BEAUTIFUL NIGHTMARE (BIRTHDAY CHAPTER PART1)

i know its been a while Onikafaree readers and I’m sorry but between that Dricki Fic that took me 3 weeks to write (I was stuck) and school and everything else I mean whats a girl to do?? Lol but I’m back and this chapter will not make some of you happy… HI HB :)).. Ok but let me just say this is all fiction.. And ummm I don’t wanna put any thoughts in yall heads.. You know like bad ones.. But its about to get real! Enjoy. <3 


“They ready for you.” Martin said texting back someone in his phone.


“What do you mean they ready for me? I’m not dressed. Are you playing martin because i don’t have time for your shit today?” Nicki said sitting in the chair while Terrence put the finishing touches on her wig.

“Yes why would I play I learned my lesson the first time Nic?” Martin said looking up at her leaning on the wall.

“Shit!”

Nicki got up out of the chair she was sitting in and ran into her changing booth she slipped on her jeans and corset. She grabbed the Chole perfume of the vanity and sprayed one last time. Terrence fussed at little pieces of her hair with portable flatirons.

“OK you know what Terrence? Am I good?”

“Yeah I just gotta—-“

“If I’m good then just let me go not enough time for you to be perfecting the little things.”

“OK OK just this one piece and you can go.”

“Ms. Minaj 5 minutes till curtains.”

“How in the hell am I suppose to go half way across this stadium in fiv——”
Safaree bent down to lift Nicki up. She grabbed a tight hold to his neck as they shot down the hall. They reached the stairs and Nicki could see the countdown on the side of the stage. Safaree placed her on the floor and gave her a kiss.

“Ima be right here till my cue. Make me and your barbs proud.” He said fixing an out of place hair.

Nicki smiled and took her place on the mount to the stage. She watched as the fog formed a could. She grabbed the mic and walked through the thick smoke.
“Told y’all on Drakes shit told y’all to fixate bitches on my old shit buy my old mix tap—-“

Nicki stood still watching people run. Her eyes darted from person to person. Her heart started to race and she could hear her heart beat as if she was listening to it through a stethoscope. she stood completely still watching the crowd get smaller and smaller until she heard a familiar scream.

“No! No! No! Nicki don’t do this to me! Baby please open your eyes! Don’t leave me stay with me baby talk to me! I cant live with out you! Hold on!”

“Safaree I’m right here I’m fine.” Nicki said turning to look at Safaree.

Nicki dropped her mic as she looked at her self laying lifeless on Safarees lap. She watched the paramedics take her body away and Safaree run after them. She continued to follow as she saw then life her into the back of the ambulance.

“No what the hell is going on I’m breathing I’m fucking breathing on my own. Safaree! Safareee!”

“Nicki sweetie.. Nicki! Wake up!”

Nicki shot up sitting up Straight. She took a big gasp of air and tears flooded from her eyes.

“Baby it was a dream. A bad dream that’s all your fine.” Safaree said pulling her head into his chest.

“Safaree.” She cried out.

“I know Nic is OK. Your fine.”
Safaree sat in their king sized bed rocking the Barbie back and forth until she drifted back off to sleep. He stayed up most of the night keeping an eye on her until he drifted back to sleep him self.

……

8am…. 12.6.11

Nicki opened her eyes looking at the wall. She slowly took her head off Safarees chest propping her chin on one of her hands. She took the other hand and begin to draw her name in cursive over Safarees heart.

“You should neatly write your name there so I can get it tatted.”
“How long have you been up?”
“Five minutes into you doing it.”
“Why you ain’t say nothing weirdo?”
“I’m weird and your the one writing your name on my chest with your finger for thirty plus minutes.”
“I just—- Safaree.” She said dropping her shoulders turning away.
“Don’t do that. Stop it with that face. Don’t be such a powder puff. Ha ha powder puff. Remember when you made up that stupid Nictonary term for me? That’s what you being right now.” He said pulling her back into him.
“No I’m not.”
“Yeah you are. And what was that dream last night?”

“Can we not talk about it?”

“Not talking about it is NOT and option.”

“But Safaree. I’m just not ready to talk about it.” She said sitting up in the bed grabbing her phone.

“When will you be ready to talk about it? Its not another Drake dream is it?”

“Safaree really don’t start.” She said setting the phone on the nights stand headed for the bathroom.

“What do you mean don’t start?”

“Because how could it possibly be another dream about Drake when I woke up crying and screaming your name?”

“Well I wouldn’t know what it was about. You wont tell me remember. So you really cant say anything about me thinking the worst.”

“You know what shut up Safaree.”

“Why do I always have to shut up.”

“Because your talking reckless.”

“I’m talking reckless? I’m talking reckless? Really?”

“Yes how could me having a dream about Drake be the worst?”

“For me the worst thing my lady could ever dream about is another man.” He said pulling her in to him.

“Well since you put it that way maybe it could be. But no it wasn’t about Drake.”

She said patting his chest turning to reach fro her tooth brush.

“Then tell me Nicki.” Safaree said grabbing for his tooth brush.

“No. Now Safaree please shut up about the damn thing.” Nicki said tooth brush sticking half way out her mouth.

“Just tell me and we would not even have to have the conversation any more.”

Nicki rinsed her mouth with mouth wash and hopped onto the counter. Safaree follow suit placing him self between her legs rubbing the side of her thighs. Nicki scooted until she was on the very edge of the counter and begin to play with the strings on Safarees sweat pants.

“It was the venue I’m suppose to be preforming at for my birthday. Every thing was fine. Normal you know. Then I don’t know what happened. People started running. Like running and screaming everywhere. I guess I kinda went blank cus all I could hear was my heart beat for a while. Then… Then.. I heard you call my name..”

Nicki continued to look down as tears fell and hit her bare legs she wiped at her nose and squinted staring off into space.

“You kept saying no. You screamed it like 4 times but the sound.. The sound in your voice broke me from my trance. You sounded defeated. Weak you did not sound strong. Like I’ve known you for a while but I’ve never heard you sound weak.”

Nicki and Safaree sat in silence for a while. Nicki sat batting her big eyelashes trying to get her self together to tell him the rest of the dream.

“When I turned to tell you I was fine… That’s when I saw….”

“When you saw what? Onika talk to me.”

“When I saw my body on the floor.. Life less… Limp.. I could see me breathing but all I could hear was your screams. The paramedics took me away with the breathing thing on my face which is when I woke up to you really screaming my name.”

“Wow.” He said in shock at what he just heard.

“Wow is right.” She said removing the remainder of the tears from her now puffy face.

……

Nicki ran in the room and jumped onto the bed.

“Safaree I just had the best idea.”

“What is that?” Safaree said not taking his eyes off the show he was watching.

“What if instead of the venue I spent my birthday with some of the barbs.”

“What? The venue paid already Nicki.”

“I mean so ill give the money back.”

“It don’t work like that Nicki are you doing this because of the dream?”

“No I mean yes.. I mean.. It scared me Faree.”

“Why the Barbs though Nic?”

“What if I took them somewhere you know as sort of a thank you.”

“I mean if that’s what you want to do then ill see what I can do to make it happen.”

“OK. I think I want to go to the movies.”

“The movies Nic?” He said giving her the -_- face.

“Yeah the movies. And don’t give me that face you doof!”

“What movie would you guys even go see?”

“That one with the vampire and that sexy wolf boy.”

“Twilight?”

“Yeah I see the Barbs talking about it all the time.”

“Most of them have seen that movie.”

“But they haven’t seen it with me.”

“Whats the difference? So now there is a midget?”

”No!” she said hitting him with a pillow.

“Well what then.”

“Safaree if your going to be a Debbie downer ill just have Martin do it for me.”

“I’m just trying to figure out what the difference is. Who all do you want to come to this thing Nic?” Safaree said rubbing his temples.”

“I don’t know yet I thought you would be able to help me out.”
“Well lets look.” He said grabbing the mac book.

“OK. So off the top I know Chrissy, Dani, Bella, Cashley, Ebby, Muny, Shonda, Trebb, Jessie, Bonquesisha, Rdb, Osk, the twinters (Talisa and Kay), Kathy, Brandon, Lulu, Jordan , Tiff, Mushroom, Breezylee, and that cute short girl that’s always with him. Safaree do you remember her name? No wait Stephanie that’s her name.”

“That’s 22 people Nic you want more than that?”

“Yes that’s not enough!!”

“OK what about Jovan , Ty, and Gary. Candi, Dee, and Shadelle. Brandi, Janay, and Shay. Kee, Gabby, Maria, Billy, Boothie, Mj, Chanel , Shawnna, Nelly, Margie , Alicia , Shanequa, Driana, Ashlee, Bransunn.

“That’s good now what do we do.”

“I mean we pick a place.”

“Oh that’s easy here in Cali.”

“OK and how will they all get here.”

“We will buy them tickets what do you mean?”

“And how will we tell them and ask their parents?”

“Twitter. Duh Safaree.”

“But we don’t know all of their twitter names.”

“Well call someone who does.”

“Do you have Chrissy’s number.”

“Yeah its in my phone under Chrissy.”

Nicki got off the bed and went into her study. She begin to write down what all she wanted to do with the barbs and figuring out how much the whole thing would cost her. She wasn’t one to care about money but managing her account her self was something she always did.

…..

12.7…. the airport

Nicki bit at her bottom lip pacing the floor. Her body guard watched as she repeated what she had been doing for the last half hour. She walked up to the arrival board looked for the private jets arrival. Walked back standing next to Joe chewed at her bottom lip. Checked tweets and sat in the chair. It was six in the afternoon but Nicki was running round like it was ten am. Joe chuckled a little when she saw how worried she looked sitting in the chair.

“The hell you laughing at”

“You ma’am.” He said looking at the arrival chart.

“What you laughing at me for?”

“Because why are you so jitter like?”

“Well because some of these barbs Ive never met before and Joe I don’t think you get it but soon you will. I don’t have kids yet. But the Barbs the Barbs are my babies. So I’m worried they should have been here.” She said  looking back down at her watch.

“Ahhhhh HB!” The barbs screamed in unison.

“I didn’t want to tell you but they herd everything you said. They got here when I started laughing at you.”

“Joe!” She said hitting him in the chest.

“HBBBBBB!” One of the barbs screamed.

“Ohhhhh HB gurl you look skinty.” Trebble Barbie said taking a look at the Barbie.

“Girl shutttt up.” The Barbs said in unison.

“Oh hunti y’all will not do me!” Trebble said flipping her hair.

The barbs followed Nicki to the party bus and took seats. Nicki stood and walked down the isle grabbing on to the pole in the middle of the bus.

“OK Barbs let me tell you what we will be doing.”

“If you keep hanging on that pole like that I know what I will be doing later on.” Chrissy said moving his eye brows up and down.

“Now look here bro I love you but you will not freak talk with my HB while im sitting here.” Muny said to Chrissy

“Girl please that’s my wife.”

“Boy boom that’s my HB.” Muny said flipping her hair.

“OK Barbz play nice.” Nicki said looking down at the paper.

“OK so HB come on tell us what we doin.” Dani said looking at Nicki.

“OK OK let me read. So today I was thinking we could go to the hotel. Maybe I can get to know the barbs that Ive never talked to before. And give you guys nick names. Then I was thinking we could go to the pool and get Safaree all wet pauz.”

“Now HB who you kidding you know you cant swim.” Shonda said looking down at her nails.

“You’d be shocked.” Bella said.

“She probably be doggy paddling.” Shadelle said laughing giving Muny a high five.

“Oh ima need y’all to find a stadium and sit.”

“But these bus seats are just fine HB why would we need a stadium?” The girls said in unison.

Nicki laughed and continued.

“So the first day which is today will be just me spending time with you talking to you guys answering questions and the whole bit. Kay barbz?” She said looking up for approval.

“That’s fine HB.”

“And the second day which is my birthday.. I’m going to meet you guys here we will go to breakfast and then after we will go shopping. More time to spend with you guys plus you guys will go to the spa get all cute and the go back to your rooms to get dressed for the movies.”

“The movies Onika? Ebony said giving Nicki the side eye.

“Yes Ibb is something wrong with the movies?”

“No nothings wrong with it its just that I thought you would have a party.”

“Oh no this is all about spending time with my barbs. I cant do that if I have a party.”

“Yes you can.” They all said in unison.

“I cant so the movies it is.”

“Umm Onika?” Talisa said to her.

“Yes barb Nicki said looking up at her.”

“How u gone spend time with us in the movies we cant talk in there.”

“You’ll see barb… You’ll see.”

…..

OK so I did not wanna hurt you guys feelings this time but next time oh next time I wont have any type of mercy.. But it will be a part two to beautiful nightmare and umm maybe it was all a dream maybe it wasn’t… Idk.. I guess only time will tell.. Its alot of people in this damn story ill try to let as many of you be great as possible.. Anywaydoe hope you liked this chapter.. To me it was long idk if it is though maybe it just took too long for me to write it.. But yeah..