees chest Candi next to ms carol and ms carol on the couch.
"dang why i wasn't invited? people have company and don't know how to invite a bi-- girl." she said remembering ms carol was in the room.
"i heard that chile." ms carol said rubbing her eyes sitting up on the couch.
"i didn't say the whole thing i changed it."
"yeah y'all better watch it!"
"yes ma'am."
"what brings you here so early?"
"Nicki has a doctors appoint--- err come here ms carol."
"OK let me go brush my teeth and get my self together first baby."
"OK."
ms carol came back out of the bath room and sat at the kitchen table with Lauren.
"so where are you and onika going?"
"she had her doctors appointment today."
"why are you talking so low? why is that a secret?"
"because did she tell you what happened?"
"yes and its fixed now."
"no she didn't tell you everything ms carol."
"soo you tell me then."
"so the lady safaree slept with was her doctor."
"what?"
"yeah i guess it was his ex and Nicki never knew."
"well what does that have to do with onika?"
"I'm going because she doesn't want safaree to go."
"that's wrong. she shouldn't keep stuff like that from him."
"well i don't blame her ms carol."
"safaree is going to this appointment."
"yes ma'am but so am i."
ms carol gave Lauren a mean glare.
"you look here. if you go you better be on your best behavior."
"i promise as long as she is on hers." Lauren said walking out of the room to wake Nicki.
"Nicki! Nicki! wake up!"
"huh?"
"oh my god. wake up!"
"Lauren? what are you? oh shit! what time is it?"
"watch your mouth onika."
"sorry ma i forgot."
"well I'm going to need you to remember and wake safaree up."
"no ma he can stay sleep until i get back."
"onika i said wake safaree up hes going to that appointment with you."
"Lauren!" Nicki said hitting her in the arm.
"ouch Nicki dam---- dang! she asked!"
"so if i asked you to take a walk off a long bridge would you do it? no? i didn't think so." Nicki said
rubbing her belly walking up the stairs to her room.
"so are you going to wake safaree? Lauren yelled up the stairs to Nicki."
"you all ready did."
"wake me up for what?"
"y'all creepy how she know you was woke?"
"it just something... why am i suppose to be up whats going on."
"doctors appointment."
"the.. where is Nicki?"
"in her room getting dressed."
"safaree come here!" Candi yelled to safaree."
"what?"
"nothing just come here for a minute."
safaree walked over to Candi.
"come closer."
he stepped forward a little bit still looking lost at Candi.
"closer!"
he stepped in more until he was almost touching her face. Candi bumped heads with him and looked him in the eyes.
"calm down you just got back. calm down before you go up those stairs. calm down like right now. go take your shower or something and then go ask but calm down please."
"OK OK i got you."
safaree walked into his old room and looked through the closet for something to wear he continued to think of reasons she could possibly have for not telling him. he pulled out clothes and headed for the shower.
"Nicki you should at least told safaree."
"for what Lauren then he would have told me he wanted to go. i don't want him going now but since someone cant keep their mouth closed i don't have a choice." Nicki said putting her shirt over her head. wait what is he wearing?"
"white and like a navy blue. why?" Candi said taking a seat on Nicki's bed.
"because if hes going I'm going to make it look as if we are fine."
"meaning."
"meaning matchy match holding hands make you vomit type stuff!"
"oh y'all cute."
"what does his shirt say?"
"something about haters."
Nicki laughed and sat on the bed. she pulled her dress up over her legs and stood for Lauren to zip it up.
"what shoes are you wearing so i can get them."
"the navy blue ones at the top with the peak toe."
"oh you mean the ones that say safaree gone kick yo ass."
"yeah those Nicki said."
"OK I'm not helping you!" Lauren said reaching for the shoes."
"so he will get over it." Nicki said putting the Shea butter on her legs and arms.
"I'm sure Nicki."
"i will get over what?"
"nothing."
"no what will i get over?"
"nothing are you ready to go?"
"yeah right after i talk to you."
"can you talk to me in the car?" Nicki said letting her messy curls down from her bun. "we will be late if you talk to me here."
"its just one question Nicki and the answer you give me will be the end of the conversation."
"OK shoot." she said spraying her self with her Cloe perfume.
"why didn't you tell me?"
"because i honestly don't want you around her."
"so change doctors?"
"keep your friends close and enemies closer." Nicki said not taking her eyes off her self in the mirror.
"OK Nicki. and you look nice.. wait whats that on your feet?"
"shoes dummy!"
"OK Nicki consider this your last time wearing those type of SHOES. and for the record shes nothing i want. what i want is right here." safaree said kissing her fore head.
"mmhmm."
"i mean it Nicki."
"and i said mmhmm. lets go."
....
"ms maraj?"
"yes?"
"the doctor will see you know."
safaree Nicki and Lauren stood at the same time.
"ma'am only the mother and father please."
"no its fine shes OK."
"but-- OK." the lady said defeated by Nicki's look.
safaree grabbed a hold to Nicki's hand as they walked back to the room. a room safaree remembered all to well. Nicki took a seat on the table letting her legs dangle. as safaree stood next to her still holding her hand and running her belly talking to the babies. Lauren sat int he chair by the sink out of the way looking at her time line.
"OK safaree and Nicki lets see whats going on."
Michelle entered the room in a revealing top and some dress pants. her hair flowed down her back her and Nicki's hair looking almost the same.
"so how have you to been?" Michelle asked looking at the notes the nurse took before she came in."
"fine just fine." they both said at the same time.
"that's nice." she said Finally looking up from the clip board.
her eyes darted to both of safarees hands. and her mood changed.
"OK so no back pains or anything? and those aren't good for the babies." she said pointing at Nicki's shoes.
"mmhmm." Nicki said looking at her.
"OK safaree i need to ask Nicki some questions so can you step out the room for me?"
"yeah. ill be right out here baby."
"OK safaree."
Michelle's stare got harder as she watched safaree kiss Nicki on the fore head and leave.
"so your blood pressure is a little high things been going on at home?"
"things like what?"
"any thing between you and safaree fights anything like that."
"no but i am an artist and this baby wont set my work back it may be work."
"oh OK. I'm sorry you know sometimes things happen."
Nicki furrowed her eyebrows and cocked her head to the side and Lauren followed suit.
"no i don't know explain it to me."
"nothing. I'm just saying."
"well you need to not say be my doctor and tell me how to get it down."
"just no stress. no yelling fighting and cut down on your work."
"can do." Nicki said crossing her legs." "can he come back now or do you have more questions." Nicki
said making quotation Marks with her hands around the word questions.
"just one more question." she said mocking Nicki's gesture.
"OK shoot doc." Nicki said now uncrossing her legs.
"whats all this hostility towards me."
"well i dont know doc you tell me."
"is it because me and safaree are talking again."
"excuse me?"
Lauren remembered what ms carol told her and sat back crossing her legs. she didn't think Michelle knew she was and the room and she would keep it that way until she said something to Nicki totally out of line.
"i mean is it because of our little date a few weeks ago."
"i wasn't aware that he was dating any one but me."
"you guys are dating?"
Nicki just looked at her with a confused face.
"I'm sure you know we are dating. i don't just pick random guys off the street and say hey you wanna be my babies daddy?"
"oh well a few weeks ago i just thought since we did what we did that he was single."
"and what was it that you did?"
"well.. you know.."
"no i don't know cuz i believe if i did i would not be asking you right now."
"we had sex."
Nicki's eyebrows raised and Lauren stood up.
"bitch you got some nerve!" Lauren spat at Michelle.
"who are you captain save a hoe?"Michelle said looking at Lauren startled.
"Lauren its fine she ain't tell me nothing i ain't already know and we both know it."
"Nicki let me beat her ass."
"nope Lauren we good on this side. can you just tell me what my babies are and how they are doing so i can get the fuck out of here.""
"ill go get safaree first."
"no tend to my babies first!"
"OK can you lift your dress and cover with this." Michelle said handing her a blanket to put over her bottom half.
"you wanna know the sex of them first?"
"yes."
"so." Michelle said adjusting in her seat now nervous because Lauren was standing over her. "you have a girl..... and a boy......"
"nothing seems to be wrong with either of them I'm looking for heart beats now. and there they are."
"why are there heart beats so fast Nicki said listening to them."
"well mainly because your blood pressure is high they react when you react that why its important to have a stress free pregnancy."
"so are we done here?"
"yes you can wipe the gel off of your tummy and your pictures of the ultrasound will be up front for you to take home to show your family."
"thanks." Nicki said pulling down her dress and hopping off the table. "oh and doc next time i wont be so nice and i just might let her beat your ass for me seeing as though my current situation." Nicki said rubbing her belly. "watch who you think your fucking with because you just might get hurt."
"that goes both ways darling." Michelle said to Nicki as Nicki brushed past her.
"oh no nick say the world and ill lay her ass out right here."
"Lauren lets go. her threats ain't shit to me."
"damn Nicki you dont let me have no type of fun."
Nicki opened the door and brushed past safaree to the front desk for her ultrasound photos.
"bab--- whoa whats wrong with her and where did that waddle come from."
"if i was you id shut up."
"wait what just happened?"
"ask that bitch!"
"what bitch?" safaree said turning looking at Michelle standing in the door way giving Nicki an evil look as she walked away.
"you didn't?"
"i did she needed to know about us safaree."
"there is no us bitch! i put you out! i swear bitches delusional! Nicki wait! I'm never coming back to this place again why does it always end like this. me running down the hall trying to catch a pregnant woman in heels. its not even like she wearing flats or running shoes either damn!"
Nicki got into the car on the passenger side Lauren in the drivers seat as they waited for safaree to get in.
"Nicki i thought we was past her?"
"was past tense safaree."
"what did she say to you."
"you must have gave her that good good dick safaree cuz bitch thought she reserved the right to brag."
"what are you talking about Nicki."
"the fact that that bitch put you out to tell me she fucked you safaree."
"that's why she asked me to leave?"
"yeah it is."
"but that's not my fault Nicki. i didn't know."
"if you wouldn't have fucked the bitch in the first damn place safaree she wouldn't have been able to say shit to me."
"OK Nicki." safaree said sitting back."
Nicki looked out the window letting tears roll down her face. as bad as she wanted things to be good again with her and safaree it killed her cuz she knew it would take more time.
"well do you know what the babies are at least?" he asked in a low tone.
Nicki just sat looking out the window not answering his question. Lauren looked at Nicki and she gave her head a nod.
"a boy and a girl safaree." Lauren said in a calm tone.
"really!"
"yes."
"i knew it!"
a small smile spread across Nicki's face and more tears fell.
lol well well well. they almost on good terms that counts for something right? (insert evil laugh here.) or at least so you tink.. anywaydoe anystankhoe y'all lucky i like y'all enough to ignore my Granny's phone calls so i can finish y'all chapter.(don't like my granny no way). and you will never know who the wolf is... so stop trying.. this means you softlykebutta!!! (insert evil laugh here too..) COMMENT OR ELSE!! oh and don't rush me for this other chapter cuz i promise when i post it you not gone like it..
"safaree please listen."
ms maraj woke from her sleep with her daughter still laying as they were when they talked that night. she glanced down at Nicki tears rolling down her face.
"safaree I'm sorry please just don't leave."
ms carol pushed Nicki's hair from her face and kissed her fore head.
"baby. onika baby wake up."
"huh ma?"
"wake up baby your dreaming."
"huh?"
"your talking in your sleep."
"oh I'm sorry did i wake you?"
"yes but are you sure your OK?"
"yes ma I'm OK where is minnie?"
"i think she went to her bed last night something we should have did."
"what time is it ma?"
"its 4am."
"OK I'm going to go up to bed and you do that to."
"i will baby. do you want anything from the kitchen?"
"no I'm OK I'm just going to go check on minnie and then go up to bed."
"OK onika good night baby."
"night ma."
Nicki walked down the hall into minnies room and and searched for the little dog. she took a look into the little hut and saw minnie sleeping on the bed. Nicki checked the room for the ramp and wondered how the small dog got up there. she saw nothing and continued to her bed room.
"hmm seems like i underestimated her." Nicki said walking up the stairs to her bed room.
ms carol entered the kitchen. she took out the kettle and put it on the stove. going in the cabinets she removed two cups she pulled the small cell phone Nicki forced her to get out of her pocket and searched for safarees number.
"hello?" safaree whispered into the phone half sleep.
"safaree?"
"mama carol?"
"yes dear did i wake you?"
"yes but that's fine are the babies OK?"
"yes they are fine."
"is Nicki OK?"
"well that's what i called to talk to you about."
"OK."
"onika told me whats going on between you two."
"mama carol if your--"
"don't interrupt me boy I'm not onika."
"yes ma'am."
"now i know things take time to heal but please i want you guys to fix this before my gran babies get here. you guys have to think about them now its not just you two. I'm aware that she may have slept with drake and I'm fully aware of your actions too. I've watched you two grow. i know deep down you love each other. its time for you both to grow up. now I've talked to onika and you know how stubborn that child is so i expect you to find a way to talk to her. her tossing and turning in bed cant be right for those little ones so you two fix this now!"
"yes ma'am."
"OK safaree I'm counting on you."
"i understand ma'am"
"sleep well now."
"you too."
the kettle Begin to make noise and ms carol put water into both cups. she grabbed for the tea and made her way upstairs.
"onika here drink this."
"ma i don't want any tea. wait does it have honey?"
"not nearly as much honey as you put in it but yes it does."
"well no i don't want it I'm fine."
"onika drink this tea so you and my grand babies can sleep! it wasn't a question."
"OK OK ma."
"good night."
"good night ma see you in the morning."
.....
two days before the doctors appointment...
"ma Candice is on her way but I'm about to run to the store."
"cant martin do that for you?"
"ma i fully capable to do it my self plus nine times out of ten i send martin to the store to get something and he forgets." Nicki said grabbing her purse pulling her shirt down over her belly.
"OK. and we are going to have to go to the store and get you bigger shirts."
"ma I'm fine."
"and so am i which is why when you come back me you and Candice will go to the mall to get you maternal clothes."
"yeah OK ma." Nicki said closing the door."
Nicki got in her car and made her way to walmart. she parked in the back and put on her hat and glasses. she made sure to go in her real hair and to wear a shirt with sleeves so you couldn't see her tattoo.
"welcome to walmart ms."
"hi." Nicki said passing the guy.
Nicki headed to the food section with her buggy. she picked up onions , green pepper garlic bread pasta and spaghetti sauce. she then headed for the movie section and began to brows through the movies.
@NICKIMINAJ: barbs I'm in walmart movie section which movie should i get?
she tweeted not watching where she was going pushing her cart into safaree.
"wut tip......guy..... Nicki?"
"safaree?"
"what are you doing here?" they both said at the same time.
"well I'm looking for a movie for me Candi and my mom to watch what are you doing here?"
"looking for a movie for me to watch."
"oh."
"spaghetti?"
"what?"
"your cart are you making spaghetti tonight?"
"yeah."
"why you just ain't have martin go to the store for you."
"i swear you and my mom have private convos or something. because he always forgets to get something i need."
"oh he does do that."
"yeah he does."
"Nicki said moving the cart around safaree."
"i miss you Nick."
"huh?"
"i said i miss you."
Nicki turned to look at safaree holding tears back behind her glasses.
"well its nothing we can do about that now is it."
"yes it is. stop being stubborn Nicki."
"what do you mean I'm not being stubborn I'm being real."
"you know you miss me as much as i miss you. your probably holding tears back behind them damn glasses." he said pointing at her white shades.
"I'm not!"
"you are but that doesn't make a difference. i wanna be there for you every step of the way through this pregnancy Nicki. those are my kids too."
"you know what safaree i have company at home i really gotta go."
"Nicki wait!"
"what safaree?"
"why are you being so cold towards me. we booth were wrong. i forgive you. why cant you forgive me. i see you never take that locket off. so in your heart you still must feel something for me."
"safaree just don't. not here not now."
"well where and when Nicki? its never going to be the right time for you."
"your right."
"you know what your mom was right."
"what?"
"she was right your so stubborn!"
"when did she tell you this."
"she called me the other night and practically handed me my ass and told me to fix things with you. but its impossible. i knew it when she asked me to. i had been thinking it on my own. should have just went with my first mind and left it alone. have a great day Nicki. and make sure your telling my kids daddy loves them."
safaree continued down the movie aisle as Nicki went to the other side of the aisle to pick up the first two movies she had. she pushed her buggy around the store once more getting a few things for minnie. and got in the check out line. her phone buzzed.
@SCAFFBEEZY: just made a complete jack ass out of my self in a public store.
@CANDI_2: RT @SCAFFBEEZY just made a complete jack ass out of my self in a public store<< that store wouldn't by any chance be walmart would it
@SCAFFBEEZY: RT @CANDI_2 ding ding ding
@CANDI_2: awwww :*( i wish they would get it together.
Nicki got in the car and just sat there for a while. she picked up her phone and sent a text to safaree.
come over and have dinner. ~Nicki
for what to look like a fool again once today was enough Nicki no thank you. ~safaree
no i promise. I'm sorry your right i do miss you. plus i know my spaghetti is your favorite. ~Nicki
wrong your mothers spaghetti is my favorite. and OK Nick ill be over a little bit later. ~safaree
OK good see you then. and that's a good thing too cuz i got this scary movie lawd knows i don't need to be watching it. ~Nicki
if i have a say in it you wont be watching it.~safaree
you don't so get that out your mind now. ~Nicki
Nicki pulled off and started her way home. she got in the drive way and closed the door. Candi looked out the window and ran out to help her with bags.
"really Nick martin could have went to the store."
"all y'all telling me the same damn thing but martin would have forgotten something i really needed."
"oh yeah he does do that."
"yeah he does."
"what happened with you and safaree."
"what do you mean?"
"i saw his tweet Nicki and i know you saw me tweet him."
"nothing."
"how would he have made a fool out of him self then. and is any of this stuff going up?"
"no none of it goes up just set it on the counter."
"oh so that's the only question you heard?"
"minnie hey mamas baby!"
"Nicki!"
"whaaaaaat!"
"answer the other question!"
"what was it again?"
"how did safaree make a fool out of him self?"
"oh he told me he missed me in front of a bunch of people but i did not say it back."
"that's all Nick?"
"no we exchange words."
"y'all had a argument in the store?"
"do you like my dog?"
"no! now answer the question!"
"ugh no! and why not?"
"i was just playing shes cute. but why do i have to pull teeth for information?"
"you don't i just don't wanna talk about it."
"why not you two need to fix things."
"and we will."
"that's hard to believe when Nicki."
as soon as Candi finished her sentence the door bell rang."
"right now open the door for safaree please."
"that nigga got a key why he not using it?"
"i don't know good question." Nicki said going to open the door for safaree dog in hand.
"baby why you just ain't use your key?"
safaree stood with a blank face in the door looking around he thought it was a trick. that it was all a joke. just a few minutes ago she wanted nothing to do with him. now hes back to being baby.
"are you just going to stand in the door with it wide open or are you going to come in i would love to put this dog down and start cooking."
"oh I'm sorry where is your mother?"
"oh shes in the back in Nicki's study." Candi said sitting on the counter.
"OK I'm going to go say hi and give her these." he said holding up some red roses.
"who are the pink ones for?" Nicki said putting the sauce in a pot on the stove.
"you beautiful."
"eww i said fix it not make me vomit Candi said hopping down off the counter."
"making you vomit is what we do best." safaree said bumping into Candi."
safaree walked down the hall to Nicki's study and minnie ran out barking and growling at him."
"minnie!" ms carol yelled.
"minnie its OK come back and sit down."
safaree just stood looking at the little dog.
"safaree don't do that." Nicki said walking past safaree hitting him.
"what i do to the mutt?"
"shes not and don't stare at her like that it makes it worse."
"hey no one told the little ankle biter to move in."
"i did now here." she said handing him the small dog.
"here what?"
"bond."
"bond my a... ugh my butt." he said giving mama maraj a smile.
"you better watch that mouth of your chile."
"yes ma'am. these are for you." he said giving ms carol a hug and the roses he got for her.
"so beautiful safaree. thank you."
.......
4 months.... (doctors visit)
Lauren looked under the mat for the spare key to open Nicki's door. once she got it open she could see every one sprawled out over the living room floor. Nicki laying on safaree stomach minnie taking over safarees chest Candi next to ms carol and ms carol on the couch.
"dang why i wasn't invited? people have company and don't know how to invite a bi-- girl." she said remembering ms carol was in the room.
"i heard that chile." ms carol said rubbing her eyes sitting up on the couch.
"i didn't say the whole thing i changed it."
"yeah y'all better watch it!"
"yes ma'am."
"what brings you here so early?"
"Nicki has a doctors appoint--- err come here ms carol."
"OK let me go brush my teeth and get my self together first baby."
"OK."
ms carol came back out of the bath room and sat at the kitchen table with Lauren.
"so where are you and onika going?"
"she had her doctors appointment today."
"why are you talking so low? why is that a secret?"
"because did she tell you what happened?"
"yes and its fixed now."
"no she didn't tell you everything ms carol."
"soo you tell me then."
"so the lady safaree slept with was her doctor."
"what?"
"yeah i guess it was his ex and Nicki never knew."
"well what does that have to do with onika?"
"I'm going because she doesn't want safaree to go."
"that's wrong. she shouldn't keep stuff like that from him."
"well i don't blame her ms carol."
"safaree is going to this appointment."
"yes ma'am but so am i."
ms carol gave Lauren a mean glare.
"you look here. if you go you better be on your best behavior."
"i promise as long as she is on hers." Lauren said walking out of the room to wake Nicki.
"Nicki! Nicki! wake up!"
"huh?"
"oh my god. wake up!"
"Lauren? what are you? oh shit! what time is it?"
"watch your mouth onika."
"sorry ma i forgot."
"well I'm going to need you to remember and wake safaree up."
"no ma he can stay sleep until i get back."
"onika i said wake safaree up hes going to that appointment with you."
"Lauren!" Nicki said hitting her in the arm.
"ouch Nicki dam---- dang! she asked!"
"so if i asked you to take a walk off a long bridge would you do it? no? i didn't think so." Nicki said
rubbing her belly walking up the stairs to her room.
"so are you going to wake safaree? Lauren yelled up the stairs to Nicki."
"you all ready did."
"wake me up for what?"
"y'all creepy how she know you was woke?"
"it just something... why am i suppose to be up whats going on."
"doctors appointment."
"the.. where is Nicki?"
"in her room getting dressed."
"safaree come here!" Candi yelled to safaree."
"what?"
"nothing just come here for a minute."
safaree walked over to Candi.
"come closer."
he stepped forward a little bit still looking lost at Candi.
"closer!"
he stepped in more until he was almost touching her face. Candi bumped heads with him and looked him in the eyes.
"calm down you just got back. calm down before you go up those stairs. calm down like right now. go take your shower or something and then go ask but calm down please."
"OK OK i got you."
safaree walked into his old room and looked through the closet for something to wear he continued to think of reasons she could possibly have for not telling him. he pulled out clothes and headed for the shower.
"Nicki you should at least told safaree."
"for what Lauren then he would have told me he wanted to go. i don't want him going now but since someone cant keep their mouth closed i don't have a choice." Nicki said putting her shirt over her head. wait what is he wearing?"
"white and like a navy blue. why?" Candi said taking a seat on Nicki's bed.
"because if hes going I'm going to make it look as if we are fine."
"meaning."
"meaning matchy match holding hands make you vomit type stuff!"
"oh y'all cute."
"what does his shirt say?"
"something about haters."
Nicki laughed and sat on the bed. she pulled her dress up over her legs and stood for Lauren to zip it up.
"what shoes are you wearing so i can get them."
"the navy blue ones at the top with the peak toe."
"oh you mean the ones that say safaree gone kick yo ass."
"yeah those Nicki said."
"OK I'm not helping you!" Lauren said reaching for the shoes."
"so he will get over it." Nicki said putting the Shea butter on her legs and arms.
"I'm sure Nicki."
"i will get over what?"
"nothing."
"no what will i get over?"
"nothing are you ready to go?"
"yeah right after i talk to you."
"can you talk to me in the car?" Nicki said letting her messy curls down from her bun. "we will be late if you talk to me here."
"its just one question Nicki and the answer you give me will be the end of the conversation."
"OK shoot." she said spraying her self with her Cloe perfume.
"why didn't you tell me?"
"because i honestly don't want you around her."
"so change doctors?"
"keep your friends close and enemies closer." Nicki said not taking her eyes off her self in the mirror.
"OK Nicki. and you look nice.. wait whats that on your feet?"
"shoes dummy!"
"OK Nicki consider this your last time wearing those type of SHOES. and for the record shes nothing i want. what i want is right here." safaree said kissing her fore head.
"mmhmm."
"i mean it Nicki."
"and i said mmhmm. lets go."
....
"ms maraj?"
"yes?"
"the doctor will see you know."
safaree Nicki and Lauren stood at the same time.
"ma'am only the mother and father please."
"no its fine shes OK."
"but-- OK." the lady said defeated by Nicki's look.
safaree grabbed a hold to Nicki's hand as they walked back to the room. a room safaree remembered all to well. Nicki took a seat on the table letting her legs dangle. as safaree stood next to her still holding her hand and running her belly talking to the babies. Lauren sat int he chair by the sink out of the way looking at her time line.
"OK safaree and Nicki lets see whats going on."
Michelle entered the room in a revealing top and some dress pants. her hair flowed down her back her and Nicki's hair looking almost the same.
"so how have you to been?" Michelle asked looking at the notes the nurse took before she came in."
"fine just fine." they both said at the same time.
"that's nice." she said Finally looking up from the clip board.
her eyes darted to both of safarees hands. and her mood changed.
"OK so no back pains or anything? and those aren't good for the babies." she said pointing at Nicki's shoes.
"mmhmm." Nicki said looking at her.
"OK safaree i need to ask Nicki some questions so can you step out the room for me?"
"yeah. ill be right out here baby."
"OK safaree."
Michelle's stare got harder as she watched safaree kiss Nicki on the fore head and leave.
"so your blood pressure is a little high things been going on at home?"
"things like what?"
"any thing between you and safaree fights anything like that."
"no but i am an artist and this baby wont set my work back it may be work."
"oh OK. I'm sorry you know sometimes things happen."
Nicki furrowed her eyebrows and cocked her head to the side and Lauren followed suit.
"no i don't know explain it to me."
"nothing. I'm just saying."
"well you need to not say be my doctor and tell me how to get it down."
"just no stress. no yelling fighting and cut down on your work."
"can do." Nicki said crossing her legs." "can he come back now or do you have more questions." Nicki
said making quotation Marks with her hands around the word questions.
"just one more question." she said mocking Nicki's gesture.
"OK shoot doc." Nicki said now uncrossing her legs.
"whats all this hostility towards me."
"well i dont know doc you tell me."
"is it because me and safaree are talking again."
"excuse me?"
Lauren remembered what ms carol told her and sat back crossing her legs. she didn't think Michelle knew she was and the room and she would keep it that way until she said something to Nicki totally out of line.
"i mean is it because of our little date a few weeks ago."
"i wasn't aware that he was dating any one but me."
"you guys are dating?"
Nicki just looked at her with a confused face.
"I'm sure you know we are dating. i don't just pick random guys off the street and say hey you wanna be my babies daddy?"
"oh well a few weeks ago i just thought since we did what we did that he was single."
"and what was it that you did?"
"well.. you know.."
"no i don't know cuz i believe if i did i would not be asking you right now."
"we had sex."
Nicki's eyebrows raised and Lauren stood up.
"bitch you got some nerve!" Lauren spat at Michelle.
"who are you captain save a hoe?"Michelle said looking at Lauren startled.
"Lauren its fine she ain't tell me nothing i ain't already know and we both know it."
"Nicki let me beat her ass."
"nope Lauren we good on this side. can you just tell me what my babies are and how they are doing so i can get the fuck out of here.""
"ill go get safaree first."
"no tend to my babies first!"
"OK can you lift your dress and cover with this." Michelle said handing her a blanket to put over her bottom half.
"you wanna know the sex of them first?"
"yes."
"so." Michelle said adjusting in her seat now nervous because Lauren was standing over her. "you have a girl..... and a boy......"
"nothing seems to be wrong with either of them I'm looking for heart beats now. and there they are."
"why are there heart beats so fast Nicki said listening to them."
"well mainly because your blood pressure is high they react when you react that why its important to have a stress free pregnancy."
"so are we done here?"
"yes you can wipe the gel off of your tummy and your pictures of the ultrasound will be up front for you to take home to show your family."
"thanks." Nicki said pulling down her dress and hopping off the table. "oh and doc next time i wont be so nice and i just might let her beat your ass for me seeing as though my current situation." Nicki said rubbing her belly. "watch who you think your fucking with because you just might get hurt."
"that goes both ways darling." Michelle said to Nicki as Nicki brushed past her.
"oh no nick say the world and ill lay her ass out right here."
"Lauren lets go. her threats ain't shit to me."
"damn Nicki you dont let me have no type of fun."
Nicki opened the door and brushed past safaree to the front desk for her ultrasound photos.
"bab--- whoa whats wrong with her and where did that waddle come from."
"if i was you id shut up."
"wait what just happened?"
"ask that bitch!"
"what bitch?" safaree said turning looking at Michelle standing in the door way giving Nicki an evil look as she walked away.
"you didn't?"
"i did she needed to know about us safaree."
"there is no us bitch! i put you out! i swear bitches delusional! Nicki wait! I'm never coming back to this place again why does it always end like this. me running down the hall trying to catch a pregnant woman in heels. its not even like she wearing flats or running shoes either damn!"
Nicki got into the car on the passenger side Lauren in the drivers seat as they waited for safaree to get in.
"Nicki i thought we was past her?"
"was past tense safaree."
"what did she say to you."
"you must have gave her that good good dick safaree cuz bitch thought she reserved the right to brag."
"what are you talking about Nicki."
"the fact that that bitch put you out to tell me she fucked you safaree."
"that's why she asked me to leave?"
"yeah it is."
"but that's not my fault Nicki. i didn't know."
"if you wouldn't have fucked the bitch in the first damn place safaree she wouldn't have been able to say shit to me."
"OK Nicki." safaree said sitting back."
Nicki looked out the window letting tears roll down her face. as bad as she wanted things to be good again with her and safaree it killed her cuz she knew it would take more time.
"well do you know what the babies are at least?" he asked in a low tone.
Nicki just sat looking out the window not answering his question. Lauren looked at Nicki and she gave her head a nod.
"a boy and a girl safaree." Lauren said in a calm tone.
"really!"
"yes."
"i knew it!"
a small smile spread across Nicki's face and more tears fell.
lol well well well. they almost on good terms that counts for something right? (insert evil laugh here.) or at least so you tink.. anywaydoe anystankhoe y'all lucky i like y'all enough to ignore my Granny's phone calls so i can finish y'all chapter.(don't like my granny no way). and you will never know who the wolf is... so stop trying.. this means you softlykebutta!!! (insert evil laugh here too..) COMMENT OR ELSE!! oh and don't rush me for this other chapter cuz i promise when i post it you not gone like it..
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