LOVE AFTER WAR

OK hey you guys this is the chapter I've been trying to get you all ready for.. I'm sorry in advance and its just fiction... not much to say but i hope you guys don't wanna kill me too much after you read this chapter. i may post again tomorrow but idk. love ya punkins happy reading.. well u know what i mean...

"Nicki are you going to talk to me."

"its nothing for me to say safaree."

"you haven't said a thing since we pulled off from the doctors office."

"what the hell do you want me to say safaree." Nicki screamed putting her keys in the bowl."
minnie ran around the corner barking and ms carol came out of  the guest room.

"onika what did i tell you about that mouth of yours!"

"ma not now please."

"excuse me?"

"i said not now." Nicki said storming up the stairs safaree close behind.

"some one please inform me of this attitude my daughter has before i forget shes 27."

"the doctor got smart with her today."

"oh well you make the bed you lay in it after."

"i told her to find a new doctor." Lauren said sitting on the kitchen counter.

"your butt goes in the chair and not on that good counter Lauren." ms carol said hitting her legs with the towel.

Nicki's room...

"so we back to this Nicki?"

"back to what safaree can you just leave me alone please."

"no when you leave things with you alone you get pushed out the picture."
Nicki walked in her closet putting her shoes back on the shelf. she then hopped off the stepping stool and grabbed her two suitcases.

"what are you packing for?"

"did you forget about the UK or am i the only one that gives a hell about the barbs?"

"Nicki slow down she said you have high blood pressure can you just sit for a minute ill pack your bag for you."

"i can do shit on my own why do people treat me like just because I'm pregnant I'm not fully capable of doing things for my self?"

"because some things... Nicki JUST SIT THE FUCK DOWN FOR A MINUTE! damn!"

"don't yell at me safaree." Nicki said taking a seat.

"maybe if you listen with out me yelling at you i wouldn't have to."

Nicki lay back on the bed rubbing her belly. it had tightened since that doctor and her mess which caused Nicki alot of pain and gained her a new waddle. Nicki was unaware of the faces she was making so she was shocked when safaree began to rub her belly with her.

"are you OK Nicki."

"its a pain like my belly it tight. it hurts bad."

"I'm going to run you a hot bath. we can let it cool down a bit while i talk to you and rub this Ben gay on your tummy."

"no that stuff stinks safaree."

"so it will help the babies calm down just a little bit."

"how do you know this?"

"because when shanequa was pregnant she would have me do this for her." he said walking off to the bathroom running the hot water.

"Nicki i don't know how we got her but just like you want everything back to normal i want everything back to normal. nothing mean more to me than being able to hold you at night being able to talk to the babies and being at every appointment no matter what you may think so things like what happened today will never happen again. but i also think you should find another doctor."

“no safaree.”

“why not?”

“because.” she said putting her head down.

“wait come again?”

“no i don't want to find another doctor safaree.”

“what do you mean u don't want to find another doctor? Lauren told me what she said to you Nicki she threatened your life! our kids life!”


"her threats don't mean shit to me safaree." Nicki said getting up standing in front of safaree so he could unzip her dress for her.

"well they mean something to me and if you wont call around for a new one i will." safaree said pulling the dress down so she could step out of it.

safaree watched as Nicki entered the closet searching for her robe. he spotted it before she did and went to retrieve it for her.

"here baby."

"how did you know that's what i was looking for."

"because as much as i know you miss me i know it ain't a chance in hell that id be so lucky to see u walk around like that while your mother is here."

"well thank you." Nicki said smiling but making her smile disappear quicker than it had made its appearance on her face.

“why are you eating this shit!” safaree said looking at the half eaten king size snickers on her night stand.

“the babies wanted it.”

“we will not start that.”

“come on safaree when was the last time you saw me eat like this.”

“atlanta honestly.”

“ok then.” she said snatching the half eaten snickers out of his hands.

“well i forgive you.”

“for what nigga you have no choice and just cuz you forgive me don't mean ill do the same.”

“wait what the fuck did you even get mad at me for i still don't know what i did.”

“hahaha safaree I'm so cute with my Carmel skin I'm taller than Nicki my ass is bigger and ill flip my hair a million times and laugh at your stupid ass jokes loud so you can think I'm cute. oh and Nicki just so you know yo man gave me the pipe I'm sprung and i THINK hes mine."

“oh your mad cuz she wants the goods?”

“ding ding ding ding ding so bob tell em what hes won. aaaaaaaaaa slap Nicki. and no nigga I'm mad because she got the goods and decided for her self that she had bragging rights.” she said slapping him in the back of his head.

“ouch but you know it would be the same if i was around drake so we wont even take it there Nicki.”

“and you think we should tell?”

“tell what?”

“about us you doof.”

“really?”

“yes i mean I'm going to have to soon what will i tell them about the babies?”

“i don't know tell them the stork gave them to you.”

“a stork safaree sit.”

“what are we going to name the babies Nicki?”

“well i don't know safaree we just found out what we are having.”

“i have a name in mind for a girl.”

"well what about the boy safaree?"

“i know what i want to name him too.”

“what? safaree has baby names?”

“yeah lol i wanna have some say in names.”

“ok lets hear what ya got?”

“zion for the little man. or alijah.”

“woah safaree that's not half bad i like zion but alijah not sitting right with me. what you got for the lady bug?” Nicki said rubbing her belly.

“Nevaeh is pretty.. and imani is also.”

“i know too many people named imani from queens i don't like that one but nevaeh is pretty!”

“ha you didn't know i got skills like that huh?”

"no i didn't but i like those names."

"what names?" ms carol said knocking on the half opened door.

"zion the boy and nevaeh for a girl."

"those are pretty who came up with that?"

"safaree."

"wait all by his self?"

"yes ma all by him self."

"wow well I'm guessing you got a boy and a girl in there since you guys are set on names."

"yes ma'am daddy's girl."

"and mamas boy." Nicki and safaree said exchanging looks.

ms carol smiled and began to leave the room she stopped at the door before closing it and just looked.

"what ma?"

"you two should get married your so good together."

"ma we are far from marriage."

"what?" safaree said looking at Nicki."

"i mean.. we are still fixing things. we need time safaree."

"well you guys work on that and by the way onika my plane leaves tomorrow at 6 who taking em to the airport?"

"umm well our plane leaves at 6 to ma so we will ride together."

"and where are you going."

"i have shows in the UK before i get to the point where doing anything is beyond the question. my barbs need me ma."

"and so does your real children onika. so when this is done. practice sitting still."

"OK ma. good night."

"good night onika. good night safaree."

"night mama carol."

safaree waited until the door was closed and then he led Nicki to the tub. he put a few aroma therapy oil drops in the water and helped Nicki over the bar.

"you good."

"yes thank you safaree."

"so how it this being pregnant thing going for you?"

"huh?"

"i don't knwo does it make you feel different?"

"different how safaree?"

"i don't know Nicki i just wanna know how you feel."

"well I'm horny all most all the time. its like my hormones are on steroids. i cant help when i snap I've been going off on everybody poor martin."

"he deserves it and like is it OK for you to .... you know while the babies are in there?"

"i don't know that would be something you could go look up while i sit in here and try to relax."

"OK well when your ready to get out just yell."

"safaree wait can you light my candles and turn the light off?"

"yes nick."

"oh and can you.."

"bring in your ipod and the ipod deck yes. any thing else."

"will you grab the rest of that snickers of  the table?"

"no."

"i tried."

"yeah you did."

"but I'm hungry."

"aren't you always ill go out and pic up something."

"thanks faree."

safarees phone buzzed laying on the bathroom counter. Nicki looked at it then at the clock that read 2am.

"who in the hell?" she thought to her self but she just brushed it off.

safaree came back putting everything up and reached for the lights. he heard his phone buzz again and reached for it on the counter.

"if your going for food how will you know if i need you?"

"you wont need me till the water gets cold so I'm going to go now and then check on that other thing for you."

"what other thing safaree?"
"you know."
"the sex thing?"

"yeah that."

"why you just don't say that then?"

"its just weird with your mom being here."
Nicki just looked up at safaree and laughed and continued to her bath.

"and Nicki don't go to sleep in that water!"

"OK i wont!"

"i mean it."

"ill try safaree but its working i feel so much better."

"ill try to find you a heating pad or blanket."

"thank you i prefer the blanket."

"i bet you do." safaree said closing the door opening the text."

hey can we talk? ~Michelle

no I'm busy.~safaree

are you with her?~Michelle

last time i checked that was none of your business.~safaree

you know what we can talk meet me at my place in a few. ~safaree

i thought you'd see it my way. ~Michelle

what... you know what what ever just meet me. ~safaree

safaree thought of what he could have sent to his house so he could pack and get clothes for tomorrow.

"we haven't had Chinese food in a while. did i give her back her phone?"

I'm getting Chinese food what do you want?~safaree

ummm what i want your not going to let me get~Nicki

general chicken?~safaree

yes please hot.~Nicki

no hot mild and what else?~safaree

pepper steak or if your getting it ill just pick off of yours.~Nicki

no you wont ill get you your own. and the veggies and rice?~safaree

you know it thank you. oh and some apple juice or orange juice please.~Nicki

they don't have apple juice or orange juice Nicki~ safaree

please faree?~Nicki

fine nick ill just have to make a trip to the store.~ safaree

hurry waters getting cold~Nicki

put more hot water in don't get out of that tub on your own Nicki~safaree

when its cold I'm getting out safaree.~Nicki
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safarees house.....

safaree got out the car and ran in the house. he was in such a hurry he didn't notice Michelle's car outside let alone her sitting on the couch in the living room.

"this is where it all happened." she said feeling on the leather couch.
safaree snapped his head around and put his keys in the bowl.

"how the hell you get in here."

"i figured you never changed the locks and when i sold you the house you were too busy trying to get my number that i forgot to give you the spare i made. came in handy right?"

"yeah what ever. I'm going to need that back when you leave today."

"why who says we wont be together."

"i do that who."

"hello yes can i get two pepper steaks a general chicken dinner mild and can you make one of the pepper steaks a dinner to?"

"do you want egg rolls sir?"

"yes please and duck sauce."

"for pick up or delivery?"

"delivery."

"12557 Greens Barry Lane?"

"yes."

"OK 15 minutes."

"thank you." safaree said hanging up the phone.

safaree turned and bumped into Michelle.

"whoa." he said putting out his hands.

"whats wrong baby." she said touching from his collar to the front of his pants.

"your too close that's what and don't touch me there."

"you didn't have a problem with it a few weeks ago."

"i was also drunk."

"a drunk man---"

"tells no lies?" safaree finished pulling her hands off of him again. "but in my right mind which i am in right now he can control him self and he is also aware of what hes has and wants." he said moving from her reach going into his room retrieving his bags for his closet.

"safaree you know you want to be with me."

"no and you see that's what i need you to fully under stand for me Michelle. i don't want you i wanna be happy with Nicki."

"so that's who the ring is for?"

"what-- you've been through my things? how long have you been here? and if you must know yes. its for her."

"she cant give you what i can give you safaree."

"and whats that?"

"she cant give you a happy home. stress free. she cant be with you like i can."

"your talking crazy. we spend all our time together i only called you here to tell you that what ever you THOUGHT we had we don't and i would like it if you left us alone."

"you don't mean that safaree."

"i mean every bit of it and we found her a new doctor so no need for you to be expecting anymore visits from us." safaree said putting the last of his clothes in bags.

"where are you going."

"again that none of your business." safaree said taking the bags putting them by the front door.

he grabbed another duffel from the front closet and took off to his bathroom. he swiped at everything on the left side of the counter putting it all in his bag. he then took the ring off the dresser and put it in his bag too.

"so your going to propose to her?"

"that's the plan as soon as i get you out of out hair."

"and you thought that would be done tonight."

"no i know it will be done tonight." safaree said going to put his bags in the car.

safaree walked past the delivery guy and told him to just step in the house.

"OK how much was the damage."

"51.50 sir"

"oh this shit better be good 51.50"

"enjoy sir."

"thank you."he said turning to Michelle.

"can you go now?"

"no we are not don't talking." Michelle said crossing her arms.

"yes we are you lose Nicki wins the end of the fucking story. i dontwant you."

"you will regret this safaree."

"no I'm sure i wont."

"yes you will."

"the only thing ill ever regret is almost cheating on my girlfriend/best friend and mother of my children with you."

"you don't mean that safaree."

"yes i do."

"you don't your just talking out of anger."

"i do and you can hold on to that key ill have the locks changed no telling how many of those you have. and i have to go. my baby is waiting for me to help her out of the tub. and my babies are hungry. let your self out. oh and don't forget to lock the door with that key of yours."

"safaree!"

"Michelle it was nice talking to you but i have to go." he said closing the door tho his apple red Bentley.
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Nicki's place.....

"sooo it is safe for her to have sex while shes pregnant with the babies. wow amazing." he said getting off the bed closing the mack book.

"Nicki! i told you not to go to sleep in that tub."

"i know but i put more hot water in and.. well went to sleep."

"come on lets get out."

"truth be told safaree the water felt so good i didn't even wash so help me out and into the shower."

"OK the bath was just for you to relax."

"oh well why didn't you say that."

"because i know you even if you did wash you would have wanted to take a shower."

"yeah your right. where is the food?"

"on the night stand."

"did you get my juice?"

"apple and orange baby."

"OK ill be out in a few."

safaree looked around the room for her Shea butter. he lit candles in the room and moved the knob on the light switch for it to be dim. he heard the shower cut off and shortly after was greeted by a set of hands.

"damn safaree i really do put on alot of perfume." Nicki said sitting on the bed.

"why you say that because i still smell it on you from this morning."

"really that's--- umm that's weird." in his mind safaree was thanking god that Nicki and Mechelle wore the same perfume.

"yeah." Nicki said picking up the Shea butter.

"no let me. lay back."

safaree traveled up Nicki's legs from her feet to her thick thighs rubbing the Shea butter in. he stopped at her thighs watching her face as moans escaped her mouth.

"baby shhh."

"but safaree i told you my hormones are on crack and that feels soo good."

"if you continue to moan loud like that i wont be able to help you with those hormones of yours. your mother is in the other room this is weird as it is."

"OK OK ill try."

safaree got on his knees and sat Nicki on the edge of the bed. her silk robe draped her shoulders as he kissed and lotion every inch of her body. she grabbed for his head once he reached her Brest and her robe fell draping the small of her back.

"oh god safaree." she said running her nails down the back of his head.

safaree stood pushing Nicki fully onto the bed laying her back. he removed her robe and  slowly made his way back down her body to her center kissing ever step of the way. safaree kissed her bud as he teased her  with his tongue.

"safaree pleas don't tease me."

"you want it?"

"yes."

"how bad."

"BAD!"

safarees tongue danced across Nicki's center making her wetter than he has ever seen her before.

"safaree I'm about to."

"no your not don't lie."

"i am safaree I'm coming!"

"really Nicki i barley even started."

"what its not me everything is like enhanced faree."

"so is that it?"

"no don't stop keep going."

"but you just--"

"trust me its more where that came from."

safaree kissed his way up to her neck and worked there. he slowly moved from her neck to her lips while she rubbed and caressed the back of his head. he let his pants fall to the floor and his erection you could clearly see through his black boxers.

"he wants me?" Nicki said in a low tone.

"more than you will ever know."

"well give him what he wants."

"I'm scared i don't wanna hurt you or them."

"what did it say about it when you looked it up?"

"that its fine."

"well what are you waiting for safaree?"

"i don't know."

"do you need help finding it out?" Nicki said pulling his penis out of his boxers.

"no." he said entering her slowly.

"if its uncomfortable let me know."

"right now the only thing uncomfortable about it is your squishing my belly."

"oh shit Nicki safaree said rolling on his side."

"safaree ha ha its fine. this is new to us its going to take some time to get use to."

"OK well put you leg over the top of mine and turn on your side."

"i love it when you take charge its sexy."

"yeah yeah little less chatter more u know."

"so I'm talking too much faree?"

"no but hes going to sleep on you."

"i dare him to that's nothing i cant fix."

"I'm sure of it but i don't want you doing that so put your leg up here."

Nicki put her leg on top of safaree and safaree pulled her closer to him. he entered her slowly and berried his face in her neck.

"oh shit safaree."

"huh what did i do?" he said stopping his stroke.

"nothing baby keep going."
safaree moved a little bit faster as Nicki grew tighter.

damn her walls keep pulling like this and ima make her mad. safaree thought to him self.

"Nicki baby if your doing that please stop or i promise your going to be mad."

"doing what?"

"is it just me or is it tight in here?"

Nicki tossed her head back in laughter

"that's not me safaree ill tell you about that later." she said through laughs.

"OK."

"safaree baby stroke faster please."

"if i do i promise your going to be mad at me."

"i wont I'm there too just do it."

safaree turned Nicki the other way he pulled her leg back a bit and entered her again.

"wait pull out and do that a few more times." safaree did and then entered her on the last one and began again.

"god safaree why weren't like this the first damn time everything in this position feels so damn good."
safaree held her waist while moving just the way he knew she wanted him to. he kissed at the back of her neck moving her hair out of his face.

"safaree I'm bout to."

"i know i know me to."

"my god!"

"ahhhh shit Nicki."

they both said as they both reached their climax.

"i don't think I've ever called on god over a climax."Nicki said rolling on her back."

"and i don't think I've ever heard you do so either." safaree said wrapping his arms around her.

"wheres my food?"

"right there on the night stand."

"and my juice?"

"in the mini fridge."

"can you go warm the food back up please?"

"yes." safaree said putting on his night pants hanging in Nicki's closet taking the food to warm it up.

safaree left the room heading down stairs. he reached the hall to the kitchen and minnie came running out barking.

"its just me its just me its just me ankle biter!"

minnie looked at safaree and followed him into the kitchen.

"why did she get you?"

"safaree are you OK?" Nicki yelled down to safaree.

"yes but can you call off you vicious attack dog please."

"minnie! come to mama."

minnie raced up the stairs to Nicki as safaree put in the second plate.

Nicki sat on the bed with minnie opening her mack book. she began reading the page safaree left open. safaree phone buzzed until it hit the floor. Nicki picked up the phone and opened the text message.

she cant give you what i can. remember that when your fucking her. ~Michelle

Nicki decided to fuck with her and pretend she was safaree.

she just gave me everything you wish you could~safaree

really well i guess your really happy with her huh?~Michelle

yes i am.~safaree

i bet you thought i wasn't listening to what you said at your house a few hours ago? ~safaree

what did i say?~Michelle

at this point Michelle knew it was Nicki replying so she decided to mess with Nicki back.

that you just needed time to get rid of her and then you would be mines again.~Michelle

you are a delusional bitch safaree was right! we are happy over here and your little schemes to fuck us up are going to fail stupid bitch! by the way this is Nicki if you were to stupid to figure it out. all them brains and no smarts doc.~safaree

fuck you! i swear one day ill catch you alone. no friends no safaree. that day he will become mine. because i swear bitch I'm going to kill you!~Michelle

you are crazy. well have fun with that. it seems you forgot who i am. but all is fair in love & war. gotta go my man is bring me up food. muah! bitch! ~safaree.

Nicki deleted all the text messages she sent to Michelle out of the phone. and returned it to its place. she picked up minnie and lay her on her stomach as she waited for safaree to come backup with food.
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Uk...... first night show..... (aka the death of pinkmunybarbie)

@NICKIMINAJ: OK barbz who's here? getting ready back stage a few minutes until i go on where y'all at?

@NICKIMINAJ RT @nesszolanski : we here HB like where you at though?

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@NICKIMINAJ RT @londonkendoll: omggg hb i cant Wait to freaking see you!!

@NICKIMINAJ: barbz hope to sell every last one of you after the show muah muah mauhhhhh!

“They ready for you.” Martin said texting back someone in his phone.

“What do you mean they ready for me? I’m not dressed. Are you playing martin because i don’t have time for your shit today?” Nicki said sitting in the chair while Terrence put the finishing touches on her wig.

“Yes why would I play I learned my lesson the first time Nic?” Martin said looking up at her leaning on the wall.

“Shit!”

Nicki got up out of the chair she was sitting in and ran into her changing booth she slipped on her jeans and corset. She grabbed the Chole perfume of the vanity and sprayed one last time. Terrence fussed at little pieces of her hair with portable flatirons.

“OK you know what Terrence? Am I good?”

“Yeah I just gotta—-“

“If I’m good then just let me go not enough time for you to be perfecting the little things.”

“OK OK just this one piece and you can go.”

“Ms. Minaj 5 minutes till curtains.”

“How in the hell am I suppose to go half way across this stadium in fiv——”

Safaree bent down to lift Nicki up. She grabbed a tight hold to his neck as they shot down the hall. They reached the stairs and Nicki could see the countdown on the side of the stage. Safaree placed her on the floor and gave her a kiss.

“Ima be right here till my cue. Make me and your barbs proud.” He said fixing an out of place hair.

Nicki smiled and took her place on the mount to the stage. She watched as the fog formed a could. She grabbed the mic and walked through the thick smoke.

“Told y’all on Drakes shit told y’all to fixate bitches on my old shit buy my old mix tap—-“

Nicki stood still watching people run. Her eyes darted from person to person. Her heart started to race and she could hear her heart beat as if she was listening to it through a stethoscope. she stood completely still watching the crowd get smaller and smaller until she heard a familiar scream.

“No! No! No! Nicki don’t do this to me! Baby please open your eyes! Don’t leave me stay with me baby talk to me! I cant live with out you! Hold on! please for the babies Nicki.”

“Safaree I’m right here I’m fine.” Nicki said turning to look at Safaree.

Nicki dropped her mic as she looked at her self laying lifeless on Safarees lap. She watched the paramedics take her body away and Safaree run after them. She continued to follow as she saw then lay her into the back of the ambulance. safaree jumped into the back of the truck looking at Nicki.

"safaree do something why are you just sitting there don't let me die!"

tears strolled down safarees face.

"is she going to be OK.?"

"yes is she pregnant?"

"yes with twins."

"i not going to promise about the babies but shes going to be OK."

"how did this happen sir."

"i don't know she was on the stage and the next thing i know i was running to catch her."

"does she have any you know?"

"any one wanting to kill her? no i don't think so."

"just then safaree paused."
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bum bum bummmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm roflllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllll *evil laugh!* like im really on the floor fucking dead! but anywaydoe anystank hoe thats that.. till next time be sure to listen to robin thique love after war... ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha! duces!