INTERLUDE !!!!

OK i know i was wrong to leave y'all hanging like that last chapter.. Ive heard it over and over again... I'm not going to ask for comments but when this story comes to and end because of the lack of comments i don't want to hear it.. so anywaythough anystankhoe I'm going to write until i feel like ive had enough.. and then you will never hear from me ever again.. not a threat its a promise! and then i can focus on dricki..

"the doctor will see you now."

"huh?" Nicki said removing a tear from her face.

"i said the doctor will see you now. are you ok ms. maraj?"

"yes I'm fine. safaree are you coming with me."

"oh so now you want me in the room?" he said standing fixing his jeans.

"please safaree." her eyes pleaded for him not to be so cold.
safaree waited for the two women to enter the door. he sat on the chair in the far corner by the sink and scrolled down his time line on his phone. he was trying to calm his nerves when he heard nicki call his name.

"faree."

he ignored her the first time and kept scrolling and then he heard the whisper again. he looked up from his phone to Nicki and raised his brows.

"why are you sitting so far?"

"i mean in check ups don't they check.... you know... the cuka roll?"

"yeah but your acting like you haven't seen it before."

"well its different."

"how so safaree?"

"i don't know it just is."

there was a knock on the door and entered a lady about 5'5 light brown skin. she had hair flowing down her back and curves out of this world. she had on a white jacket and a red fitted dress.

"michelle?"
"
who?" Nicki said turning to a startled safaree.

"mr errrr... safaree?"

"yeah. i thought you sold houses but here you are a jack of all trades."

"yeah gotta make a living right?"

"yeah." safaree said with a big grin on his face."

Nicki sat looking puzzled and angry at the same time. is this nigga flirting with this bitch in my face? i mean yeah i was wrong. i mean beyond wrong but this shit takes the cake.

"and you know her from?" Nicki said staring safaree up side his head.

"oh remember when i was looking for a house well michelle here helped me find that house." he said with a big koolaid grin.

"oh as in the girl you use to date michelle? oh hi how are you I'm Nicki."

"hi how are you. are you his little sister."

"oh how cute she thinks I'm your little sister. safaree ill let you answer that one."

"no that's my best friend i was telling you about."

"oh the one you lived with till i showed you the house? the one you work for right?"

"yeah something like that."

Nicki sat up on the table and crossed her legs. she had her arms folded across her chest. if looks could kill safaree would be one dead man at this point. on I'm just his best friend right? so on accident i got pregnant with his baby. smh. ok mr funny man i got you. mmhmm. Nicki unfolded her arms and put on a fake smile.

"so what are you in for ms maraj?"

"a check up and ultrasound."

"are you expecting?"

"i don't know i was hoping you could tell me that doc."

"well if that's why your here i don't see why not."

"thank you." Nicki said laying back on the bed.

"what part do you want first the check up or the ultrasound?"

"the ultrasound please so he can leave. he wants to make sure i get it."

"ok that's fine with me. safaree I'm going to ask you to step out of the room with me. Nicki I'm going to have you undress and then put this on for me. ok?"

safaree and michelle stepped out of the room. they exchanged conversation and 15min later entered back into the room. safaree laughing and michelle playing with the ends of her hair.

"dang how much time did a girl need to change into a robe." Nicki said under her breath checking her nails.

"what was that ms maraj?"

"nothing glad to see you two catching up is all."

"oh yeah. sorry about that."

"mmhmm." Nicki said laying back on the table.

"ok so ms maraj I'm going to lift the bottom of the robe and you can cover with this. I'm going to put this gel here and this will allow me to see."

"ok whatever." Nicki said with attitude.

"it looks like you are..."

"not the father." Nicki said smiling.

"ha ha a little humor i see but no you are almost three months pregnant."

"wait impossible can you repeat that again?"

"sure can your almost three months and by the looks of things your having two."

"wait ima need you to slow the fuck down take some of that cute out ya voice liddle lady and bring that shit all the way the fuck back. did you just tell me that its two fucking babies in there."

"no did you just say she was pregnant?"

"yes to both of the questions. so is the father on tour or at work? it would be nice to come in our next appointment with him so you can hear the babies heart beat together its a great experience."

" well thanks for letting him know.." Nicki said reaching for her jeans and shirt.
"wait what?" michelle said looking a bit lost.
"just what i said doc. thanks for letting him know."

"safaree your?.."

Nicki stood and looked at both safaree and the girl. she put on her shirt and shoes. swinging her coat on she opened the door.
"
and i called for a second car you can go anywhere in the world other than my house." Nicki said brushing past safaree tot he front counter.

"your with her now safaree? so that's why you never called me back that day? i thought we were good. that i made you happy?"

"you do... i mean did.. look Michelle is your number the same?"

"it always has been safaree."

"ok ill call you but right now i have to go."

"is the the ill call as in i wont or ill call as in you will really call this time."

"the second one but i really really have to go!" safaree yelled down the hall running backwards.
safaree raced down the halls to the front door. he opened it and searched the parking structure for Nicki.

"Nicki stop!"

Nicki reached for the door and begin to climb into the SUV.

"Nicki!" safaree said grabbing her arm pulling her back out of the SUV."

"nigga what the fuck do you think your doing?"

"let me talk to you!"

"don't fucking touch me safaree!"

"what the fuck is wrong with you."

safaree and Nicki stood out side the window of the room she was just in. michelle stood at the window as she watched safaree reach for nicki's hand and Nicki snatch away.

"what the fuck is wrong with me safaree you gotta be fucking kidding me? or were you too much in la la land with that bitch michelle to notice your fucking GIRL FRIEND!"

"what is this about Nicki? how this this all get put on me?"

"i never said it was all on you but why do you even fucking care? dont you have some one to go flirt with?"

"i wasn't flirting Nicki who was i flirting with?"

"don't play with me right now safaree i will slap the shit out of you!" Nicki said pointing in his face.

"don't put your finger in my face onika."

"nigga whatever." Nicki said hopping in the car.

"Nicki where are you going."

"well first I'm going to get my meds for MY babies. then ill be going to the store to buy something to cook for dinner. after that ill be going to my house where i live." Nicki sad slamming the door.

"Nicki open the door." safaree said banging on the window still holding on to the door knob.
her window was half down so safaree stuck his hand in the window and popped the lock.

"move!" he said to her putting his foot in the car.

Nicki sat still with her arms crossed. she grabbed for her purse and reached for her sun glasses to put them on.

"Nicki i said move your ass over!"

"no that right there is your car."

"do you really want to do this right now?"

Nicki just sat in silence.

"oh so you do. that's nice to know."
safaree took his foot out of the car and closed the door. tears rolled from his face as he walked to the car she had called for him.

"please just follow close behind that car sir."

"ok you got it."

"i just want to make sure she gets what she needs and home safe."

.......

Nicki's place...
"Lauren no it was like i wasn't even there."

"wait so I'm going to be an auntie?"

"yes is that all you heard out of my whole rant." Nicki said looking at the wall taking the king sized snickers down from her mouth.

"well to be honest yeah."

"what help are you? I'm bout to call the nosey one."

"who Candi? don't play hoe you don't love ha like you love me!"

"who said i love you." Nicki said taking another bite of her snickers.

"you don't have to say it I'm your best friend its something i just know."

"wait a minute i hear the door. oh shit Lauren what if those robbers came back?"

"Nicki its been months."

"yeah but safaree was always here with me so i was never scared."

"its probably just safaree."

"i told him not to come here."
"when doe he ever listen to you nick?"

"you have a point."

"i know i do and y'all need to talk anyway."

"i don't wanna talk to him."

"you guys need to fix it before the next appointment."

"fix what nothing needs to be fixed."

"just fix it Nicki!"

"yeah what ever who's side are you on anyway?"

"the babies."

"i guess!"

safaree walked into Nicki's room and sat on the bed. nicki noticed he smelled like hard liquor but she kept talking to Lauren ignoring him. he got up and went to the closet and begin to gather things. he started to put them into duffel's so he could leave. safaree scrambled through the whole closet getting things that were his. he walked to the bathroom to get his tooth brush and his other belongings.

"safaree what are you doing?"

"you want me gone I'm going to give you what you want Nicki that's fine."

"yo Lauren this nigga trippin let me call you back."

"lol she say I'm tripping when she ain't even want to tell me about MY babies! my fucking seeds. you've got to be fucking kidding me! like this has to be a fucking joke where the fuck is Aston like Ima need people to stop playing with me right now this joke has gone too fucking far." safaree said looking around the room.

"safaree!" Nicki said watching him pack.

"safaree stop!" she said as he begin to look around the room."

"Nicki no you stop! stop fucking playing with me I'm past all the fucking bullshit! this is not one of your mind games you play with that soft fuck drake this shit is real! we have kids in this now! and ill be damn if you keep either one of my seeds from me! i went with out a father and id never do that to a child i know how that shit feels. and i know damn well you did not plan on giving up my kids! and if you did abort that shit!"

Nicki just sat quiet. tears strolled down her face as she tried to collect her thoughts.

"no safaree you know id never."

"no i knew ONIKA would never. this new person i don't know her. she keeps secrets. IMPORTANT secrets. so with her i don't know what to fucking think. does that necklace mean anything to you the engravings the ring? any of it does it mean anything to you? the fact that id shed a tear over you in a second but wouldn't for another girl does that mean anything?" safaree walked over to Nicki putting one hand on the small of her back and the other on her belly. "the fact that your having my kids does that mean anything to you? he said snatching the bags off the floor.

"safaree please don't leave me."

"one question Nicki he said dropping everything at the door. do you love me?."

"yes of course i love you safaree."

"no your not understanding me onkia do you LOVE me?"

"yes safaree yes i love you."

"then what is this game. this i think i love you and i want to be with you but i just don't know game?"

"I'm not playing any game safaree i love you! and i know i want to be with you!"

"do you? because your actions today tell me different. why? why do you continue to push me away!
you take me fucking for granted! like I'm just going to take your shit and take your shit and still fucking be here. and like a fucking idiot i stay." safaree sat on the bed and put his head in his hands.
"like a fucking idiot i stay." he repeated to him self.

safaree got up and grabbed his bags he took a look back at Nicki and headed out the door.